@α┊ℓєє gιυк ᶜʸᵃ Dear Giuk,
The feeling of love that I hold for you, runs deeper then any ocean or sea. Being able to get to know you over the last few months has changed my life. Made me happier- and that joy I own to you. And maybe you do? I wish you could know how much you mean to me. But then again, I am absolutely no good with words. I can never seem to find the right words to express my thoughts and feelings. I am more of an action kind of person. I envy all those poets and writers with their great minds and their ability to find all the right words for whatever they wish to portray. But alas, I am no great writer so please bear with me. I am trying my best. That at least I can promise you.
It’s been about a year? Maybe a bit more? Maybe a bit less then that. I regret not ever writing down the exact date. I regret not being able to remember. If I could I would have tried to do something for you. Maybe draw something. Or take you out on a date. Maybe try creating a memoria (???) for us. Who knows. But I would have tried to make something. Something special to show you how much you mean to me. But sadly, I forgot the date and even the how. I just knew at first I was lonely. I felt awkward and almost unwanted. Alone. But I tried and tried. But no matter how much I tried it never seemed enough. And then there was you. You spoke to me. You greeted me. And I was so happy. It was as if a star appeared on the night sky. Just a single little star to say, you are not alone, I am here. Yet I was so afraid. I tried to push you away, keep you at an arms length away. But there was just something about you. Something so special and unique that I could not help but be drawn to you. And then we talked more, we grew closer and closer and soon you became such an important pat of my life. My friend and then even more. I never thought it was possible to feel so connected to someone. To feel so save with someone, so assured that I do not feel the need to hide or pretend. With you I can just be. You take me all. You love all of me. The good, the bad and the ugly and I shall be forever grateful that you do.
Without you, I would feel lost. Wouldn’t be who I am today. God, I want sooooo badly to use flowery words now, describe how much you mean to me that you are reduced to tears and I can’t! I am feeling so much inside, so much that I feel like bursting and yet I am unable to phrase it.

I love waking up in the morning and hearing from you. It instantly puts a smile on my face. I love seeing you around, seeing how cherished you are. So many people enjoy your presence. For so many people you are their sunshine. So many people desire to be your friend and I bet many would love to have you as even more and yet you choose me. How incredible lucky I am.
Do you know that I adore cuddling with you? It’s the balm my heart needs. And you never fail to pay attention to me and do so. I love being able to pepper your face with kisses. To talk to you about everything and nothing at all. I look forward to our movie dates, and look back fondly to the ones we had. Again, how did I get so lucky? And I knew you were hesitant when I first suggested you join me and Joong. Maybe you even still feel that way, though I hope with all my heart you do not.I hope with all my heart you enjoy dating me, dating both of us as much as I enjoy being with the both of you. I hope one day all three of us will be mates. That we have a nice little house, and pets and kids. I hope that we can grow old and grey together and still be in love with each other.

And then I want to thank you. I don’t think I ever did. You stayed with me for so long. You always supported me. Always encouraged me and all my crazy ideas and still stood by my side. Heck you even encouraged me. It will always mean so much to me that you did.
So thank you and I love you and I always will

Truly yours
son dongju

The ring he gave me just to marry me and divorce me cause i called him pretty *huffs*

My babe I love you forever and ever and ever. Leedo better take good care of you ❤ you know where to find me when you need me.