Hyunwoo was an heir of good fortune. He grew up with a silver spoon in his mouth and was loved and cherished by both his mother and father from birth. He knew not what it was to want or need, growing up relatively spoiled, an only child entitled to the full attention of his parent. Despite this, he maintained his humble, loving nature. Even still, by his teens, he grew bored of this lifestyle and always sought freedom from his financial surplus. He craved change, excitement. Something beyond the home he knew. To lead a simpler life. Once he turned sixteen, a horrible accident claimed the life of his father. The man was gentle, warm and inviting. His mother soon fell Ill, heart weak from the anguish of losing her husband and unable to stand the silence of the home that once was filled with the boisterous laugh of the man she loved. Soon she too left Hyunwoo alone only months later. He was taken in by a relative, his fathers brother. A cynical man with a bad habit (TW). A grueling three and a half years in which no one knew of Hyunwoo's treatment nor his story. He slowly began developing anxious traits, adopting a subtle tremor over the course of that time as a result of his stay. He became quieter, the light behind his eyes dimmed though he remained expressive and cheery when confronted by others. He sought the change he once did as a child, and soon after turning 20 he ran away as a means of breaking the cycle and torment of his current life. He found this place, choosing to embrace the familiarity of being cared for without the echoing silence of his now lifeless home and the questionable care of his uncle. He keeps his secrets to himself, and yearns to drown his intrusive thoughts until he cannot hear them anymore in the thrill of donation. Safer than substance abuse as he could never stand to fill his body with poison. Addicted to the thrill, he offers himself to anyone that will have him, having once had everything he now wants nothing. Not even the blood which flows through his veins, and yet he cannot bring himself to die as his mother once chose to. He feels stuck in a loop, dying to get out of the façade his life had become when it crumbled around him.

Hyunwoo is very soft spoken, never saying too much at once and keen on observation rather than engagement. He has an anxious demeanor, never too comfortable and almost always ready to bolt when uncomfortable. Having endured a lot of pain in his later teen years he understands what behavior gets him where. Because of this, despite his naive and timid demeanor, Hyunwoo is by no means gullible or unaware. He keeps his hypervigilance to himself, able to feel out the intentions of those around him and considers himself difficult to manipulate. Despite all this, He endulges in self destrutive behaviors knowingly, choosing to give others the impression that they have a hold on him. Something he once did for survival but now out of habit. He willingly gives himself to the vampires who visit him as means of escape, engaging with those who find him easy by willfully submitting to their blood lust without care for who it may be. Hyunwoo is a reflection of his battered soul, yet deep down he yearns to open himself up, to feel more moments of joy and smile, though those moments are few and far between now. This place is the only place he truly feels safe, from others and from himself.

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Hello! My name is Nil! I am 23 and am currently a surgical tech (so my schedule is usually open in the evenings. I'm super excited to be back afterr a long hiatus. Feel free to message me, I'd love to rp ^^ .

I RP in third POV only, but and open for ALL genres. Angst, , dark themes. (Clearly). I've left out some potentially triggering aspects to Hyunwoo's profile.