Personal Message
love's little locket
165cm
55kg
Australian
Dying
COLDHART FT LIL PEEP
basic information
nickname(s)/alias(es)
ALYCIA, ALY, BIG GAY AL
age
19
date of birth
20th JULY
occupation
FLORISTS' ASSISTANT
orientation
BIUAL
relationship status
CRUSHING BIG TIME
spouse/current partner
No one yet
ex-partner(s)
none
siblings
none
friends
Damon
enemies
n/a
writing style
Para, Multipara, Novella
pov preference
3rd
disclaimer
I am currently going through a rough patch, so most of my writing will be accompanied with heavy angst. Don't let tHIs put you off, I'm very approachable ooc. Talk to me.
writing samples
currently unavailable
in character
abuse; treat with cruelty or violence, especially regularly or repeatedly. to be abused by someone you're under the care of is to suffer in silence, to spend each day trapped in a psychological prison with seemingly no way of escape. to rot from the inside out. after being forcefully sectioned under the mental health act, alycia found herself in an environment even more toxic than the one she'd been taken from. while some doctors have nothing but the patient's best interests in mind, not all of those in the medical field aim to use their power for good.
she was just fourteen, an easy target, weakened by the countless pills they force fed to sedate her despite her docile temperament, unable to fight back, and that's exactly what her doctor had been waiting for. someone powerless, someone he knew he could scare into keeping quiet. Occasionally her parents would call the hospital to check on her, every time he'd tell them that their daughter's condition was worsening, that they were doing everything they could but discharging her would be a danger to other's and alycia herself. By this time the girl had lost hope, he'd told her that her parents hadn't made a single attempt to contact her and she was foolish enough to believe him. Alycia blamed herself of course, if she hadn't been so unstable she wouldn't be here, if she hadn't been so weak she would have escaped. no matter the issue, there was always a way it could have boiled down to her own ineptitude. Had it not been for a whistle blower leaking rumours of abuse in the hospital to the local press, alycia was sure she'd never see the outside world again. Though upon returning home, she wasn't sure that was such a bad thing.
The girl never felt so fragile, like so much of a burden as she did when everyone around her would treat her as though she were made of glass. People worried about her 24/7, her parents were suffocating her with how incredibly over protective they had become, her independence was non-existent. She'd had to beg them to allow her to get a job, even then they'd insisted it be something close to home. An assistant in a florists, it hasn't exactly been her dream job, but it got her out the house and gave her something creative to focus her energy on. It had been a last resort when Alycia registered to be a sugar baby, she didn't want money, nor did she want expensive gifts, instead, the only thing she wished for was love. The kind of love that made every single second of suffering worth it, the kind of love she'd read about in those stupid books she'd swoon over as a preteen, the kind of love she no longer believed in.
history / about
personalityAnxious, introvertEd, stubborn, caring, loyal, unstable, quiet, devoted, loving.
Likesanimals, writing, agriculture, rainy days.
Dislikes crowds, hospitals, people that worry about her too much.
Hobbies sketching, poetry, researching things that fascinate her.
Secrets find out.
Fears spiders, intimacy, public speaking, opening up.
The Quirks Facts About Them.
— Alycia was first hospitalIzed due to self inflicted injuries.
— her ideal type is someone patient and caring.
— Her favourite school subject was english literature.
— the smell of hand sanitizer makes her feel sick.
— she's supposed to wear glasses.
— blankets are an essential item if you want to keep her happy.
personality / quirks
out of character
ONE. Hello I'm bear, but you can call me whatever ya want really lmao.
TWO. Detailed writer who loves to both plot and improvise.
THREE. If I'm talking in the chatroom but haven't replied to a message you've sent me please don't be offended. I usually unwind in the chatroom when I'm stressed or feeling low.
FOUR. Don't be shy to approach me to rp or JUst to chat. I'm Friendlier than i look.
FIVE. I tend to make a lot of typos and leave out words. Probably because I type too fast, and probably because I don't notice. Bear with me.
SIX. Please DON't poke me. I promise you I'm trying my best. I miGHt just have low muse or low energy.
SEVEN. I am not my character. In the chat, I do get lazy and will talk ooc about things, but when it comes to actual roleplaying, me and my character are two different people. Don't get us mixed up.
out of character
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