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the human psyche has always been an enigma. childhood forges the greatest of minds regardless of its fortune. there were no silver spoons. there were no family dinners. there were no evenings of laughter and memory making. naivety crushed before acquiring the ability to walk, his brain thrived off of cacophany: the midnight train rumbling beside his bedroom window deafening the screams and vulgar insults coming from the next room, his elder sister's whimpers as her arms wrapped around his minute frame, and animated characters bolting across a television screen- their banter distracting from the whispered table discussion of finances.
It's true. the human mind is incredible. it can rebound from nearly anything. death was a fleeting emotion that hit him like an ocean wave: devastating at first glance, but like every over wave, it recedes. lacking a familiar voice in his nights, twilight felt lonely. without pained tears dampening his pajama shirt, his heart felt as if undergoing a drought. the pursuit of a liquid escape silenced their shared nights. in a way, he envied her. she could finally feel at peace, yet she left him in a purgatorial hell. 
the years resembled days. his mind assembled walls that are never meant to crumble, should he want to maintain his sanity. nostalgic longing hit him in waves, some irrelevant enough to be brushed off his shoulder, others catastrophic tsunamis, drowing his consciousness with faint images of a dim night-light and hushed sobs echoing throughout the room. 
his escape did not result in a fabled light at the end of a tunnel. rather, it involved books stacked on an oak desk, debt piling up in the back of his mind, and a taste of happiness that he never thought he'd find. grief still visits from time to time, but it's merely a puddle at his feet, the muddled surface reflecting a glimpse of golden clouds cascading down upon him a glimmering radiance: a smile watching over him.

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As the scholarship chairman, i am the primary organizer and overseer of the scholarship program within the chapter that ultimately fosters positive scholastic performance.

the purpose of the scholarship position is to ensure every chapter member is able to achieve the best possible gpa while, at a minimum, fulfilling his scholastic requirements to remain in good standing with the chapter.

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1) I'm usually pretty busy,. i will pick and choose what replies to do and the order i do them in. it's the most effective method for me. if you have a problem with that, then feel free to exit. 
2) gmt-5 (East Coast usa)
3) 3rd > 1st
4) pm for plotting/ooc inquiries.
5) walls are for roleplaying only.
6) for roleplaying: rooms > walls > pm.
7) just don't user chase or face chase me. i'll block you.
8) Writing sample padlet!

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