tw: ptsd, paranoia, anxiety

crime: murder (on his abuser)

past: he's been stalked and terrorized for years. forced to work for a certain someone, humilated by a certain someone, touched in the wrong ways by a certain someone, and it destroyed his self esteem.

alright.
jeonghan has been a victim of abuse (several kinds) for about 5 years now. his abuser was his ex boyfriend. jeonghan has pretty low self esteem, and he'd literally cling around every little hint of security others seem to be able to give him. so, that's that. he got into a toxic relationship, and he grew scared of his ex, he was forced to work for him, he had literally no freedom of choice anymore. one day, jeonghan snapped, and he ended up murdering him as he was about to attack him. however. since he had killed him before he could attack him properly, it counted as murder, not self defense. jeonghan is despised in his family, and he has literally lost everyone. jeonghan knows he doesn't deserve to be here, and he's terrified of the other patients that walk around in here. he's highly sensitive and cries easily, however things such as being directly bullied or stuff makes him steam. when he gets mad, he yells, cries, and will try to push, kick or smack. he absolutely hates being touched (at least he acts like it as a self protection mechanism, poor boy doesn't feel loved and actually craves all the love and praise and feelings he could have).
jeonghan's not one to interact with others a lot. he's often spotted sitting by himself overthinking.
he's conflicted because he doesn't know whether staying in the clinic or being out of there was safer for him since he's highkey auto aggressive and might do an oopsie if he was alone. like. he has given up since the incident. he blames himself for literally everything. so all in one, he's driven by emotions and gets stressed very easily.