I haven't finished things yet, so in place of everything, my favourite gifs will take up the emptiness here.
Behold the love of my life.

 

you're welcome~ ♡

 

Dear My Howl, 

I know you're probably going to hate me for saying this yet again but-- I truly don't deserve you. I say this for multiple reasons. When I first met you, I was a mess. I was a mess for various reasons-- one of those reasons was because my heart was destroyed. But beyond the heart break, I was still a very insecure, fear indulged person. I was (and still kind of am) in a constant battle with my inner demons. It's hard for me to fight them sometimes but, I honestly feel like since I first met you, they've become a little more...quiet. I don't feel nearly as insecure as I did three months ago. I don't fear the thought of losing you-- or anyone for that matter-- as much as I did three months ago. You've helped me see my worth. You've helped me smile. You've helped me laugh and have brought so much light into what is a rather dark place for me. And I can't put into words just how grateful I am to have you. You mean so much to me ic, and ooc-- even though we aren't as close as I want to be but hopefully our bond grows as the days go on. I always look forward to seeing you. I always look forward to hearing about your day. To seeing that smile of yours. To hold you in my arms. And when i can't...when i can't do such things on days where your mind is a mess, god, it hurts. But not because I'm mad. Heavens no. But because I wish I could provide the same comfort for you as you do me. I wish I could be the light at the end of your dark tunnel...maybe one day, I'll be that. I have to thank you for being here for me these past few weeks. I've been so...torn apart. So frustrated with myself. Just so..broken and you've been there for me each time...even when i wanted to break things off or..worse. You never gave up on me during those times. You never walked away, even though you could have..just like so many others have; they walked away. And I appreciate that. I love you more than I can describe right now and I just wanted you to know that. 

I can't wait to get married in a month. I can't wait to be Ri Minhyuk. I love you so much. Never forget that. 

Love, Your Sophie