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About Takeshi a.k.a Me.
 
Takeshi was born to two older parents, a "miracle child" because of his parents age at his conception. And yet this miracle child didn't face many miracles in his life. His mother passed away shortly after he was born, the pregnancy affecting his aging body harshly. His father tried to raise him alone, but he soon needed help caring for himself. Takeshi was sent to live in a foster home..and then another, and yet another. Each set of parents said the same thing: He's cute, he's good kid, but he's just so difficult to handle. The irregular speech patterns, fluctuating moods, and ocd tendencies of a child with schizoaffective disorder were always too difficult for a foster family to handle. He started acting out, becoming full blown hedonist by his 16th birthday. The longest he stayed with a family was a year, that 16th year, before he ran off the night he was supposed to be sent back. Takeru is at his base a friendly and generally optimistic person. And yet he is not without his flaws. A mondern tragic hero you could say. His moods often change on a dime, sometimes he doesn't make sense to anyone but himself, and keeping a rigid control over other aspects of his life like eating or partying help him feel more in control over himself overall.
 
 

 

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the brightest star

武瑠╎takeru╎may.11.1991╎24╎162cm╎49kg╎Type O

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❝twinkle twinkle little star❞
"During your life, never stop dreaming. No one can take away your dreams."

(`mood); ✴✴✴✴✴
(`eargasm); ---
(`eyecandy); ---
(`craving); ---
(`thoughts); ---

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‹the brightest star in my sky›
"Hugs were invented to let people know you love them without having to say anything."

(`love status); single
(`orientation);gay
(`ideal type); ---
(`in love with); ---
(`since); ---

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❝you make me smile❞
"Good friends are like stars, you don't always see them, but you know they're always there!"

(name)-(name)-(name)-(name)-(name)

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Schizoaffective disorder (SZA, SZD or SAD) is a mental disorder characterized by abnormal thought processes and deregulated emotions.[1][2] The diagnosis is made when the patient has features of both schizophreniaand a mood disorder—either bipolar disorder or depression—but does not strictly meet diagnostic criteria for either alone.[1][2] The bipolar type is distinguished by symptoms of mania, hypomania, or mixed episode; the depressive type by symptoms of depression only.[1][2] Common symptoms of the disorder include hallucinations, paranoid delusions, and disorganized speech and thinking.

Types of Takeru's disorganized thought/speech patterns:

  • Derailment (also loose association and knight's move thinking) – Thought and/or speech move, either spontaneously or in response to an internal stimulus (distinguishing derailment from "distractible speech," infra), from the topic's track onto another which is obliquely related or unrelated.[9] e.g. "The next day when I'd be going out you know, I took control, like uh, I put bleach on my hair in California."
  • Distractible speech – During mid speech, the subject is changed in response to an external stimulus. e.g. "Then I left San Francisco and moved to... where did you get that tie?
  • Illogicality – Conclusions are reached that do not follow logically (non-sequiturs or faulty inferences). e.g. "Do you think this will fit in the box?" draws a reply like "Well duh; it's brown, isn't it?"
  • Pressure of speech – Unrelenting, rapid speech without pauses.[9] It may be difficult to interrupt the speaker, and the speaker may continue speaking even when a direct question is asked.
  • Wandering from the topic and never returning to it or providing the information requested.[9] e.g. in answer to the question "Where are you from?", a response "My dog is from England. They have good fish and chips there. Fish breathe through gills."
  • "Flight of ideas" – a form of formal thought disorder marked by abrupt leaps from one topic to another, albeit with discernable links between successive ideas, perhaps governed by similarities between subjects or, in somewhat higher grades, by rhyming, puns, and word plays (clang associations), or innocuous environmental stimuli – e.g., the sound of birds chirping. It is most characteristic of the manic phase of bipolar illness.