Personal Message

 
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‘ white wings sprout on the useless things i love. ’
i am Hoseok.
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01.
the basics
full name.
jung hoseok
age.
26
birthdate.
18th of February
occupation.
apprentice of well-known photographer
sub gender.
beta
extra.
hi! (´。• ᵕ •。`)
02.
the history
Hoseok was raised by a single mother, an omega, who ran away from an aggressive alpha. He has no memories of his father, yet scars on his mother's arms were enough indication of what happened. He never dared to ask, either. Their life wasn't easy, but Hoseok did his absolute best to support his mother. He began to work and study whenever possible, thus relieving the household budget.
He was interested in photography since he was a child, often using 'disposable' cameras, which at that time did not cost much, and capturing as many moments as he could. Looking at the world through the lenses was easier, different, nicer. Finally, on his 18th birthday, his mother gave him his own professional camera, saying—'Time for you to have dreams too, boy.'
Studying photography was out of the question, he opted for computer graphics, which seemed more useful. At the same time, he independently developed his hobby. During his studies, he worked hard on his portfolio, which wasn't easy when you are working and in university. Maybe that's why he never really spared time to find a lover and experience love. He was just too busy working. Even after ending university, he couldn't find a better job or someone who would take his portfolio seriously. Another two years were spent barely making ends meet, still hopeful, still a believer. Yet, he could only take it for this long, and right when he was ready to give up on his dreams, he met Kyungsoo. He took a picture of him when the umbrella tangled in the leaves of the tree, turned the other way, and the frustrated man tried hard to pull it out. He helped him, of course, and showed him a picture as well. The next day he found himself in a coffee show, hands sweaty from nerves, while this popular and known photographer analyzed the photos he had taken. Kyungsoo took him as his apprentice. This was his chance.
03.
now playing
shameless.
camila cabello
04.
aesthetic
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05.
quote

 

I knew very well that there’s no turning back time, but if I can remain unchanged, then I hope the buttercup flowers were still in all their glory, even during those days I spent in tears.

 

06.
personality
Hoseok is a calm, cheerful person who tries to enjoy what he has. He doesn't have to be rich to have a rich soul. And although life was not too easy for him, he did not let his hardships kill his innocent smile, and soft being.
He is kind. Warm.
likes

Smell of lavender. The first sounds of the morning. Late night talks. Confidence that is not used as a weapon. Soft material on his skin.

dislikes

Cold coffee. Being late. Being left out. Loud noises. Using sub gender as a definition of who you are.

fears

Abandonment. Marginalization. And well... bugs.

hobbies

Dancing. Fashion. Art.

habits

Buys himself one rose or a small bouquet after each paycheck as a reminder that moments are fleeting and worth cherishing.

07.
lover
lover's name.
maybe maybe you know the smell of lavender?
date.
maybe maybe in a quiet morning
status.
maybe maybe between our hungry lips

... I will whisper 'I love you' and hold you close until you lose yourself in the feeling of our warm breaths, the rustle of the duvet and the smell of vanilla on your pillow. Maybe, maybe you will kiss my wrist, as I press myself against the counter, trying to make you a coffee we will forget about when your lips meet my shoulder and neck. Maybe, maybe there is a way to skip our responsibilities and drown in scent and our needs. Maybe, maybe our bodies should take control now.
Maybe, maybe I will go to work smelling like Lavender.

Maybe, maybe your car will smell like vanilla as well.

08.
ooc
GMT +2 but often online when I shouldn't. Hit me up, I don't bite ♥ Kind of busy and kind of stressed, so be patient with me, please?
Important note about roleplaying with me: I am rather open to any rp idea as long as we respect each other and set boundaries that we are comfortable with.
PM me with any questions or plots ideas. ♥
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