Description
i’m dead inside.
Pure, nice and loving people, solidarity, art, food. ;
Jungkook admires people who are both beautiful inside and out, but dislikes those who gossip, spread rumors, have a ugly personality and bully others. His anxiety also makes him dislike crowds.
Making art, Crafting things, going on adventures, taking risks. Also not being afraid to hurt/kill someone as a coping mechanism.
To get his degree & book it.
Jungkook may look innocent but he’s far from it. Don’t get me wrong, he’s a deep person to an extent but if you get on his bad side, or even exist in his sight at the wrong time, your life is over. You never know how. It could be by the illegal weapons that he possesses, or it could be by his mere hands. But how did this all happen?
You see, jungkook was born to a middle class family in Seoul, South Korea. Sure, his family catered to all his physical needs and never starved him, but failed to catered to his emotional needs and neglected him emotionally. He was barely shown affection from that point onward, and all of his achievements in school were barely acknowledged. Jungkook’s mom was emotionally absent towards him, causing jungkook to not know what motherly love was. His dad couldn’t find a job and would pay more attention to his wife than equally paying attention to jungkook. Overtime, jungkook developed anxiety disorders and depression, and being brave, sought help when he felt like ending it as various points in his life. He never felt included. He felt rejected. Alone. As a child. Some part of that childhood wound carries in him even up until now. Because his parents wouldn’t tell him the difference between right and wrong, jungkook mistook the wrong things that are socially unacceptable as good. Which accounts for being violent in school and physically beating up peers, to murdering a child as his first true victim, to getting into occult and being deceived by the false light. He doesn’t particularly like the christian frat guys and girls, who claim to be self righteous & do all kinds of vile things. He is an athiest and he doesn’t like christianity, because he thinks it the concept of showing love to others is a bad thing in disguise because, he himself wasn’t shown it by his family.
be respectful, friendly & nice ooc <3 if you are difficult to work with even after communicating & giving chances, i will cease rping with you.
3rd & 1st person pov. yet to find my own.
Open to all with appropriate trigger warnings.
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