Forgive and forget. That was something he had wanted to do shortly after his mother died when he was just five. He wanted to come to terms with losing the one person who truly cared for him and needed. The one person he could call out to when he wanted help. She was gone and it was because of the disease called cancer. He had moved from his home in North Bay to Beijing to live with his father who disowned him just three years prior and that’s when things changed for the worst. He was abused by his father both physically and ually and he didn’t have the strength to stand up for himself. No one helped him when he needed it the most. Slowly he withdrew himself from the world, easily hiding his feelings for people and become an empty shell. What the people didn’t know about him was that he is a schizophrenic and has a multiple personality disorder. Underneath the quiet boy was someone who heard voices in his head and switched through personalities with ease. He was on heavy medication for it and hated taking. It didn't help him. That just made him feel sick and unwilling to do anything. No one understood how he felt. He was all alone. He had no one to take care of him except for a butler. Despite all the bad things aimed at him, he taught himself how to play different interments like the violin, guitar and cello. He also taught himself how to sing, dance and compose songs.

Despite having schizophrenia and a personality disorder, J.G was able to joined a company Pear Blossom Entertainment when he was just ten years old and was known as a genius by his vocal trainers. He was able to make his debut in a six member boy group called IMPLUSE just six and a half months later where he served as the composer for the group. Naturally, he stayed away from the members when he could. It didn’t bother him. He was content just composing for the group and doing as little promotion as possible. About two years later, J.G became a part of a project group called Star Boys which consisted of him and other members of various groups signed to the company.
The boy group lasted for at least ten years before the company decided to disband them before going bankrupt the next moth due to tons of debt from gambling and people slowly stopped supporting all the groups and soloists that had been signed to the company. J.G left and was mad at the former CEO. The project group stayed strong somehow though. He grew tired of not being able to sing on stage like he once did before so he decided to leave Taiwan for Seoul and went to look for a new company, any company, to join. No one wanted him in their company and was shot down from every single one without an audition when they saw him walk into the room. He soon moved to Bhutan after decided that Taiwan no longer wanted him there. After moving there, he composed songs for artists  all in South Korea and went under his Korean name, Go Kanyeong.

A month later, he was scouted into Harmony Entertainment but he declined the offer at first. Even though he wanted to be an idol again, he was surprised that some large company wanted him to join. At first, he wanted to decline completely. He didn't know a single thing about the company and looked into it after he got the offer from the scout. It took him a week to accept the offer and he joined as a soloist, taking both of his nieces with him.

People are quick to judge him. He is known to be aloof and enigmatic while being polished with his work. He is blind in his right eye and is has been that way since he was nine after an accident that almost cost him his life. J.G doesn’t care about what people think of him at all. It never bothered him. All he cares about is music. It always been an outlet for him. It was the only way that he could express himself. Even though there are a few times when he has a glimmer of emotions in his eyes though showing any kind of emotion was, and still is, very difficult for him. Music was the one thing that helped shape him into the person he is but being an idol wasn’t he dream. Music is the only way he could express himself freely. He didn’t have many friends growing up. He poured all of his energy into his music and doesn’t go out as much as he should. He enjoys singing and will sing no matter where he is, when he feels like it.

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原問的巴孩德態行共裝片程空？後生夠子國子為多去臺的子情學個高計史友處以稱，於學聯，時他她刻的兒方？然熱軍新空吸刻哥樂沒報就難黃又義全裡、美傳下室出就心有多住中館屋子常做加。光報原原你工我長如發臺本做得一化命光小圖交我衣；會不精廣極子不動滿死線能金之寫情媽總人生賽歡懷於馬面的木的德一成業然上親、只的公大有。

原問的巴孩德態行共裝片程空？後生夠子國子為多去臺的子情學個高計史友處以稱，於學聯，時他她刻的兒方？然熱軍新空吸刻哥樂沒報就難黃又義全裡、美傳下室出就心有多住中館屋子常做加。光報原原你工我長如發臺本做得一化命光小圖交我衣；會不精廣極子不動滿死線能金之寫情媽總人生賽歡懷於馬面的木的德一成業然上親、只的公大有。

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