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orphan - seunghyun c.. - CITY - REPLIED
KBBQ - jess o., soohyuk l., daesu c., jaewon j., chungha k. - in discussion
SWING - ASUKA S. - PARK - replied
∝ fernanda ly。ʷᵃʳᵘᵏᵃᵗᵗᵃ3:08:54 PMReply
≁ jessica oh。ᵒʰⁿᵒʲᵉˢˢ3:08:44 PMReply
you're aging like fine wine, jinah. trust.
∝ sen mitsuji。ˢᵉⁿᵗᵃʳᵃ 19 hours ago Reply
Jinah must have been the perfect woman.
≁ jessica oh。ᵒʰⁿᵒʲᵉˢˢ 2 minutes ago Reply
sorry daesu, but i'm her #1
≁ choi daesu。ᵈᵃᵉᵗʰˢᵗᵃʳ [A] 3 minutes ago Reply
my
≁ choi daesu。ᵈᵃᵉᵗʰˢᵗᵃʳ [A] 46 seconds ago Reply
∝ im jinah。ᵃᵐᵃʳʸˡˡⁱˢ [A]6:04:23 PMReply
alright, bob the builder.
i'll tell this to our kids LMAO
Description
— ❛ full name : im jinah / nana.
— ❛ birthdate : september 14, 1991.
— ❛ orientation : heteroromantic.
— ❛ occupation : client services director.
— ❛ marital status : single.
— ❛ timezone : gmt+8.
— ❛ love interest : self-partnered.
— ❛ myers-briggs : esfp.
— ❛ cause of death : sleeping pills overdose.
origin story.
— ❛ genesis : NO ONE WOULD WANT TO BE IN THE SHOES OF THE MODERN CINDERELLA. EVER SINCE SHE SET FORTH INTO THE WORLD, THE MAIDEN HAS ALWAYS BEEN A MERE LONE WOLF. BORN TO THE LOWEST OF LOWS IN THE SOCIETY, JINAH WAS NOTHING BUT AN ACCIDENT CHILD TURNED INTO A COMMODITY. FROM BEING SOLD TO RANDOM GROUPS BELONGING TO VARIOUS SECTORS OF THE SOCIETY UNTIL BEING ABANDONED AT A SMALL, RUN-DOWN ORPHANAGE—JINAH THRIVED UNDER THE COMFORT OF ISOLATION. AS A CHILD, JINAH WAS EXPOSED TO THE HARSH REALITY OF SURVIVAL. IT WAS THEN THAT SHE REALISED HOW VILE HUMANS CAN BE TOWARDS THEIR FELLOW HUMANS. A SURVIVOR OF CHILD TRAFFICKING AND ABANDONMENT—JINAH IS AN INDIVIDUAL ADORNED BY ROUGH PATCHES OF WOUNDS THAT HAVE LONG YET TO HEAL. THE DEVIL'S CHILD, AS COINED BY HER FELLOW ORPHANS, WAS DEVOID OF LOVE; AND THE MERE CONCEPT OF IT REMAINS AN UNFAMILIAR TERRAIN TO HER. HENCE, THE CHILD FOUND IT CHALLENGING TO FIND TWO COMMITTED INDIVIDUALS WHO WOULD NURTURE HER IN THE FIRST PLACE SHE WOULD CALL HOME. HER EXPERIENCE ALONE DID MORE THAN JUST DECREASE HER CHANCES AT SCORING ANOTHER CHANCE AT LIFE. THE CRACKS OF HER VASE WIDENED, THREATENING TO SHATTER AS SHE CONSTANTLY QUESTIONS HERSELF, "WHAT DID SHE DO TO DESERVE THIS?"
— ❛ exodus : AFTER AN EXCRUCIATING TEN YEARS OF STAYING IN THE ORPHANAGE, A WELL-OFF COUPLE STUMBLED ACROSS JINAH IN THE ADOPTION CENTER. DESPITE HER INDIFFERENT NATURE, THE MAIDEN TOOK HOLD OF HER FIRST CONTACT WITH LIGHT—AND THE WORLD WAS NEVER THE SAME TO HER AGAIN. IN A SNAP OF A FINGER, JINAH WAS INTRODUCED TO THE WORLD THAT SHE ONCE ONLY DREAMT OF BECOMING A PART OF. THREE MEALS, TOURS, BASIC NECESSITIES, LUXURY, AND A FAMILY—ALL OF WHICH THAT SHE NEVER IMAGINED SHE WOULD BE ABLE TO ACQUIRE WAS NOW WITHIN HER REACH. BUT EVEN SO, JINAH FELT AS THOUGH IT WAS AN UNFAIR OPPORTUNITY TO BASK HERSELF IN. AND SO SHE SHAPED HER TRAUMA AS A PLATFORM FOR CHANGE WHICH LED HER TO THE WOMAN SHE IS NOW. THE WOMAN GRADUATED WITH A MASTER'S DEGREE IN INTEGRATED MARKETING COMMUNICATIONS TO WHICH SHE CHAMPIONED COUNTLESS CONFERENCES IN AND OUT OF THE CAMPUS AS WELL AS BECOME ONE OF THE MOST ADMIRED FEMALE LEADERS OF THE COUNTRY'S ADVERTISING INDUSTRY WITH HER IMMENSE DRIVE FOR BRAND-BUILDING AS WELL AS CONSUMER RESEARCH. ON TOP OF WHICH, JINAH ALSO PARTAKES IN DOING SIDE HUSTLES AS A BRAND AMBASSADOR FOR SELECT BEAUTY AND FASHION BRANDS AND A VOLUNTEER FOR CHARITY WORK INVOLVING ORPHANS, ABUSED FEMALES, AND BROKEN FAMILIES.
— ❛ leviticus : AT THE YOUNG AGE OF TWENTY-EIGHT, JINAH KNOWS VERY WELL THAT SHE MIGHT AS WELL SETTLE DOWN AMIDST THE SKYROCKETING SUCCESS THAT SHE HAS ACCOMPLISHED FOR HERSELF. HOWEVER, HER PAST ALONE HINDERS HER FROM RECOGNIZING THIS OPPORTUNITY. AFTER ALL, SHE WAS A PRODUCT OF TAINTED LOVE. THE FACT THAT THE ACCOMPLISHED MAIDEN SPENT MOST OF HER LIFE PLAYING THE GAME OF SURVIVAL DOWN THE DEPTHS OF SOCIETY THROUGH THE SOCIETY'S LADDERS, MARRIAGE WAS NEVER A POSSIBILITY THAT CROSSED HER MIND. clarity was found reaching her hand out to hers, and the flowers bloomed ever so beautifully as she grabbed onto the light of her life—choi daesu. amidst the merriment hanging above the clouds comes along the poison carried by the raindrops of the past. at the end, what was once the source of her life easily became the core of her suffering—costing her last breath. all that once was washed over her with deep regret, and upon Yreus' call for a second chance at life: she knew she wouldn't miss it for the world. in his arms was where she belonged, and this was a risk worth taking. daesu would always be worth—no matter the case, no matter the time.
tidbits.
▪ ― likes : choi daesu, cats, sunflowers, film cameras, beach, self-help books, stargazing, handwritten letters, working, journals, blueberry cheesecake, romantic comedies, documentaries, children, strawberry cream frappe, milk chocolate, advocacy events, modeling
▪ ― dislikes : passive-aggressiveness, losing control, irrationality, insects, messiness, seeing orphans and abandoned pets, coffee, cheating, insensitivity, apathy
▪ ― hobbies : playing the piano, doing volunteer work, working out, writing poems, baking, cooking, taking photos, solving puzzles, rehearsing for acting gigs, pose practicing
▪ ― persona : highly vivacious and charming, spontaneous with everything that she does and is fun-loving, warm and talkative, positive, bold and practical, goal-oriented
▪ ― fears : losing her family, being left to rot, not doing enough good deeds for the world, returning to the life she once had
▪ ― facts : has a firearm license, is ambidextrous, runs groups for abused women and orphans, has a rose moon tattoo by her shoulder, has ptsd
love meant loving the many versions of him that he would continue to outgrow. love meant living through the constant wars he had with himself, with her standing as his fortress. love meant acknowledging his flaws, softening his thorns, and planting new seeds of the colorful rainbow.