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about me
full name : Choi youngjae
date of birth : September 17th
age : 23
occupation : trainee/idol
orientation : demi
r/s status : rhymes with pringle
mbti : esfp
zodiac : virgo
hair colour : currently black
eye colour : brown
Height : 178cm
weight : 65kg
fashion style : high-end street/lounge wear
personality
Youngjae is a hard-working, studious, hard-nosed kid who puts more than 100% in everything. He goes beyond to satisfy himself and others, past the point that he needs to. He has a complex that it's him against the world. At first glance, he appeared to be outgoing, energetic, and a life-of-a-party. But to those who know him on a closer lever, he's really just a quiet man who just wants to show the world his music. As mentioned in his bio, he has anxiety. Though he gets tripped up sometimes, with help from therapists, a mentor, friends, and music as his medication, he gets by day-by-day.
backstory
Choi Youngjae. Son of a famous orchestra director. His father was very well-known in the classical music community. At a young age, traveling around the world with his renowned father, all he did was admire his father. He wanted to be like him. May seem like a kid's dream, but still to this day, he has the same dream. But Youngjae was a bit different. Unlike his father who was a musical genius, he wasn't. He was the last person to ask to sing, play instruments, or anything. But what made him different, was the fact he was very determined. Some say he is tone-deaf, others just say he isn't talented. He wanted to prove them wrong. It took years, but he finally knew how to play the piano and guitar. But that wasn't it, he learned how to produce and make music. Soon at the age of 15, he made enough credit for himself, he was able to put his name into the national songwriter and singers foundation. He went under the name Apollo, the Greek god of music. Ever since then, he loved making music. But his career stagnated as he started going through his first troubles with anxiety. His problem was that he felt that it was always him against the world. The beginning started when his mother left his father when Youngjae was a toddler, so Youngjae doesn't recall his earliest memories with her. She married a man who was set to become the next CEO of a conglomerate. And whenever Youngjae would visit his mother, she would blabber about how successful he needs to be, and how he needs to learn how to be like his step-father, not his father. While his father created the second problem. When he discovered Youngjae's dream, he didn't say anything bad, nor anything good. He mostly shrugged it off. Thus, his drive was really based on wanting to prove his parent's wrong. Then when he faced troubles with learning music, it just piled on. Eventually, it all came crashing down at school when Youngjae simply had a bad grade on a test. Not only was it awkward, but it was also humiliating. Classmates made jokes of how he looked, some teachers thought he was too soft. That year was one of the hardest in his life. But he would push through, just like how he did when he struggled with music.
When Youngjae graduated, he enrolled in university, majoring in audio engineering and minoring in dance. Life was peachy. Youngjae got back into music and he had no complaints. Then he got scouted by a couple of companies when he was recommended by one of his professors, who happen to just have some connections in the industry. However, since Youngjae was already two years in, he had to make the decision to drop out and become a full-time trainee or stay in school. He was already somewhat old for a first-time trainee, but his professor told him that he had the talent and potential to still be a great idol. Thanks to his professor, he auditioned and got into one. His first ever company was small and just split from a bigger company. Quickly, he rose up in the ranks within the trainee system. Not long, he made precious friends that would become lifetime friends. Just after a couple of months of training, he got put into a project group, that was then finalized to debut. Unfortunately, there was a series of setbacks, members leaving, debut being delayed, albums being scrapped, and ultimately the company dissolved. It crushed Youngjae to see that two years of his life went away just like that. His friends were gone, and he had nowhere to go. When he went to his pop's place, his dad simply shook his head and said, "I knew it." The following months would be a series of personal attacks and a brief phrase where he felt depressed. Eventually, he got himself together by playing the keyboard one day. He just mashed his fingers and somehow came up with a tune he liked. That prompted him to make a song. That song would be the song to lift him. Youngjae finally got back into music.
After getting on his feet, he decided to audition for another company, again making it. He went onto a survival show and somehow ended up being the top contestant on there. But he left shortly after the show ended, wanting to finish his degree. He completed his bachelor in audio engineering in just one year after returning(since he had already finished two prior). When he finished with that, he set his sight on trying to be a trainee one more time. The 23-year-old decided to give it one last chance to debut in a group. And that's where Youngjae's story continues to this day.
When Youngjae graduated, he enrolled in university, majoring in audio engineering and minoring in dance. Life was peachy. Youngjae got back into music and he had no complaints. Then he got scouted by a couple of companies when he was recommended by one of his professors, who happen to just have some connections in the industry. However, since Youngjae was already two years in, he had to make the decision to drop out and become a full-time trainee or stay in school. He was already somewhat old for a first-time trainee, but his professor told him that he had the talent and potential to still be a great idol. Thanks to his professor, he auditioned and got into one. His first ever company was small and just split from a bigger company. Quickly, he rose up in the ranks within the trainee system. Not long, he made precious friends that would become lifetime friends. Just after a couple of months of training, he got put into a project group, that was then finalized to debut. Unfortunately, there was a series of setbacks, members leaving, debut being delayed, albums being scrapped, and ultimately the company dissolved. It crushed Youngjae to see that two years of his life went away just like that. His friends were gone, and he had nowhere to go. When he went to his pop's place, his dad simply shook his head and said, "I knew it." The following months would be a series of personal attacks and a brief phrase where he felt depressed. Eventually, he got himself together by playing the keyboard one day. He just mashed his fingers and somehow came up with a tune he liked. That prompted him to make a song. That song would be the song to lift him. Youngjae finally got back into music.
After getting on his feet, he decided to audition for another company, again making it. He went onto a survival show and somehow ended up being the top contestant on there. But he left shortly after the show ended, wanting to finish his degree. He completed his bachelor in audio engineering in just one year after returning(since he had already finished two prior). When he finished with that, he set his sight on trying to be a trainee one more time. The 23-year-old decided to give it one last chance to debut in a group. And that's where Youngjae's story continues to this day.
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