hi. now go back to your wall.

skj. demiual. under construction. 

he's the basic equivalent of a man. he likes things because they're cool, he doesn't very much have a mind of his own and is very easily manipulated. kangjoon is basically a male e and doesn't even know it. :/ actually, no, he was made aware of it at the height of his career and realized how taken advantage of he was. frankly, he isn't sure how to cope with it. does he do it with a smile on his face or does he delve into self pity? for now, he is sitting in a bed of shame because he should have known better and if anybody found out about what he did to achieve his career, he wouldn't know how to show his face to the world. he's tangled himself in a web of doubt and insecurities. he doesn't know who to trust. kangjoon is all alone in his world and has a hard time letting anyone in, but he tries his hardest to remedy his solitude by surrounding himself in people. the more people he surrounds himself with, the larger his void grows as he realizes that in the crowds of people he's around, there's nobody who hears his real voice. and like that, he continues to spiral. 

 

 

☼ : sooyoung ha。ʰᶦᵃᵗᵘˢ9:15:35 PMReply

if joon is not the fixer of this century who is