bang christopher chan.

smitten with lee taeyong.

coffee, plants, nature, the outdoors, the colour black, autumn, winter, rain/snowfall, water, alcohol, writing, late-night walks

his childhood/past, sleep, unproductivity, hot weather, too-spicy food, citrus fruits, arrogance, feelings of helplessness, stray dogs, fantasy movies, open-toed footwear

gardening, swimming, taking late-night walks, photography, listening to r&b/lofi music, cooking, playing skyrim & the darksiders series on his laptop

despite his toxic relationship with his ex, he still seeks him out regularly for (more often than he'd ever admit). he also favours alcohol (his go-to would be anything with vodka and/or tequila), and occasionally he'd smoke (only when his mental health spirals beyond control).

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"yes, i study psychology. yes, i have psychological issues. yes, i work with kids. yes, i have internalised trauma arising from my own unpleasant childhood. yes, i enjoy what i do. and yes, i do have times when i just want to give up on my studies and switch off from life. are you done making assumptions about me?"

at first glance (true to his scorpio sun and leo rising), christopher comes across to most people around him as being boisterous, energetic, fun, confident, outgoing, even intimidating at times. though not entirely wrong, he wouldn't necessarily agree with all of that. given his psychological afflictions and trauma, he's rather apprehensive and guarded when it comes to meeting new people; you have to be the one to make the first move if you want to befriend him, otherwise the both of you would just end up skirting or walking on eggshells around each other. he also has an unpredictable temperament — one moment he could be buzzing with excitement about something and the next moment he could go up in flames due to something as simple as a carelessly-worded sentence. despite his (surprisingly) good physique, he's always been a words-over-actions person — he'll never resort to physical violence or retaliation no matter how much he's provoked to, but he will spit some dangerous toxic poison that will sting painfully for a long while.

approachable, charismatic, warm, dependable, honest, sensitive, hardworking, focused, independent

cynical, pessimistic, emotionally-driven, speaks before he thinks, manipulative, overachiever, self-depreciative, grudgeful

when he sits, he will tend to tap his feet to a random beat regardless of whether he's listening to music or unplugged. he also tends to rake his fingers through his hair when under stress — the more stressed he is, the slower the raking. he rarely if ever smiles for a photo with his teeth showing, unless it's a candid of him laughing. he will always wear his watch on his right wrist despite being right-handed.

he usually sports a head of dark brunette / black hair; sometimes he leaves his natural curls be, other times he'd take some effort to straighten them out. occasionally when he feels adventurous, he'd dye his hair blonde. he sports 3 piercings - one each on his lobes and the third on his left orbital. he also has a few tattoos — one of a small dripping heart behind his right ear, a minimalistic wolf head design on his inner left forearm, a short scripture along the v-line of his right hip/pelvis and a matching half-tattoo on his back (to complement his ex's; unsurprisingly he hates that one the most). his go-to style is casual boyfriend — hoodies / sweaters / jackets with a simple t-shirt or muscle tank underneath, ripped jeans and high-cut sneakers. oh, and he exclusively only wears black unless otherwise stipulated for certain occasions.

 

 

 

 

hello lovelies! you can refer to me by my muse's name (chris) or dae. i'm a sad adult succumbing to the harsh working life of the modern capitalist world (tl;dr - i have a full-time job), so my replies & general activity tend to be inconsistent / sporadic. they're also highly dependent on my muse; if you see going ape in ooc chats and not reply plots, or if it looks like i favour (a) particular plot(s) over (an)other(s), i reassure you that i'm not ignoring / neglecting anything; i always get to my replies no matter how long they'll take. should i ever lose interest in a plot, i will give you a heads-up ooc! i humbly ask that you do the same as well; i will not be offended or upset. i'm generally easygoing so do hmu with your plot ideas; if anything makes me uncomfortable / triggers me then rest assured i will voice it out and you do not need to feel guilty about it. my preferred style of writing is 3rd multi-para/novella, but i don't mind tweaking myself to fit your comfort! i only draw the line at one-liners. if you have any further doubts, questions, enquiries or whatnot, you can always drop me a direct dm to my rpr acc and i'll get back to you asap.