Personal Message
PARK
JI
MIN
JI
MIN
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Park Jimin // Age 20 // Art
// me
Art student who loves dancing, cats, fashion and sleeping for far too long. Often late. Lost in his own world. Please, feed him, he forgets to eat.
This is sassy queen, he doesn't like to pretend. Honest and blunt.
He is your friend? Oh, great. This is now your cuddle buddy, basically a squishy toy. Bubbly and lovely. Will love you with his whole soul, but still do feed him!
He is your enemy? The amount of glares and snarky comments you shall receive... I shall pity you, but I guess you deserved it. Poison won't work, because he will probably forget to drink it.
He is your lover? Passionate nights, cute dates. 'Pose for me, please?' questons with a pouty face. He will be that useless plant that simply cannot die and thrive on nothing but your love, happy to just be yours. Water him, feed him!
// is that so?
Jimin is a black sheep of his rich family, but he never wanted to meet their high expectations. He loves his parents, he does, but refused to deal with their 'rich bull behavior'. Private schools? Oh hell no, primary school was hellish, so he rebelled, he fought, and he won, settling down for public ones and since middle school that did not change. Jimin was smart and had the best grades through all the years, showing his parent that he doesn't really need special treatment to do good.
During high school, his father decided that it's time for Jimin to choose a hobby that will suit a boy from such a prestigious family trying. Yet, trying to force him to drop ballet and dancing as well as giving up on art was a big mistake. Jimin ran away, hiding in his grandmother's house. Stayed almost two months and refused to come back until his father changed his mind. It would probably last even longer if his grandmother didn't set the compromised. Jimin could keep his art and dance lessons only if he agreed to pick one more of his father's choice. He reluctantly agreed, but after first lessons he came back and told his grandmother to call the funeral home because he will soon die out of boredom. Granny loved that joke enough to convince his father to drop it or replace it with a language course. Jimin agreed and picked French. After this, he was pretty much left alone. It was a difficult time, and after many fights finally, his father abandoned the idea of making Jimin his heir and next CEO of Park Industries.
He was set free and for a very first time he could truly decide what he wanted to do.
He was lost.
Yet art, art was his escape for a very long time, so he picked it up. However, he promised to support his brother and be there for him whenever he will need him. He picked up a few additional courses on business and economy to be better prepared. Because, even if Jimin was an individualist who liked to have control over his life, he loved his brother and family and was ready to provide all the support they required.
The first year was a nightmare. Various parties, hook-ups, hair color changing every few weeks. He was trying so hard to find himself. It left him broken, empty, and when it finally started to get better at the beginning of a second year, he had fallen in love with his homophobic roommate. That boy wreaks havoc on his life, and turns it upside down, leaving him used and heartbroken. Despite all the pain, Jimin wasn't mad because he made him feel alive for a first time. Not everything was forgiven, but he moved on and kept on living.
// madhouse
Is this what you have be longing for?
Hurt me?
Is this enough, do you want more?
Go on if it makes you soar.
You hate my face. My sweet embrace.
You hate me when I'm all around.
Enjoy it when I'm burnning down.
You think you know me and everything you consider me.
You like the way I'm strong and standing by you.
But I am fragile too.
He won't mind.
He is nice.
He is also cold as ice.
//
We used to be close but people can go from people you know to people you don't.
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When it was good we were on fire.
Now I'm breathing ashes and dust.
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Description
art || second year || probably starving