He was abandoned by the people who were suppose to take care of him when he was five. He never knew why they left him all alone. At first he thought that they just forgot about him but as he got older, he felt like he wasn't wanted. His aunt took care of him but that wasn't good enough. His aunt was busy with her work and barely had time for him. It was never bother for him. He was happy that he had someone by his side. Someone who really cared about him. When he was nine, his aunt moved to Taiwan and took him with her. they lived in a small two bedroom apartment in the countryside. He was fine being on his own and had a lot of time for himself. He started to sing and dance in front of his mirror and he enjoyed it. At first, he just danced and sing because he liked it. It was a way to express himself and he was surprisingly good that it. During the evenings, he would dance on the streets and sometimes went to visit the local retirement home and sing for the elderly on the weekends. It made him happy to see them smile when he sang for them and felt wanted for the first time since he moved. He didn't have friends at school and the kids that lived near him didn't like him. He didn't know why but it never bothered him. At least he wasn't completely alone. On occasion, he would help out the neighbours with little chores and earned some pocket money in the process. He never asked for much money. Just enough to grab something to eat at the convenience store. As happy as he seemed on the outside, he had much pain deep inside. He hated his parents and was jealous of kids who were close to theirs.

Six months later, Ēnxiǎn was scouted into a company in Taipei when he was on his way to the retirement home. The man explained that he watched every performance he did and thought that he had the potential to become a top idol. Ēnxiǎn was hesitant at first and told the man that he would think about auditioning for the company. After telling his aunt, she convinced him to give the audition a try. It was what he wanted. His only dream was to make people smile with his voice. but he was hesitant about his audition. for some reason, He felt like he wasn't good enough to become an idol.