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The noble Ha family prides itself in being loyal subjects to the house of Silla from the inception of the four houses.  The family has housed numerous notable scholars who became servants to the royal family.  They pride themselves in upholding tradition, but in these ever-changing times, this poses a challenge to the youngest daughter of the Ha family, Ha Sooyoung.  First, it is expected that the oldest male heir follows the footsteps of the patriarch.  Second, the daughters were expected to uphold the lavish image of the family.  By studying etiquette, attending gatherings exclusively geared towards high society, and maintaining political power through marriages -- a woman of the Ha family reflected the rigid social classes which Aerok was once bound to.  In many ways, they were of second importance to the male heir -- yet they were supposed to upkeep the reputation of the family by always remaining prim and proper.  
 
Childhood (0-12 years, 1997-2009)
Sooyoung was born on a warm May evening, when the peonies bloomed in the gardens of the Ha manor.  She’s the youngest of three children; her siblings include her older brother, and older sister (Lee Sunmi).  She was a bright and cheerful child, the object of her mother’s love until she left the world from an illness a few weeks before Sooyoung’s second birthday.  Sooyoung doesn’t remember her mother, but she remembers her love from the many letters that she had written for her -- a letter for every birthday until she turns twenty five.  Sooyoung keeps these letters safe with her, because it’s the only source of parental love she’s ever known.  She’s grown up thinking that her father was incapable of love, he was always busy upholding his duties for the Silla family.  When he was home, he expected his children to always be on their best behavior.  
 
After all, they were the future of the Ha family.  
 
Nevertheless, Sooyoung was tired of being told what she could and could not do.  While her father poured his attention onto her older brother, Sooyoung seethed with hints of rebellion broiling within her.  When someone told Sooyoung that she couldn’t do something--that she was incapable of being as competent as the men of the house, it spurred Sooyoung to prove them wrong.  From a young age, she was determined to steal the spot that was for her brother, the position of a royal advisor.  All because she wanted to prove her father wrong.  
 
During her adolescence, she would get in trouble for not listening to her father or etiquette teachers.  She would be confined to her room until her father thought it was appropriate for her to come out.  That only made her rebellious streak worse, because soon, Sooyoung would become adept at climbing down her windows to sneak out.  Despite being a hassle at home, Sooyoung proved herself to be a well rounded student.  She always received praise from the tutors at home, as well as at school.  Her father didn’t care, he was still focused on making her brother a suitable advisor.  
 
Adolescence (13-15 years, 2010 - 2012)
One thing that Sooyoung soon found out and used to her advantage was the fact that her brother did not want to become an advisor.  The person she deemed as her rival, waved a red flag before the game had already started.  She could not hate her brother for being the object of her father’s attention.  He was soft-hearted, kind, and a good brother to her.  His dreams in life were simply different from the ones their father forced on him, and he was trying to be a good son by following the authoritarian parent’s orders.  Sooyoung looked up to him, and snuck into some of his own private classes until the instructors would eventually decide to teach them both.  She watched as he was drowned with an overwhelming amount of work, volunteering to help sort through them whenever their father was away.  
2012 -- Christmas day, a few weeks before she’d enter high school, she received a text from him.  She knows he wishes to meet his demise and stops him from doing exactly that.  Sooyoung tells him that she’ll help him run away and find a new life for himself.  She does exactly that by forging her father’s signature and sending him on a plane to Ecnarf.  She still receives letters from him.  At first, to hide their identities from their father, he penned her name as Yves.  Eventually it stuck, and now Sooyoung uses it regularly.  
 
Youth (15-18 years, 2013 - 2015)
When her brother disappears, her father is sent into a state of panic.  Sooyoung watches as he alerts the authorities , she watches as a massive search party which spans weeks is conducted.  Sooyoung knows where he is, she doesn’t say anything to her father.  Eventually her brother mails their father himself, telling him not to worry, but also being firm in the fact that he’ll never step a foot in Aerok.  That their father should give up their ambition of making his son the next advisor.  It went against everything that the Ha family stood for, but Sooyoung could only watch as her older sister was told to shoulder the weight of the Ha family as the heir and daughter.  She regrets watching and never helping her sister stand up for herself because she wakes up on the night her sister was to be engaged, only to see her slip away.  
She’s now the only child left in the lonely Ha manor, and still the child that her father underestimates.  At this point, Sooyoung knows that she has to work hard to prove herself.  So she does exactly that.  In her final year of high school, she spends sleepless nights studying until the acceptance letter to Aerok University finds its way into her mailbox.
She knows this is still not enough for her father.  
 
Youth II (18-21 years, 2015 - 2018)
College is busy for Sooyoung.  She’s invested her time in making sure she maintains perfect grades -- and also studying for the certification tests that were necessary for royal staff.  Tests which people prepared for since childhood, Sooyoung would prepare for in a matter of one year.  When she finally passes, she approaches her father with the results.  It’s in that moment, when she sees the reluctance and hesitation engraved on his face, that she knows she’s finally succeeded in her goals.  She’s finally proven herself to him.  
2016 -- She enters the alcazar as an intern to the advising office.  He agrees to mentor her for five years, and at the end of those five years, he would relinquish his position.  She would become the next advisor.  
2018 -- There’s a quick change of plans when her father suddenly falls ill.  He continues his advising duties from his deathbed, with Sooyoung constantly rushing from the manor to the alcazar.  A week before a major meeting between the houses, he passes away.  Sooyoung becomes an Advisor at the young age of 21.  
 
Present (21-?? years, 2018 - 20??) Current Year: 2021  Current Age: 23
Ha Sooyoung is finally the royal advisor to the house of Silla.  Bearing the badge of the white tiger on her uniform, she comes to the office proud and confident in serving the house to the best of her ability.  She’s acknowledged by her peers as a hard-worker who always gets the job done.  Sooyoung sees things differently; in the wake of her father’s death, she’s become an whose shoulders are heavy with burden.  She believes that she needs to keep working hard to prove herself; oft forgetting to take care of herself. 
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clean spaces, libraries, buffets, being productive, finishing tasks before the due date, coffee flavored desserts, engaging in meaningful conversations, cats, food outings, alcohol (despite being a lightweight), sports

+ dislikes

people who slack off, a lack of organization in everything spanning from rooms to schedules, having to express her own emotions (mainly negative ones), being put on the spot, wasting time, being a burden to others

+ hobbies

video games: she developed this hobby almost out of spite.  as a child of the ha family, she was expected to be well rounded.  to her etiquette teacher, video games were thought to 'rot the brain'.  a curious sooyoung tested this theory and started enjoying playing games:  much to every older person's disapproval.  she enjoys a variety of games but has the most fun playing strategic ones.  she also likes board games, especially chess.
sports: tennis, badminton, swimming, horseback riding, fencing, dancing (ballet).  she has always been very athletic since she was young.  she learned ballet since she was 3 years old, and is a very skilled dancer -- much to many people's surprise.  she has taken classes for every other listed sport.  for tennis and fencing, she first used to sneak into her brother's classes until the teacher asked their guardian to enroll her as well.
academics: reading, watching documentaries, research.  she loves learning new things, and ever since she was a child she had her nose in a book or face shoved close to a tv screen watching...wait for it...history documentaries.  so to be the royal advisor for silla, a house known for it's advancements in research, is very invigorating for her.

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Mother(deceased) Father(deceased) Older Brother, Older sister (Lee Sunmi)

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Confident, tough, and commanding. Those are the three words that others think would describe Sooyoung best. People know how hard she works and her presence as an advisor is a testament to that. The moment she enters a room or meeting, the gears in her head start turning, she’s already thinking about how to organize or plan something. She believes in tried and tested methods and will often insist on them over more spontaneous ones. She’s persistent, which may come off as stubborn. Unless people give her a good reason, her opinion doesn’t change easily.
Sooyoung will try to prioritize what is right, and when she feels she has wronged someone--it will stick to her forever. In the same breath, she rejects authority when it holds her back. When someone says she’s incapable of doing something, it fuels her drive to prove them wrong. When she’s driven to prove someone wrong, she puts in 2x the effort she usually does and makes sure to achieve perfect results. She’s the quintessential perfectionist.
Because of her headstrong attitude, she may often appear intimidating. However, she has a side to her that’s warm and tender. She’s friendly towards people and will try to approach others first. She listens to people well and tries to give them good solutions to their problems. However, Sooyoung is bad with her own emotions. She tends to hide her vulnerabilities because she doesn't want to be a burden to others, and as a result it's become habitual. Still, Sooyoung's promised to herself that she will become more open to others.

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Lee Sunmi (silla) : sister
Princess Chaeyoung(silla) : childhood friend, leading princess
Princess Kyungri (silla) : close friend
Lee Naeun (silla) : childhood best friend
Lee Dongmin (silla) : fellow advisor
Lee Taemin (silla) : friend, co-worker, captain of the Silla Guards
Choi Yena (goguryeo) : acquaintainces
Kim Seokwoo (gaya) : drinking buddies
Princess Minji (gaya) : friends
Kim Jongin (gaya) : childhood friends/something more
Princess Jiwoo (baekje) : friends
Son Chaeyoung (baekje) : friends
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• writing style 。 Para is my go-to, but I will script if that is what my roleplaying partner is comfortable with. Otherwise, reply length will depend on a lot of factors.  Mainly how appropriate it is for the plot/connection, and my muse.  I don't one-line unless the situation calls for it.  I do mirror sometimes, but it's unlikely.  If I have a lot of muse, my reply/starter length might become very long but you don't have to mirror!
 
 
• plotting style 。 Plotting depends on person to person but I do like developing a dynamic between characters as things progress.  Often times, I will PM you about what direction we could take our plots in and expand on certain details.  
• Activity & Reply Speed 。 Reply speed heavily depends on my muse, but also how busy I am ooc.  Currently, I am not very busy, however this could change at a moments notice. 
• note 。 Please don't poke me.  I am very patient with replies and expect the same.  If I do lose muse, I will tell you that. If you also lose muse, please tell me.
 
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