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HE WOKE UP WITH A STARTLED, PANTING HEAVILY AS HE REACHED OUT FRANTICALLY FOR THE LAMP, PAIN HAD KICKING OUT IMMENSELY DOWN HIS LEFT RIBS AS HE CLENCHING TIGHT ONTO IT. THE DIM LIGHTING GAVE HIM CERTAIN COMFORT AS HE REACHED FOR HIS DRUGS, POPPING IT INTO HIS MOUTH. HE MUST HAVE FORGOT TO TAKE IT BEFORE HE WENT TO SLEEP. RUBBING HIS FACE TIREDLY, HE PULLED HIMSELF UP TO SIT, LEANING ON THE HEADBOARD STABILISING HIS BREATHE. IT’S ALREADY BEEN A YEAR SINCE THE ACCIDENT PASSED AND HE IS NOW BACK TO KOREA. THAT ACCIDENT HAD COST HIM HIS BROTHER AND ALMOST CRIPPLED HIM FOR LIFE. THE BLOOD DRENCHED FACE OF HIS BROTHER THAT HE COULD NOT erase FROM HIS MIND BROUGHT HIM SOBBING AS HE GATHERED THE PILLOW TO COVER HIS MOUTH, STIFLING THE SOBBING SOUND. WHAT IS LEFT AS A REMEMBERANCE FROM THE ACCIDENT IS A LONG UGLY SCARS RUNNING DOWN THE LEFT SIDE OF HIS TORSO. A SCAR WHICH WOULD inflict IMMENSE PAIN OCCASIONALLY. THE DOCTORS SAID HE HAD HEALED PERFECTLY FROM THE ACCIDENT AND THE PAIN IS DUE TO THE TRAUMA, BUT HE WOULD LOVE TO THINK OF IT AS A CONSTANT REMINDER OF HOW HE HAD KILLED HIS BROTHER THAT NIGHT IN THE ACCIDENT WHERE IT HAD ALMOST CLAIMED HIS LIFE TOO. HE WAS IN A COMA FOR TWO WEEK AND NO ONE THOUGHT HE WOULD BE WAKING UP EVER BUT HE DID. HIS TERRIFIED SISTER IMMEDIATELY TRANSFER HIM BACK TO KOREA AS SOON AS HE REGAINED CONSCIOUSNESS AND HE BARELY HAD ANY IDEA OF WHAT ACTUALLY WAS HAPPENING. HE FELT SORRY FOR HER. AFTER THEY HAD LOST THEIR PARENT IN A HELICOPTER CRASH WHEN HE IS 10 YEARS OLD, THEY HAD BEEN WORKING SO HARD TO TAKE OVER THE COMPANY. THEY HAD ONLY EACH OTHER BUT SINCE HE WAS THE YOUNGEST OF THE THREE SIBLINGS, HE WAS ALWAYS ALONE, FEELING NEGLECTED BECAUSE THEY HAD NEVER BEEN THERE. NEVER TRIED TO UNDERSTAND HOW TOUGH THEIR SITUATION IS. BUT WHEN HE WAS OFFERED TO CONTINUE HIS STUDY IN LONDON, HIS BROTHER HAD DECIDED TO FOLLOW HIM TO TAKE CARE OF HIM THERE WHILE THEIR ELDEST SISTER AND HIS HUSBAND WOULD manage THE BUSINESS HERE. NEVER ONCE HE HAD BEEN APPRECIATIVE BEING UNDER HIS CARE AS HE KEEP INVOLVE IN MISCHIEVOUS CONDUCT WITH HIS FRIENDS, UNTIL THE VERY END. HOW HE WISHED THAT HIS BROTHER WOULD HAVE NOT PICKED HIM UP THAT NIGHT WHILE HE WAS GETTING WASTED. HOW HE WISH HE DIDN'T PICK A FIGHT WITH HIM UNTIL HE LOST CONTROL OF THE CAR AND ENDED UP COSTING HIS LIFE. HOW HE WISH... .
A KNOCK ON THE DOOR BROUGHT HALT TO HIS CRYING AND HE TRIED HIS BEST TO STOP SOBBING BEFORE HE ANSWERED THAT INDIVIDUAL OUTSIDE WHICH MUST HAVE BEEN HIS SISTER, AWAKEN BY HIS CRY. “JIE, I AM OKAY. GO BACK TO SLEEP.” HIS SISTER TRIED TO ENSURE HIS CONDITION AGAIN AND HE ANSWERED WITH THE SAME ANSWER. HE LISTENED ATTENTIVELY TO HIS SISTER FOOTSTEP UNTIL IT DISAPPEARED. EVER SINCE THE ACCIDENT, HIS SISTER HAD ALWAYS BEEN IN FULL ALERT AROUND HIM. THEY WERE MUCH MORE CAUTIOUS AT THE TIME HE COULDN’T WALK. HE REMEMBERED ALL THOSE PAINFUL REHABILITATIONS HE WENT THROUGH JUST FOR HIM TO BE ABLE TO STAND, AND NOW AFTER ALMOST A YEAR OF THERAPY HE HAD FINALLY REGAINED HIS STRENGTH TO WALK AGAIN. HE TRIED TO BE A BETTER PERSON AFTER THE ACCIDENT, NO MORE THOSE LITTLE DEVIL HE ONCE CARRIED INSIDE HIM. HE HAD LEFT IT ALL IN LONDON, AT THE VERY SPOT WHERE THE FATAL ACCIDENT HAD CLAIMED HIS ONLY BROTHER FOREVER FROM HIM. THE DRUGS HAD FINALLY KICKED IN AND HE FELT HEAVILY SLEEPY AS HE BROUGHT HIMSELF DOWN TO THE MATTRESS AGAIN, DOESN’T EVEN BOTHER THAT THE SHEET AND PILLOW IS DRENCHED BY HIS SWEAT AND TEARS, TO A DEEP SLEEP WHERE NO DREAM COULD BOTHER HIM.
He loves to spend his time alone, taking a brisk walk in the middle of the night. He enjoyed the feeling as the cold breeze caressing his cheeks and the tip of his nose. The darkness of night had always brought so much peace to him。
After the accident, he had develop extreme dislikes on fire and lights flashed onto his face suddenly. And he hated it when his sister cry, more over because of him.。
PRE - ACCIDENT YIBO IS VERY MISCHIEVOUS AND SELF-CENTERED. HE HAD HATED THE WEAK AND THE POOR. BEING RAISED IN A RICH HOUSEHOLD MADE YIBO NEVER LOOK AT THOSE WHO LIVED BENEATH HIS STANDARD. HE WAS BLESSED WITH BOTH LOOK AND BRAIN, WHICH HE USED TO ENAMOR GIRLS TO HIS BENEFIT. HIS BROTHER HAD ALWAYS BEEN THE ONE TO CLEAN HIS MESS, MEND HIS MISTAKES, BOW HIS HEAD FOR HIS MISTAKES, BUT HE HAD NEVER APPRECIATED IT, HE ALWAYS THOUGHT OF HIS BROTHER AS BEING A NUISANCE AS HE NAGGED HIM SO MUCH. THE POST ACCIDENT YIBO HAD BEEN STRIPPED COMPLETELY OF HIS CONFIDENCE HE WAS ONCE HAD. THE LOST OF HIS BROTHER HAD TAKEN A BIG TOLL ON HIM AND HIS HEALTH ALTOGETHER. HE HAD TO SPEND ALMOST A YEAR GOING BACK AND FRO THE HOSPITAL FOR REHABILITION ALSO FOR COUNSELLING. THOUGH HE STILL HAD HIS TEMPER, BUT HE IS MORE SETTLE BACK AND CALM. HE HAD ADAPTED TO A MORE WARM DEMEANOR DESPITE, THE PRESENT IS MUCH BUBBLIER AND LIKE TO SMILE A LOT.
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