【 ʙᴀᴄᴋɢʀᴏᴜɴᴅ 】

↳ june 15, 1996: Soonyoung born into a decent lifestyle family, in the small town of Dandelion. Everything was perfectly normal for a few years of the beginning of his life. But what the poor boy didn’t know was that his parents were hiding a large secret that would later affect his own life. 

↳ 2002, age 6: he would occasionally recall asking either his mother or his father as to where the other parent would be at because one would disappear for as long as a few hours to a day, and this was considered normal for the two adults, but hoshi was confused. you never know what type of trouble one could go to while high on drugs, they’re a whole different person. 
↳ age 8: he’d heard multiple yelling and fighting from the two parents and it annoyed him. one night , during dinner with the three of them were attempting to eat calming for once, or peaceful one should say instead of “calm.” Soonyoung, keeping quiet as he munched on his food , which was ordered in. his father sat in front of him, drinking some champagne while the mother clearly in the kitchen, taking some weed. He knew it, he could tell the particular scent by now. 
“ appa can you put the drink away please… it.. it smells weird..”  little soonyoung asks his father, in a tone of sounding a tad bit fearful as to what the adult may say or do, while gazing at him with pleading eyes. 
his father smacked his hand onto the table, startling the boy. “Shut up boy. My house my rules if you don't like it you can leave.” 
His mother went over to the dinner table with the drug bag, “try some candy, it’s healthy for you.” The boy pouted and shook his head, loosing appetite for the rest of his food. He excused himself from the table and grabbed his leftovers, plopping it in the fridge, nearly yelping in place when the father shouted. 
“Hey! Your mom was talking to you! “ hoshi didn’t care. “n no.. I’m tired.” He muttered and quickly rushed upstairs to his bedroom, slamming the door shut and locking it as he doesn’t wish to be bothered.
While laying in his bed, under the covers, he could hear the two loudly talking, obviously about him, talking about how he’s no fun or whatnot but he’s still a kid.. what does a parent want their offspring to do When they act like this. 

↳ age 10: the alcohol and drugs never went away, he’s surprised that his parents still have some sense of care for him or else he’d probably end up in some foster care for how much he’s been ignored and more by the one’s that’s supposed to take care of him. 

One evening, soonyoung went over to the kitchen to grab a little snack. He was strangely craving gummies , its been a few years since he last had some and what a surprise , there were some on the counter. it’s as if the universe read his mind and there they are, but what he didn’t know is that they’re nothing ordinary, instead being the weed type instead of regular. 

Soonyoung was honestly too tired to care what the snack tasted like and munched on a couple of them, occasionally yawning as he should head off to bed not long afterwards.

The next morning, his mother got home early and spotted the partially eaten jar of gummies, emitting a laugh to herself that her “son” fell for her lil trick. Let’s just say Hoshi wasn’t feeling well when he woke up.. 

↳ after that day, hoshi spent a few days in bed, unsure what the hell caused him to feel so sick, and did his mom ever tell him what he had? no. Did these similar occasions repeat, them tricking soonyoung? yes. 

↳ One peaceful afternoon when soonyoung was around 17? By now? He was taking a stroll through the small town to clear his head of the recent problems, one being how his mother caused a drunk car accident and is now being questioned by the police and his father is no where to be found. He’s completely used to his parents disappearing at this point and honestly, he ran out of any s to give to them. why try to reason with them anymore when they clearly don’t care what the hell happens to soonyoung or not. 

↳ “Hey you! Over here!”  An unfamiliar voice called out to him. “Wanna hear a deal i got?”
eh it wouldn’t hurt anyways. “Sure” hoshi called out and headed over to the peculiar alleyway. What’s the worst that could happen to him? Actually… anything could happen in a ing suspicious alley but he literally doesn’t care by this point. 
↳ from that day onwards, hoshi would meet up with that guy who noticed him, he turned out to be a drug dealer and eventually found out that it’s the same one that his parents used to go to, maybe that’s why he was spotted as he looks kinda similar to both of them.

↳ did he fall under the drug addiction too? yes. so his life at this point went sideways huh. he went wild and did whatever he wished to because he didn’t care anymore. What’s the point if nobody’s ing truly cared about him anyways he’ll live his life to the fullest until the end. 

↳ Well, one day when soonyoung was 23, he got pulled over by a cop for swerving while driving and acting like he was high as he he’d been spotted hitting a speed limit sign or two by briefly running off the road and my oh my, he got into plenty of trouble with the cops. 
↳ soonyoung pouted as he listened to the lecture of the police, mentioning to them that it’s mainly his parents influence and a dealer recognized him off the streets and making contact with him, but did he know the complete identity of the dealer? no. The dealer didn’t know his real name either, soonyoung had called himself as “hoshi” anyways. 

↳ he had to spend some time behind a cell, just to see if he has a change of heart.. and after that time was up, the cops let him go with his one and only warning. soonyoung had agreed with them to head to a nearby support group to change his ways.. he cannot control what his family does but soonyoung can control himself. 

↳ now, present day at age 26 for soonyoung, here he is currently a few weeks  as there’d been an unplanned relapse of his, needing to restart his sober plan :’) as he tries to distract himself from the temptations with his recently new job , being apart of the Unsolved mystery type group after he befriended two people by the names of Junhui and Jeonghan.