Description
basic information.
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nickname(s)
prince hoseok.
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date of birth
march 1, 1993.
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orientation
heteromantic, demiual.
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occupation
uni student.
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love interest
princess chaeyoung of silla.
additional information.
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house
gaya, the house of vermillion bird.
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position
the oldest child and son of ilseong & iseul.
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education
political science degree, working on masters, internship for foreign service.
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language(s)
korean (fluent), japanese (fluent), english (slightly), spanish (beginner).
hoseok
aesthetics
about me.
— beginning : march 1st, 1993, the house of gaya's first prince was born. many deemed he would be the next prince in line for the heir of aerok's throne, but little did they know, they would be wrong in the end.
— childhood : it was at the age of eight when he first came to realize how different his parents treated him, compared to the rest of his siblings. it seemed as if everything he did for them, nothing was right, considering all the times they pinpointed his mistakes and flaws. instead, a perfectionist was what they seeked for, and they saw no qualities of that in hoseok. thus, becoming the outcast of his royal family, he would watch and listen to his parents, iseul and ilseong, praise their second son, jeonghan, from afar everyday and from there on, was the beginning of his resentment towards his brother.
— difficulties : as time went on, hoseok became successful in his academics, as well as his social life. he maintained the highest grades in his school, participated in student council, volunteered to help his community, played sports and on top of that, won awards for many of these splendid achievements. although thriving that far in school wasn't the easiest, he still had the smallest bit of hope that maybe someday, his parents would recognize him as the son they've always wanted. yet, in the end, his efforts still wasn't good enough to show how worth he was of their time, and eventually, led him to do what would scarr him for eternity.
— childhood : it was at the age of eight when he first came to realize how different his parents treated him, compared to the rest of his siblings. it seemed as if everything he did for them, nothing was right, considering all the times they pinpointed his mistakes and flaws. instead, a perfectionist was what they seeked for, and they saw no qualities of that in hoseok. thus, becoming the outcast of his royal family, he would watch and listen to his parents, iseul and ilseong, praise their second son, jeonghan, from afar everyday and from there on, was the beginning of his resentment towards his brother.
— difficulties : as time went on, hoseok became successful in his academics, as well as his social life. he maintained the highest grades in his school, participated in student council, volunteered to help his community, played sports and on top of that, won awards for many of these splendid achievements. although thriving that far in school wasn't the easiest, he still had the smallest bit of hope that maybe someday, his parents would recognize him as the son they've always wanted. yet, in the end, his efforts still wasn't good enough to show how worth he was of their time, and eventually, led him to do what would scarr him for eternity.
"The drugs had taken him away a piece at a time. Once, he had been the boy that everyone admired, but his parents. He had been generous with his smiles and free with his hugs. In his early teens, the remoteness had begun and that was the first grieving. That boy, was me. "
— downfall : drugs and painkillers. these were the only source of happiness he relied on, in oredr to cope with the war in his mind. taking them once in a while become frequent, and eventually resulted as an addiction. as his habits with drugs grew worse, so did his mental being and performance in school. nonetheless, finally catching the attention of his parents.
investigating what the problem may be behind his ongoing behavior, his parents came across bottles of pills that laid hidden in between piles of his clothes, and due to this, hoseok fled as far as he could away from gaya, hiding in the depths in aerok in a hotel to continue doing what he loved most, drugs.
on the night of july fourth, he found himself sound asleep on the rooftop of the hotel, where he was woken by the sounds of sirens and greeted by the heat of the blazing fire that stood five floors beneath him. confused and horrified by this sight, he rushed down to the stairs and tried to save his precious pills. unfortunately, it was too late for him to do so as firefighters hurriedly escorted him out of the building, and returned him home to stray away from the chaos of news reporters.
— Consequences : life presents many choices, the choices we make determine our future.
a few days after the fire, a total of 148 lives were taken that night, all due to a room trashed with cigarettes, alcohol and a gas heater that had been left on. devastated by the number of people and realizing his mistake, he blamed himself for the number of deaths and only fell deeper into depression. hence, his parents and royal advisors of gaya made the decision to send him abroad, in order to cleanse himself in rehab and return as a new person.
as much as he hated himself for what he had done, in order to cope from the pain and trauma, he keeps a small journal with him in which he documents his thoughts and feelings. nobody else knows of this, including those who he claims to trust and love dearly. it is a secret he resides alone so therefore, no one else is hurt by his dark thoughts.
* note: to know more of his timeline, click here!
investigating what the problem may be behind his ongoing behavior, his parents came across bottles of pills that laid hidden in between piles of his clothes, and due to this, hoseok fled as far as he could away from gaya, hiding in the depths in aerok in a hotel to continue doing what he loved most, drugs.
on the night of july fourth, he found himself sound asleep on the rooftop of the hotel, where he was woken by the sounds of sirens and greeted by the heat of the blazing fire that stood five floors beneath him. confused and horrified by this sight, he rushed down to the stairs and tried to save his precious pills. unfortunately, it was too late for him to do so as firefighters hurriedly escorted him out of the building, and returned him home to stray away from the chaos of news reporters.
— Consequences : life presents many choices, the choices we make determine our future.
a few days after the fire, a total of 148 lives were taken that night, all due to a room trashed with cigarettes, alcohol and a gas heater that had been left on. devastated by the number of people and realizing his mistake, he blamed himself for the number of deaths and only fell deeper into depression. hence, his parents and royal advisors of gaya made the decision to send him abroad, in order to cleanse himself in rehab and return as a new person.
as much as he hated himself for what he had done, in order to cope from the pain and trauma, he keeps a small journal with him in which he documents his thoughts and feelings. nobody else knows of this, including those who he claims to trust and love dearly. it is a secret he resides alone so therefore, no one else is hurt by his dark thoughts.
* note: to know more of his timeline, click here!
hoseok
aesthetics
quote.
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I pretended to be happy, I acted like I was getting better. I made myself believe I was happy when deep down, I knew I wasn't. It was easier to make believe, than to deal with the pain that was lurking within.
— prince hoseok
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quirks.
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persona
infj-t ; the advocate. he is a sucess-driven, perfectionistic, and eager to improve. he tries to coutnerbalance his self-doubt by achieving more at life. he tends to notice little problems and often does something about them before they become larger ones. he always feels the need to do more when it comes to achievements, in order to have more and to be more. however, he does tend to get caught up in endless thoughts of criticisms, sights or regrets. this can either bog him down or motivate him to do better. in other words, he compulsively scans for what could go wrong instead of what could go right.
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likes
his wife ; his kids ; working out (to prevent his back from hurting); luke warm showers ; eating (esp. ramen) ; hiking ; plans going accordingly the way he wants ; breezy weathers ; listening to music ; organization.
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dislikes
disrespectful people ; his parents (ilseong and ilseu) ; heights ; soggy noodles ; dry chicken ; slow internet ; anxiety ; when plans don't go the way he wants ; jeonghan (temporary).
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fears
fire ; heights (acrophobia) ; death ; being forgotten ; unloved ; imperfection.
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secrets
being under the influence of drugs, alcohol and during his youth years ; left abroad to go to rehab.
hoseok
@wonho
lover.
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full name
chaeyoung of silla
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date
nov. 11, 2020 (married)
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message
dear my love,
i have never been very good at talking. whenever i try to express the emotions whirling in my soul, my throat tightens and blocks me from saying anything. so, i will write.
i should've never let myself go in the beginning. you were always there for me every time i was down and quietly stood by my side, supporting me. though, i didn't know it at the time, i am still grateful for the things you've done. you are just more than a best friend to me, and i could tell you things easily and you just listened.
not only are you the greatest listener, but the best at making me laugh during my darkest moments, and that was when i realized, my love for you began to take shape in my heart. you were so different from other girls i've seen and that was because you simply cared. i can see how much love radiated in your heart into the lives of those around you and that made me lead up to believe that you weren't just beautiful on the outside, but you had such a pure soul deep within and i just want to say how lucky i am to have you forever in my life.
sincerely,
hoseok.
i have never been very good at talking. whenever i try to express the emotions whirling in my soul, my throat tightens and blocks me from saying anything. so, i will write.
i should've never let myself go in the beginning. you were always there for me every time i was down and quietly stood by my side, supporting me. though, i didn't know it at the time, i am still grateful for the things you've done. you are just more than a best friend to me, and i could tell you things easily and you just listened.
not only are you the greatest listener, but the best at making me laugh during my darkest moments, and that was when i realized, my love for you began to take shape in my heart. you were so different from other girls i've seen and that was because you simply cared. i can see how much love radiated in your heart into the lives of those around you and that made me lead up to believe that you weren't just beautiful on the outside, but you had such a pure soul deep within and i just want to say how lucky i am to have you forever in my life.
sincerely,
hoseok.
present.
— under co.
hoseok
@wonho
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