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Murase sae
❝ Imperfection is beauty, madness is genius. ❞
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NP : And July by Heize ft DEAN
• ABOUT ME
22 Years Old
Heteroflexible
Student
Versatile/Switch
Heteroflexible
Student
Versatile/Switch
Why?
It's a question so many people ask. Why is the grass green? Why is the sun hot? Why do bad things happen to good people?
Why?
Those are not the questions that have haunted Sae's life since she was just a little girl. There's always just been one question repeating itself over and over in her mind like a broken record; why do good things happen to bad people?
She has watched society reward those who have lied, cheated, and abused others. It seems only those willing to step on someone else get the promotion. Being stepped on, she supposed, wouldn't be so bad. Far better than the treatment she received from her adopted parents.
Her mother is a C-List actor, only known for her recurring role in a daytime drama. Her father, is a successful Financial Manager for a big cosmetics company. They adopted Sae when she was only four years old, after her birth parents were deemed unfit when they left Sae in a locked car while they getting high in a motel room near by.
For the earliest part of Sae's life things were fine. Her parents weren't very loving people, they'd adopted a child for social merit not because they wanted to be parents. It looked good for both of their careers to say they opened their heart and home to a child in need. They had wanted a child with a sob story, and Sae was perfect for furthering their agenda.
Now, her childhood wasn't a bad one. Her parents had enough money that she was given anything she wanted. Ballet classes, a puppy, singing lessons, ice skating lessons, self-defense, anything she wanted to learn they endulged. She bounced from hobby to hobby enjoying the lifestyle her parents allowed her to live.
It wasn't until she started to get older that things began to change. She took an interest in modeling at the same time her parents marriage was finally starting to crack. Her father began to drink, and her mother started spending more and more time away from the house. One day her mother just decided she wasn't coming back, she'd bought her own house on the other side of the city. She never made any mention of Sae being invited and she never called or texted to see how her daughter was doing.
Sometimes Sae likes to believe that her mother truly didn't know what kind of man her father was, but there were too many days when she knew the cold hard truth; her mother knew and just didn't care enough to prevent it.
People say it starts innocently, but there was nothing innocent about this. Her father coming into her room in a drunken haze demanding she model for him. When she tried to refuse he hit her.
Pictures turned into vidoes. Sometimes he would invite his work friends over to take pictures or videos too. And throughout all of this her father's career had never been better. He got raises nearly every year, his bosses always praising him for his work ethic and his incredible character. They always hailed him as a saint for caring for his daughter after his wife left them like that. Praises he would echo to her when he was abusing her.
When she began presenting and realized she was going to be an omega she knew she had to get out of that house. She began taking suppressants she bought off the streets the moment she realized what was happening; terrified of what her father would do once her scent began to change.
She found out about an omega support group around the same time and reached out to them desperate for help. When they heard her story they immediately got her in touch with a home that would take her in and keep her safe, as well as a lawyer.
Sae was fifteen when the case against her father broke and flooded the headlines. The trial was long and miserable, her father had a lot of money and had tried several times to have Sae and her attorny silenced. In the end Sae won the lawsuit and her father was supposed to have been sentenced to prison but his connections within the legal system ensured he only faced house arrest with mandatory behavioral therapy.
Now, many years later Sae is a full time student studying forensic science with a specialty in werewolf genetics. She doesn't talk much, prefering to keep to herself. She has a natural aversion to men, and is on medication for her anxiety as her own omega scent sends her into a panic attack without it. She still sees a therpist reguarly to manage the PTSD and deal with the aftermath of what her father did.
She has never been close to anyone. Always an outsider at school, always a loner. She's never really had friends, always afraid to get too close to someone, afraid they would judge her or try to use her. She struggles with her lonliness, wanting to trust someone but too scared to hold out a hand.
It's a question so many people ask. Why is the grass green? Why is the sun hot? Why do bad things happen to good people?
Why?
Those are not the questions that have haunted Sae's life since she was just a little girl. There's always just been one question repeating itself over and over in her mind like a broken record; why do good things happen to bad people?
She has watched society reward those who have lied, cheated, and abused others. It seems only those willing to step on someone else get the promotion. Being stepped on, she supposed, wouldn't be so bad. Far better than the treatment she received from her adopted parents.
Her mother is a C-List actor, only known for her recurring role in a daytime drama. Her father, is a successful Financial Manager for a big cosmetics company. They adopted Sae when she was only four years old, after her birth parents were deemed unfit when they left Sae in a locked car while they getting high in a motel room near by.
For the earliest part of Sae's life things were fine. Her parents weren't very loving people, they'd adopted a child for social merit not because they wanted to be parents. It looked good for both of their careers to say they opened their heart and home to a child in need. They had wanted a child with a sob story, and Sae was perfect for furthering their agenda.
Now, her childhood wasn't a bad one. Her parents had enough money that she was given anything she wanted. Ballet classes, a puppy, singing lessons, ice skating lessons, self-defense, anything she wanted to learn they endulged. She bounced from hobby to hobby enjoying the lifestyle her parents allowed her to live.
It wasn't until she started to get older that things began to change. She took an interest in modeling at the same time her parents marriage was finally starting to crack. Her father began to drink, and her mother started spending more and more time away from the house. One day her mother just decided she wasn't coming back, she'd bought her own house on the other side of the city. She never made any mention of Sae being invited and she never called or texted to see how her daughter was doing.
Sometimes Sae likes to believe that her mother truly didn't know what kind of man her father was, but there were too many days when she knew the cold hard truth; her mother knew and just didn't care enough to prevent it.
People say it starts innocently, but there was nothing innocent about this. Her father coming into her room in a drunken haze demanding she model for him. When she tried to refuse he hit her.
Pictures turned into vidoes. Sometimes he would invite his work friends over to take pictures or videos too. And throughout all of this her father's career had never been better. He got raises nearly every year, his bosses always praising him for his work ethic and his incredible character. They always hailed him as a saint for caring for his daughter after his wife left them like that. Praises he would echo to her when he was abusing her.
When she began presenting and realized she was going to be an omega she knew she had to get out of that house. She began taking suppressants she bought off the streets the moment she realized what was happening; terrified of what her father would do once her scent began to change.
She found out about an omega support group around the same time and reached out to them desperate for help. When they heard her story they immediately got her in touch with a home that would take her in and keep her safe, as well as a lawyer.
Sae was fifteen when the case against her father broke and flooded the headlines. The trial was long and miserable, her father had a lot of money and had tried several times to have Sae and her attorny silenced. In the end Sae won the lawsuit and her father was supposed to have been sentenced to prison but his connections within the legal system ensured he only faced house arrest with mandatory behavioral therapy.
Now, many years later Sae is a full time student studying forensic science with a specialty in werewolf genetics. She doesn't talk much, prefering to keep to herself. She has a natural aversion to men, and is on medication for her anxiety as her own omega scent sends her into a panic attack without it. She still sees a therpist reguarly to manage the PTSD and deal with the aftermath of what her father did.
She has never been close to anyone. Always an outsider at school, always a loner. She's never really had friends, always afraid to get too close to someone, afraid they would judge her or try to use her. She struggles with her lonliness, wanting to trust someone but too scared to hold out a hand.
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GMT : -5
Writing Style : 1st & 3rd
Reply Speed : 6 / 10
Disclaimer : I work weekends
Writing Style : 1st & 3rd
Reply Speed : 6 / 10
Disclaimer : I work weekends
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