it's already been that long, it felt really short actually. though i can't deny that it wasn't my fault that it feels that way. i'm not exactly out a lot and you've been much busier recently. i don't really mind it that much, but i do end up missing you more and more every passing moment that we're not together. it's already been this long yet it doesn't feel that way at all. i feel like i've been doing the bare minimum for us, and i don't like the feeling of it. i want to be able to do more, be there for you and to help you but the best i can do is to hope and wish that you're okay, that youo're feeling fine and that you're not sick. thankfully that doesn't seem to be the case. i do hope that you're resting a lot though. it doesn't matter if i don't see you a lot as long as you're taking care of yourself, that's what matters most to me.

 

anyway happy third month, i know this isn't much, just me revising my old gift to you. i'm really not very creative, i'm sorry babe. i didn't want to do things too similar to what i've done beffore so this is the best i can do for the moment. we got to have our first date as a couple recently! i'm really happy about that, it was a sense of normalcy despite your super busy schedule, thanks for taking some time off to meet with me. your offer of me just randomly barging into your studio is still valid right? i'll make sure to come visit you sometime and bring you food, or actually whatever you need. just text me and i'll be there with whatever it may be soon enough! though, do you think they'd even let me into the building? i mean i'm not exactly a jyp artist nor do i think that they know about us dating. hmm it doesn't matter, i guess i'll end up finding a way somehow. and if not well, you could meet me at the cafe on the first floor of your building? i hear a lot of your labelmates come there often so maybe i could even meet with some of them o n o of course i respect it if you don't want them to know about us yet, i mean yo guys are still far away from the of your career. 

 

i think i'm getting off topic again? i just wanted to greet you a happy third month, thanks for sticking by me for another month together! i love you very much! there i said it.

 

 

 

if you'velistened to the songs i've listed down before you read this then you'll notice that one of the songs is yours, another is one by a group you don't exacly have a very good impression of and the last one is a song by my group back when we were still together (curse you pledis). if you don't want to listen to the song, that's fine too. i really chose them because of their lyrics so even if you don't like the song i hope that you'll take some time to read the lyrics and what they mean because these are just some of the feelings that i have for you.