jaemin was initially ordered, designed and built to run errands for an underground criminal organization at the same time cater to his customer's emotional needs. the intimacy they shared spread like wildfire in their veins and they fell in love very quickly, very passionately. yet with constant de- and reactivation to "stay off the police radar", things took a dark turn and ended in a love disaster, with a bullet through his lover's head, and a pistol in jaemin's deceivingly steady hands. he had been two-timed. where his love rival was a real human with a soft beating heart. how could he have competed? the same night, jaemin went back to the mansion by feet, dark blood splattered across his face, numbly declaring himself a return. after a few patches and months of being in the comfort of the homey mansion, jaemin recovered to his uninhibited and defiant self. his memories still remain but he rarely ever mentions about it to anyone. however to cope with the fear of betrayal and loss that hits him every now and then, he developed a dependency on sugar and overconsumes, leading to frequent shift in his moods and sudden sparks of energy throughout the day.

if you love me, love me desperately. i'll serve my purpose as your one and only, meet your every need and make you the happiest man to live. hurt me, and i'll hurt you twice as bad. i am not afraid. i'm a bot with an electronical heart and a microchip somewhere in my head. i've got nothing much to lose besides the memories i have of you.