ooc notes call me devil or my muse's name. i go by any/all pronouns. yes, i've been on this hellsite for way too long and i'm also too old (>30) for any ooc drama or nonsense, but i do not bite. i'm in gmt-8 but my sleep schedule is a mess. i also never log off, so the online sign does lie. if i bother or offend in some way, please bring it up with me privately asap.

message where do i even start to talk about this man? words, the wholesome ones anyway, aren't my strength even when i'm not a little flustered. what started with a joke, and some over confident flirtation on my part, has so quickly grown into something that's almost as beautiful as he is to me.

i could try to put down a whole bunch of flowery words to describe him and what he means to me, but it doesn't do him or what i feel justice. he's kind, caring, he listens to me and communicating with him comes easily. not to mention he's talented and too hot for my own good?

he's the whole damn package who just appeared out of thin air like a holiday miracle when i was so close to just walking away from where we met.

most important of all... he makes it so damn easy to let down my walls. it's safe not to be the strong one every second when i'm with him. i don't get sentimental like this for just anyone. i only hope to god i don't it up with him somehow.