Some parents just were not meant to have kids. That's what Kibum has always said. He knows personaly that. His own parents were just not meant to have kids. They shouldn't have but they had six. Kibum was the second born. His parents really didn't take care of his younger siblings and counted on Kibum and his older sister to take care of them. change dipers, Cook dinner, Get the kids to school. In all honesty he was the parent more than the biological parents. The two of them just sat on the couch all day. Now kibum knows that his parents love him, but he just resents them a bit. He was never given a childhood or a teen hood.  He was busy being the adult.

Kibum grew up knowing he would do anything to be in the limelight. TO be able to perform on stage and make people smile. Since this is how he lived growing up. He sometimes made it through the day by watching his favorite idols and listening to their music. It relaxed him and made him look forward to the future. Well when he proposed his dream to audition for Sapphire ent at the age of 15 his parents laughed in his face and told him he would never make it. Now Kibum knows it was only them protecting him but he felt so much sarrow. however on his 18th birthday he left and did a secret audition behind their back. He made it in but he needed some work. His dance skills were pretty great however his singing was avrage. after 4 years as a trainee Kibum has become top in some of his classes and has improved amazingly. He even trained as a rapper in hopes of giving him a better chance at debuting.