nayeon had it hard in her first year. all she wanted were friends but nobody really wanted to do that with her. not when she had those big curly hair and thick round glasses. getting bullied and clowned on for the whole year didnt make it better for the lonely her until one person acknowledged her talents, that is her theater teacher. she changed her into a new person. no more bullied girl with the thick curly hair and round thick glasses. it's just a brand new nayeon who give all she got on the theater stage, doing what she loves confidently, grinning widely with her heart shaped lips. also no more jokes and bullies around her but nayeon won't forget. not when she has a voice in her head keep telling how bad she is doing today, how hypocrite she is pretending to be someone that she was not and the other negative thoughts that keep haunting her. they arent just about herself but also the people she interacted with. all these thoughts made her insecured, made her no better than the old nayeon and also caused her to has issues in trusting anyone around her, even her close friends and the theater kids. even if she knew they are genuine, that voice made her hates herself so much that she doesn't think she is worth of their love. nayeon is glad she was born with talents, in theater acting and being recognized at the age of 17 so she can hide one of these flaws of hers through the mask of acting. she has been doing this for a year and she is sure she can bear with this with another few years more. she believes one day everything going to be normal for her again. nobody has to know about it.