the urge to have more didn't come until about a year or so ago; powerful and soaking deep into soonyoung's entire being. it was a need that couldn't be quenched until he finally gave into it and thus, his online persona known as "babystar" came to life after stumbling upon a popular camboy site.

 

it started out slow and steady. he made sure to keep anything revealing completely hidden and would even rearrange his room so nothing gave his true identity away. his videos were mainly shots of his shoulders and down,though when he did decide to, he would wear a full face mask to hide his features. rarely ever speaking in his videos, soonyoung has kept the mysterious act successfully for over three years; going from a camboy that only had two regular watchers to having an entire fanbase that thousands watching his streams. "babystar" is known to be one of the most popular camboys on the site and earns a hefty income because of it, not including the money his patrons send as well. his nsfw twitter account for it has blown up as well and now he has nearly 30k followers.

 

however, this sidejob is a secret from even his own members in seventeen, too afraid that they might think differently of him if they found out. he keeps it on the downlow and so far, no one has suspected a thing.

iced coffee, warm cinnamon tea with honey, hot cocoa made with milk, mochi, stargazing, physical affection, books, movies, videogames, cuddling, road strips or long drives with no real destination.

sour candy, spicy food, anything that tastes bitter or burnt, hot coffee, pineapple on pizza, mint chocolate chip ice cream, tense situations or fighting.

making choreography, dancing, painting, listening to music, occasionally writing some songs.

not being good enough, making mistakes that can't be repaired or fixed, having people find out about his sidejob and be disgusted with him, disappointing the people he loves.

constantly pursing his lips in a pout when flustered or in deep thought, fidgetting with his fingers when nervous or shy, running a hand through his hair, doubting himself.