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α┊ραяк ѕєσηgнωα5:19:59 PMReply
Come back soon Daddy
/snickers
β┊ ¢нαє нуυηgωση5:24:37 PMReply
you’re disgustingly cute, joong.
nudges joong’s face away from me.
α┊נυηg ѕυвιη12:11:41 AMReply
smooches joong’s head
Ω┊ℓιм ѕєנυη 1 minute ago Reply
presses a kiss against joong's cheeks.
sleep well, darling
Ω┊вαηg ¢нαη 1 minute ago Reply
Smooches joong's cheek
Ω┊ѕση ∂σηgנυ 10 minutes ago Reply
@α┊кιм нσηgנσσηg ────(♥)(♥)(♥)────(♥)(♥)(♥) __ ɪƒ ƴσυ'ʀє αʟσηє,
──(♥)██████(♥)(♥)██████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧα∂σѡ.
─(♥)████████(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт тσ cʀƴ,
─(♥)██████████████████(♥) ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɧσυʟ∂єʀ.
──(♥)████████████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ѡαηт α ɧυɢ,
────(♥)████████████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ρɪʟʟσѡ.
──────(♥)████████(♥) ɪƒ ƴσυ ηєє∂ тσ ɓє ɧαρρƴ,
────────(♥)████(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ɓє ƴσυʀ ѕɱɪʟє.
─────────(♥)██(♥) ɓυт αηƴтɪɱє ƴσυ ηєє∂ ѕσмєσηє
───────────(♥) __ ɪ'ʟʟ ʝυѕт ɓє ɱє
❀ Ω┊ѕση ∂σηgנυ ˣᶦᵒⁿ [A] 4 minutes ago Reply
@α┊кιм нσηgנσσηg My dear Joong,
I promised you a cheesy love letter, one where I would compare your eyes to molten chocolate or your smile to sunshine or the beginning of spring. But now I am sitting here, pen in hand, paper in front of me and it’s just starring back. I am already regretting this promise I made. But promise I did, so I intent to deliver. Even though I at this cheesy romantic , but bear with me.
It’s hard to actually tell you all that I am feeling and thinking. There is just so much that I want to actually say and yet nothing at all because I am better at simply feeling. Does that make sense? But how about I start at the beginning? About meeting you? – when I met you fort he first time I had given up on love. I had met so many people, had been flirting with quiet a few. There were people promising me to take me on dates, but by the time those dates were supposed to happen, they were kissing and dating others. It happened again and again and again. It made me question myself. Made me doubt so much. And then my heat was approaching, I felt bad, that day my head was practically killing me. And just when I was about to give in, surrender and accept no one would ever choose me, you came along. I don’t know what made you decide to suddenly spend time with me. I don’t know why we never really talked before – and boy do I regret that, but for whatever reason fate, destiny or luck brought us together on that day, I will forever be grateful to it. And then you asked me out on a date and I could not believe it. I was so elated. So happy and giddy. Like a child being taken to an amusement park, seeing the large roller-coasters from the parking lot, hopping from one leg tot he other, barley able to wait until they are finally inside and able to go on those rides. (see there? Comparison to something cheesy!!!) I am sorry I could not think of anything more romantic than this, but I for one absolutely adore amusement parks and going there still turns me into a little kid. I hope you can forgive me. Or maybe I can try again? Before meeting you, it felt like I was stuck in January&February. Christmas was over, the lights and decorations taken down and the world and endless vastness of grey clouds, cold weather, but no snow. The sun hidden beneath heavy clouds, that only bring rain and biting wind, that freezes your limbs. The days are short and the nights long and time seems to move just a bid longer, dragging on and on and on. It’s not really living, it’s moreof existing. And then I met you. Truly met you and it was as if the first rays of sun started to peek through he clouds. More and more warmth started to spread, waking the earth gently with it’s persistence and gentle gestures. And the world started to wake up. Flowers began to bloom, the grass became luscious soft green, tress started to bloom, bird came back to sing their songs. Every day something new could be discovered. I looked forward to the moments I could spend with you, like I look forward to see if a new flower grew in the garden. (is that better now? >///>)
And of course, I will forever remember our first date. How you made it so damn special. It was pretty much perfect and I adored every moment of it. I don’t believe anyone has ever done something like that for me. It will be forever a memory I’ll cherish. So much. And ever since then, not a day goes by that I don’t feel loved. There is not one day where you surprise me with a text, a message,a post, a reminder that you are there and that you love me. Even when we are both busy you go out of your way to make sure that I always know how much you love me. And it’s those small, little things that you do, that make me adore you all that much more. And despite it feeling as if we have known each other forever, our story has barley just begun. Nothing is finished and there is still so much more that I want to do with you.
Every day your love makes me fall more and more for you. No day is the same as the day before and each day I am catching myself looking forward to catch even the smallest of glimpses of you. And even if I feel down or sad, just seeing you and I can’t help but feel happy again. Sometimes that feeling is so overwhelming that it feels like I am about to burst, that I have to shout and scream at the top of my lungs for everyone to hear just how much I adore you.I want to go around and brag and be like“Ha! I got him. I got the best boyfriend there is!“ and isn’t that just so silly?
So in conclusion, I have fallen for you, fast and hard and deep. And I can only hope and pray you feel the same for me. And I hope one day we will be mates. All three of us. You, Giuk and me. And that we all can be happy and have that cute house with a garden and pets and kids running around. And I dream oft he future where we’re grey and old, sitting on swinging chairs on our porch, watching as our grandkids run around the garden and chase our poor dog.
And I believe that is enough cringe right now.
Never make me do something like that again!
Yours truly
Son dongju
Description
red fox
alpha
jasmine + sandalwood
dongju + giuk
07.10.22 + 00.00.00
k. hongjoong