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basketball team. 🏀
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COMING FROM A FAMILY OF GREY WOLVES WHO IN THE PAST WERE CROSSED WITH A DIFFERENT SPECIES ORIGINATING THE MUTATED COLORED BLACK WOLVES, JUNHOE GREW UP AS THE YOUNGEST SON OF A WEALTHY FAMILY. MUCH LIKE IN EVERY OTHER OLD-MONEY FAMILY, THEIR IMAGE WAS EVERYTHING AND THAT COULD APPLY TO EVERYTHING, MUCH LIKE JUNHOE WOULD COME TO FIND OUT IN HIS TEENS.  FOR MOST OF HIS LIFE, HE LIVED WITH ONLY HIS OLDER SISTER AND MOTHER, THE ONLY MEMORIES OF HIS FATHER BEING OF WHEN HE WAS VERY YOUNG, MOSTLY OF FAMILY MEALTIMES AND OTHER SIMILAR OCCASIONS. BEING SURROUNDED BY OTHER HYBRIDS FROM SIMILAR BACKGROUNDS, JUNHOE THANKFULLY NEVER HAD TO EXPERIENCE THE JUDGMENT AND ABUSE AGAINST HIS SPECIES. HE WAS AWARE OTHERS WENT THROUGH IT AND HAD A HARD TIME WITH IT, HE SIMPLY NEVER HAD THE FIRST-HAND EXPERIENCE WITH IT.

WITH HIS FATHER OUT OF THE PICTURE, ALWAYS ON BUSINESS TRIPS, THEIR MOTHER ENDED UP SPOILING HER KIDS AS MUCH AS SHE COULD, POSSIBLY TO FILL IN FOR THE SPOT OF HER LOVER FROM WHO SHE COULD BARELY GET ANY AFFECTION.  THEY GOT EVERYTHING THEY WANTED, WENT TO ALL TOP SCHOOLS AND GOT A LOT OF FREEDOM AS WELL. AND JUST LIKE THAT, THEIR SMALL FAMILY OF THREE GREW EXTREMELY CLOSE. SUNDAY WAS FAMILY DAY AND THEY ALWAYS HAD PLANS TOGETHER, AND AT LEAST TWICE A WEEK, ONE OF HIS MOTHER OR FATHER'S FRIENDS THREW A PARTY OR EVENT TO WHICH THEY ALWAYS ACCOMPANIED THEIR MOTHER.
DURING HIS TEENS WAS WHEN JUNHOE STARTED TO NOTICE THE WAY HIS MOTHER DIDN'T LOOK AS HAPPY AS HE HAD PREVIOUSLY THOUGHT. HE STARTED TO NOTICE HOW SHE WAS ONE OF THE VERY FEW WOMEN AT THE PARTIES AND EVENTS WHO NEVER BROUGHT THEIR HUSBAND ALONG. HOW HIS FATHER NEVER ASKED TO TALK TO THEIR MOTHER WHEN HE CALLED. HOW HIS MOTHER WENT DOWNSTAIRS FOR A DRINK WHEN THEY WERE BOTH SUPPOSED TO BE ASLEEP ALREADY.
THEY EVENTUALLY FOUND OUT ABOUT THEIR PARENTS' ARRANGED MARRIAGE FOR THE SAKE OF KEEPING THE DARK TONE OF THEIR RARE SPECIES. ABOUT HIS FATHER'S AFFAIR SINCE THERE WAS NO LOVE IN THEIR MARRIAGE, AND HOW THEIR MOTHER WAS SUPPOSED TO REMAIN ALONE AND FAITHFUL SINCE THAT'S THE IMAGE SHE NEEDED TO PASS AT THOSE BIG WEALTHY FAKE EVENTS. HE WAS ALWAYS BAD AT DEALING WITH HIS AND OTHER'S EMOTIONS, AND AT THOSE MOMENTS, HE WAS VERY GLAD FOR HIS ELDER SISTER. SHE SEEMED TO BE GOOD AT COMFORTING THEIR MOTHER WHEN SHE NEEDED, MEANWHILE HE JUST STARED AIMLESSLY UNSURE OF HOW TO HELP, AS HIS GRUDGE AGAINST HIS FATHER STARTED TO GROW AND GROW.

DURING THEIR TEENS, THE PARTIES BECAME MORE FREQUENT AS THEY NOW HAD THEIR OWN FRIENDS WHO INVITED THEM OVER. HIS MOTHER WOULD STILL ACCOMPANY THEM BUT LESS OFTEN THAN BEFORE. MORE OFTEN THAN NOT, THE TEENS ENDED UP SNEAKING SOME ALCOHOL BOTTLES INTO THEIR BEDROOMS TO PLAY DRINKING GAMES TOGETHER. MUCH LIKE MOST OF HIS FRIENDS, NEARLY ALL OF JUNHOE'S 'FIRSTS' WERE AT THOSE PARTIES. NOT THAT HE REGRETTED THEM THOUGH. IT WAS FUN TIMES AND IT HELPED HIM FORGET A BIT OF WHAT HIS FATHER HAD DONE TO THEIR FAMILY. EVERY NOW AND AGAIN, THEY LET GO OF THE IMAGES THEIR FAMILIES ATTEMPTED TO MAINTAIN AND ACTUALLY TALKED ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS AND WHAT WENT ON BEHIND CLOSED DOORS. IT HELPED JUNHOE REALIZE HE WAS NOT ALONE AND HOW MOST OF THE OTHER 'WEALTHY PERFECT FAMILIES' WERE NOT AS PERFECT AS THEY APPEARED EITHER. STILL, THE STORY WAS UP AND THE SHOW HAD TO GO ON, SO HE SHOULD ACT ACCORDINGLY.

WHEN IT WAS TIME TO GET TO COLLEGE, OF COURSE IHYBRID WAS THE GOAL OF ALMOST, IF NOT ALL, OF HIS CHILDHOOD FRIENDS, SO HE WAS DEADSET ON GETTING IN. THE SCHOOL WAS AMAZING, THE PROGRAM WAS GREAT, AND THE SPORTS' MAJOR SEEMED INCREDIBLE WITH MOST SPORTS' TEAMS COMING IN FIRST AT CAMPUS' TOURNAMENTS.
GETTING INTO IHYBRID WAS A BIG ACHIEVEMENT FOR JUNHOE AND HE SURELY WORKED HARD TO GET IN. FOR HIS FIRST YEAR, HE FULLY FOCUSED ON HIS MAIN MAJOR, SPORTS AND NOW ONE OF THE KEY PLAYERS FOR THE BASKETBALL TEAM JUNHOE DECIDED TO TAKE IN LITERATURE AS HIS MINOR DURING HIS SECONDS YEAR, AS A WAY TO FULFILL HIS HIDDEN LOVE FOR POETRY.
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JUNHOE IS NATURALLY A CHARMING PERSON AND HE LIKES FLIRTING AROUND AND SLEEPING AROUND.  A PARTY IS NOT A PARTY WITHOUT A PARTNER TO DANCE WITH AND KISS. DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY IF HE FLIRTS WITH YOUR GIRL.
HIS RELATIONSHIPS NEVER LAST LONG SINCE HE GETS TIRED EASILY AND DOESN'T LIKE BEING TIED DOWN. HE'S A BIT SUPERFICIAL SO HE'S BOTH CHEATED AND BEEN CHEATED ON, NOT THAT HE REALLY MINDS OR CARES, BUT HE CAN GET QUITE POSSESSIVE AND JEALOUS WHEN IT COMES TO RELATIONSHIPS.  HE HAS A TAINTED IMAGE OF LOVE BECAUSE OF HIS PARENT'S RELATIONSHIP SO HE WON'T GIVE HIMSELF AWAY EASILY AND HE SURELY WON'T FULLY COMMIT TO A RELATIONSHIP IF HE DOESN'T BELIEVE IT HIS WORTH HIS TIME AND EFFORT BUT HE CAN DEFINITELY BE MORE SERIOUS IF HE ACTUALLY LIKES SOMEONE, THOUGH THAT'S NOT VERY COMMON. IF YOU CAN GET HIM TO LIKE YOU, HE MIGHT SETTLE DOWN

JUNHOE WILL STILL GET WITH GUYS SOMETIMES, ALWAYS IN ABSOLUTE SECRET, AND ONLY FOR , BEING STRICTLY DOMINANT WHEN IT HAPPENS. HE IS VERY PICKY WITH GUYS SINCE HE'S EXTREMELY SCARED OF BEING OUTTED. HE MIGHT HAVE ACCEPTED IT AS A PART OF HIMSELF, BUT IT'S NOT SOMETHING HE WANTS TO DEAL WITH, OR AT LEAST NOT YET.
HE DOES NOT WANT TO GET ROMANTICALLY INVOLVED WITH MEN AS HE HASN'T FULLY EMBRACED THAT SIDE OF HIMSELF. HE MIGHT THOUGH IF ONE MANAGES TO WIN HIS TRUST AND GET HIM TO ACCEPT HIMSELF FULLY, BUT GOOD LUCK WITH THAT. 

● PEOPLE WHO WOULD KNOW OF HIS UALITY:
01. FRIENDS WHO ARE CLOSE AND THE TOPIC SHOULD HAVE SOME CONTEXT OR IMPORTANCE FOR HIM TO BRING IT UP.
02. GUYS HE'S BEEN WITH THOUGH HE WON'T STRAIGHT OUT SAY IT AND WILL TREAT IT AS A ONE TIME/CASUAL THING.
03. PEOPLE WHO GET TOLD BY SOMEONE WHO KNOWS (THO PLEASE KEEP IT CONTAINED SINCE WELL IT IS A SECRET)
 
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COUNTERPART

JUNHOE IS A BLACK MUTATION OF THE GREY WOLF. THESE ARE QUITE RARE AND HAPPEN ONLY IN FAMILIES THAT HAVE PREVIOUSLY BEEN CROSSED WITH ANOTHER SPECIES, WHICH RESULTED IN THEIR DARKER SHADE. HIS EYES ARE ONE OF THE VISIBLE FEATURES OF HIS HYBRID, BEING A LIGHT SHADE OF GREY. HE WILL RARELY USE CONTACTS. BOTH HIS CLAWS AND FANGS CAN BE ALMOST FULLY RETRACTED BUT HE CONSIDERS HIS FANGS, MUCH LIKE HIS EYES, TO BE PART OF HIS CHARM SO HE KEEPS THEM VISIBLE. AS FOR HIS CLAWS, THEY ARE RETRACTED MOST OF THE TIME BUT WILL STILL BE LONGER THAN HUMAN NAILS.
HIS HAIR IS EXTREMELY DARK IN NATURE THOUGH HE SOMETIMES LIKES DYING IT BLONDE WHEN FEELS LIKE HE NEEDS A CHANGE.

POSITIVE TRAITS

HIS CHARISMA AND CONFIDENCE ARE DEFINITELY TWO OF HIS STRONGEST POINTS AND SHAPED HIM INTO WHAT HE IS TODAY. HE'S VERY SOCIABLE AND EASYGOING, SO HE'S RATHER EASY TO BEFRIEND BUT HARD TO KEEP. CAN BE VERY LAZY AT TIMES, JUST LIKE HE CAN BE VERY HARD-WORKING AND PERSISTENT. HE IS INCREDIBLY HONEST, SO IF YOU WANT A BRUTALLY HONEST OPINION ASK HIM, THOUGH HE MAY BE A BIT TOO STRAIGHTFORWARD SOMETIMES. HE MAY SEEMINGLY HAVE MORE NEGATIVE THAN POSITIVE TRAITS IF YOU WERE TO LIST THEM ALL DOWN. BUT UNDER THE RIGHT CIRCUMSTANCES AND IF YOU KNOW HOW TO HANDLE HIM, HE'S A GREAT FRIEND TO HAVE AROUND, AND SURELY LOTS OF FUN AS HE IS VERY ADVENTUROUS AND WILL NOT BACK DOWN FROM A CHALLENGE.

NEGATIVE TRAITS

HIS WORST TRAIT WOULD DEFINITELY BE HOW HOT-HEADED HE IS BECAUSE OF HOW BIG THE CONSEQUENCES TEND TO BE. HE CAN BE RATHER IMPULSIVE AND WILL HOLD GRUDGES IF THE SITUATION IS SERIOUS. WHEN HE'S MAD HE CAN BE VERY CRUEL EVEN TO FRIENDS, AND HE WILL NOT REGRET GOING FOR YOUR WEAK POINTS UNLESS YOU ARE ACTUALLY CLOSE, IN WHICH CASE HE WILL EVENTUALLY APOLOGIZE. HE IS ALSO VERY IMPATIENT AND STUBBORN, HENCE A BIT HARD-HEADED. IF HE'S SET ON SOMETHING IT WILL BE HARD TO CHANGE HIS MIND ON IT. HE CAN BE INCREDIBLY IRRESPONSIBLE AND IF HE DISLIKES YOU HE WILL BE RATHER UNCOOPERATIVE. GROWING UP IN WEALTH MADE HIM SOMEWHAT SPOILED WHICH RESULTED IN HIM BEING A BIT SELF-ABSORBED, BUT HE'S SLOWLY GROWING OUT OF IT.  TOXIC MASCULINITY MAY BE A PROBLEM WITH HIM.

LIKES

HE REALLY LIKES BASKETBALL AND IS A  SPORTS FAN IN GENERAL. HAS A SECRET PASSION FOR POETRY AND EVEN WRITES HIS OWN POEMS FROM TIME TO TIME. LIKES TO DRAW ABSTRACT ART OR DOODLES ON HIS NOTEBOOKS AND ENJOYS PHOTOGRAPHY AS WELL. HE IS ACTUALLY A PRETTY GOOD SINGER AS WELL BUT DOESN'T SHOW IT OFF OFTEN AS HE ONLY EVER SINGS PLAYFULLY OR AT THE KARAOKE WITH FRIENDS.
HE LOVES DRINKING AND PARTYING THE MOST. HAVING FUN AND BEING FREE IS HIS TOP PRIORITY. WHEN HE'S FEELING OVERLY STRESSED HE LIKES RUNNING AWAY FOR A LITTLE WHILE. HE WILL SIMPLY GRAB HIS CAR KEYS WITHOUT A WORD AND DIRVE AROUND FOR A FEW HOURS, SOMETIMES FOR THE WHOLE DAY WITH HIS PHONE OFF. IF IT'S GETTING LATE AND HE'S STILL FEELING DOWN HE'LL FIND SOME PLACE TO STAY AND WON'T GO BACK UNTIL HE'S FEELING BETTER. IT IS UNLIKELY THAT YOU'LL GET A HOLD OF HIM AT THIS MOMENTS.

DISLIKEs

BEING RATHER SHORT-TEMPERED HE CAN'T REALLY TAKE A STEP A BREATHER AND SHUT IT. ALTHOUGH HE IS VERY SARCASTIC HIMSELF, HE WILL SNAP IF SOMEONE USES SARCASM ON HIM OR TRIES TO MAKE FUN OF HIM. Y BEHAVIOR GETS TO HIM AND HE WILL BE SURE TO TELL THAT TO YOUR FACE. THERE'S A LOT OF THINGS JUNHOE DOESN'T LIKE BUT A LOT OF THEM ARE ONLY WHEN HE'S IN A BAD MOOD AND NOT WORTHY TO INCLUDE. I'M SURE YOU'LL GET TO FIND OUT SOON ENOUGH. MOM JOKES EARN YOU A SURE PUNCH TO THE FACE, SAME WITH JABS AT HIS FAMILY.

USUALLY PREFERS TO BE DOMINANT, BUT WON'T SAY NO TO A FEMALE DOM FROM TIME TO TIME BUT HE WILL NOT FULLY SUBMIT. HE'S RATHER ADVENTUROUS AND WILL BE DOWN TO TRY MOSTLY ANYTHING AND HE IS ALSO A BIT EXHIBITIONIST. SO IF YOU GET WITH HIM DEFINITELY EXPECT SOME MARKING, ESPECIALLY CONSIDERIN' HIS FANGS AND CLAWS
WITH MEN HE MIGHT BE VERSATILE POSITION-WISE DEPENDING ON THE GUY AND UNDER SPECIFIC CIRCUMSTANCES, BUT HE WILL BE STRICTLY DOMINANT AS HIS PRIDE WOULD NOT ALLOW HIM TO SUBMIT TO A GUY.

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PLOTTING RULES - GMT+00
● I PREFER PLOTTING OVER WINGING, EVEN IF IT'S JUST A VAGUE PLOTLINE TO WING FROM
● I PREFER 3RD OVER 1ST AND I TEND TO BE SEMI-LIT OR LIT BUT I WILL MIRROR YOUR WRITING STYLE. MY REPLIES CAN GET LENGHTY TO PARA AND MULTI-PARA DEPENDING ON PARTNER.
● PREMADE PLOTS OR IDEAS YOU HAVE THAT MAY FIT JUNHOE ARE WELCOME SO HMU FOR THOSE TOO
● I'M DOWN TO DO MOSTLY ANY GENRE, THOUGH RECENTLY I'VE BEEN INTO DARKER PLOTS, ANGST, DRAMA, , ETC... STILL DO HMU FOR ANY TYPE OF PLOT THOUGH.
● I DON'T PLOT FUTURE ROMANCE BUT PAST OR SOME PRESENT RELATIONSHIPS ARE WELCOME. I DO LIKE PLOTTING THINGS SUCH AS NEW OR CHILDHOOD FRIENDS, RIVALS/ENEMIES, FAMILY TIES, FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS, ETC...
● I DON'T DO THE 'YOU ASK YOU START' THING. IF IT MAKES MORE SENSE FOR MY CHARA TO START I WILL DO SO
● ALL OF THE PLOTS BELOW CAN BE EDITED TO FIT YOUR MUSE BETTER, SO IF YOU WANNA TAKE ANY PM ME TO DISCUSS DETAILS
WINGMAN ╱ open ╱ m/F ╱ 

JUNHOE'S FRIEND HAS BEEN TALKING TO THIS GIRL THAT HE MET ON SOME RANDOM APP FOR A WHILE AND THEY FINALLY DECIDE TO MEET UP IN PERSON. AFRAID THAT THINGS MIGHT NOT GO AS WELL AS PLANNED OR TURN AWKWARD, THEY AGREE TO EACH BRINGING A FRIEND ALONG. TURNS OUT THEY WERE MOST DEFINITELY NOT NEEDED SINCE THEIR FRIENDS SEEMED TO BE HITTING IT OFF QUITE WELL. AND THAT'S HOW JUNHOE ENDS UP AT SOME RANDOM BAR/NIGHTCLUB SITTING ACROSS SOME GIRL OR GUY HE'S NEVER MET, WHILE HIS FRIEND AND THIS GIRL EXCUSE THEMSELVES TO GO DANCING. OF COURSE, HE WASN'T ABOUT TO JUST SIT THERE ALL NIGHT QUIETLY SIPPING HIS DRINK, SO HE STRIKES UP A CONVERSATION WITH THIS 'STRANGER' WITH THE INTENTION OF JUST ENTERTAINING HIMSELF AND GETTING TO KNOW THE GIRL'S FRIEND IN CASE THINGS TURNED SERIOUS BETWEEN HER AND HIS OWN FRIEND. HE IS NOT VERY SURE HOW THAT HAPPENED, BUT NOT EVEN A COUPLE OF HOURS LATER HE FOUND HIMSELF WITH HIS TONGUE INSIDE SAID STRANGER'S MOUTH.
experimenting ╱ open ╱ male ╱ angst,
tw:// could contain homophobic behavior / internalized homophobia / toxic masculinity 

As for most of Junhoe's 'firsts', the first time he kissed a guy was at a party, in which he might've been drinking a bit too much. They were alone and young and he was too drunk to overthink it, so he simply enjoyed it. They both knew it should be kept a secret so they never mentioned it. The second time the same guy tried to kiss him, he had been sober, and his first reaction was to push him away harshly and scream in his face that he wasn't gay. They didn't speak to each other for a long while, until a few months later at yet another party when they found themselves alone once more, and this time it was Junhoe who initiated the kiss. Being much soberer than he had been the first time, he knew what he was doing, and they talked. It was just experimenting. It was to remain an absolute secret. It would not turn serious. They agreed on that. And so it became casual , a friend with benefits type of relationship which Junhoe saw as an escape for him to otherwise ignore his interest in men.
But his friend got attached, and that's when it had to stop. When the other tried to bring his feelings up Junhoe called it off and never contacted him again. Fast forward a couple of years and they meet again at University, and Junhoe doesn't know how to act around him. He is still not out about his uality. In fact, things have not changed much since then. He will still have one-night stands with men, at parties, always making sure it is people he won't see ever again. He is scared the other will talk about it, ask about it, or even tell someone or act casual about what happened between them. Should he try to talk to him? try to get close to him? apologize? junhoe was never good at dealing with emotions.
ugly break-up ╱ open ╱ female ╱ slice of life
tw:// possibly toxic relationship / may include violence

she was the only serious relationship Junhoe ever had. They were young and just testing out the waters but he got attached, only to realize he cared more about her than she cared about him. Of course, that was a big blow to his pride as well, and thinking the other might be cheating on him and seeing someone else, he ended up snapping. It was the first and only time he was ever upset about a breakup. They fought and it got pretty ugly. That's also when Junhoe started partying more often and trying out some pills with his friends. It got worse when he saw her with a new guy at some party and he made a scene. He was pretty cruel to her then too, he felt the need to hurt her as much as she'd hurt him, and once again it was one of the few times he actually regretted being so brutal to someone.
Most of that summer was spent either wasted, high, or sometimes both. It was definitely not a good memory. But he picked himself back up when he got accepted into his dream University and that slightly helped him move on and focus on something other than his ex. Throughout his freshmen and sophomore years, he managed to erase most of it from his mind, or the worst parts at least.
Having completely cut off contact with his ex, he had no idea where she was at the moment, but apparently, they were much closer than he expected. He had just started out as a junior a few days back when he bumped into her familiar face on the same University campus that had helped him push the memories of them to the back of his mind.
jealousy ╱ open ╱ m/F ╱ drama, angst
plot for a couple if anyone wants to take it! we can edit it to fit your relationship obviously.

female: the friend. junhoe and her had gotten pretty close when she and her boyfriend were fighting. she was in a very low moment and was feeling stressed over multiple things. meanwhile, junhoe was struggling with his uality. they actually did try to get together but it ended up being pretty friendly and it never went further than some kisses. they were not into each other in that way and they both knew why. she still liked her ex and he kept thinking about being with a guy while trying to convince himself that he wanted to be with a girl. in that case, her. she ended up figuring out about junhoe's uality and they talked it out. tired of denying it to himself and everyone else he ended up trusting in her and she is currently the only person he will willingly open up to about this. he will still playfully flirt with her at parties.

male: the current boyfriend. he notices how close jun and his girlfriend have gotten and he doesn't really like it. one of the reasons for their previous fight was his jealousy, and when getting back together he did say he'd try to work on it, but having jun bluntly flirt with her in his face, and after she did come clean to him about them having kissed at one point, he hates it. jun is not a fan of him either and thinks his friends can find better so they keep poking at each other, starting a fight at any chance they get. the girl hates this and is often scolding them for it, but it's just too fun for junhoe to annoy the guy, and he just absolutely hates junhoe's guts.
CHILDHOOD FRIEND ╱ open ╱ m/F ╱ drama, angst
TO BE DEVELOPED WITH PARTNER.

THE ONE FRIEND WHO JUNHOE FIRST TOLD ABOUT HIS PARENTS' HISTORY. THEY HAD BEEN DRINKING FOR A WHILE AND WITH EVERYONE ELSE GONE, JUNHOE INVITED THEM TO STAY OVER. AS THEY LAID SPREAD OUT ON THE FLOOR STARING AT THE CEILING, THE MOOD SUDDENLY DROPS AS THEY TALK ABOUT LOVE AND RELATIONSHIPS, AND JUNHOE FINDS HIMSELF OPENING UP ABOUT HIS FAMILY LIFE. AFTER SOBERING UP, JUN REALIZED HOW THAT MIGHT'VE BEEN A MISTAKE. HE WAS SURE A LOT OF HIS 'FRIENDS' WOULD JUST LOVE TO SPREAD THAT OUT, BUT NOW ALL HE COULD DO WAS WAIT AND SEE WHAT THE OTHER DID AND HOW THAT AFFECTED THEIR RELATIONSHIP BECAUSE HONESTLY, JUNHOE WOULD DO ANYTHING TO PROTECT HIS FAMILY, EVEN IF HE HAD TO SCREW OTHERS OVER.
CASUAL FRIEND ╱ open ╱ m/F ╱ ANGST, SLICE OF LIFE

MOST PEOPLE WEREN'T EVEN AWARE THAT THEY KNEW EACH OTHER. NOT JUN'S FRIENDS NOR THE OTHER'S FRIENDS. IF THEY PASSED BY EACH OTHER IN THE SCHOOL, AT MOST, THEY WOULD ACKNOWLEDGE EACH OTHER WITH A NOD OF THEIR HEADS, BUT OTHERWISE THEY BARELY EVEN EXCHANGED A WORD. YET THEY WERE ACTUALLY RATHER CLOSE. WHENEVER ONE OF THEM WAS FEELING OVERWHELMED WITH LIFE OR JUST NEEDED A BREAK, A QUICK TEXT WOULD BE SENT AND THEY PLANNED TO MEET ON THEIR USUAL PLACE BE IT THE ROOFTOP OR AT THE BACK OF THE GARDEN. WHILE HANGING OUT THEY DIDN'T ALWAYS TALK. SOMETIMES THEY DID AND TOLD EACH OTHER WHATEVER WAS GOING THROUGH THEIR HEADS AT THE MOMENT. OTHER TIMES THEY DIDN'T FEEL LIKE TALKING ABOUT IT AND WOULD JUST GO ON TALKING ABOUT RANDOM FACTS OF LIFE. AND THEN, THERE WERE EVEN TIMES WHEN THERE WERE NO WORDS AT ALL. THEY SAT IN SILENCE SHARING A CIGARETTE AND JUST ENJOYING EACH OTHER'S COMPANY. THEY WEREN'T SURE HOW OR WHEN IT BECAME LIKE THIS, BUT ALL THEY KNEW WAS THAT THEY ENJOYED THESE SMALL MOMENTS OF COMPLICITY. AND IT ALWAYS FELT LIKE IT WAS SOMETHING THAT SHOULD BE KEPT PRIVATE. LIKE A VERY INTIMATE FRIENDSHIP THAT KEPT THEM AFLOAT. THEY BOTH KNEW THINGS ABOUT EACH OTHER THAT NO ONE ELSE KNEW, AND THEY BOTH KNEW THESE THINGS WERE NEVER TO BE BROUGHT UP OUTSIDE OF THEIR OWN SAFE SPACE.nnoy the guy, and he just absolutely hates junhoe's guts.
BOOTY CALL ╱ open ╱ m/F ╱ SLICE OF LIFE,

THEIR FRIENDSHIP WAS WEIRD. THEY WOULD BARELY TALK ON CASUAL TERMS, OR IF THEY BUMPED INTO EACH OTHER ON CAMPUS, ONLY A SIMPLE SHORT GREETING BEING EXCHANGED. BUT WHENEVER ONE OF THEM WAS FEELING LIKE , THEY'D CALL UP THE OTHER. SOMETIMES FOR , SOMETIMES JUST TO SIT OUT THERE IN THE ROOFTOP, ROLLING ONE UP AND TALKING ABOUT RANDOM STUFF. SOMETIMES THEY SHARED WHAT'S ON THEIR MIND, SOMETIMES THEY DIDN'T, IT ALL DEPENDED ON THE ROOT OF THE PROBLEM. NO ONE REALLY KNEW ABOUT THEIR CLOSE CONNECTION AND THEY LIKED IT THAT WAY. IT KINDA FELT LIKE AN ESCAPE TO BOTH OF THEM. IT WAS VERY PERSONAL, AND VERY CASUAL AT THE SAME TIME.
POLY ╱ open ╱ m+F ╱ ANGST, SLICE OF LIFE,

JUNHOE AND MUSE B HAD BEEN BEST FRIENDS EVER SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND THEY WERE INCREDIBLY CLOSE. MUSE B HAD NOW GOTTEN INTO A RELATIONSHIP, AND WITH THAT, JUN HAD MET MUSE C, THE BOYFRIEND. THEY'D GOTTEN REALLY CLOSE AS WELL BECOMING A GROUP OF THREE WHERE THEY SHARED JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING, INCLUDING THEIR UAL PREFERENCES AND ACTIVITIES. MUSE B USED TO HAVE A CRUSH ON JUN BACK IN HIGH SCHOOL BUT BESIDES A FEW KISSES, NOTHING ELSE EVER HAPPENED BETWEEN THEM, OF COURSE, MUSE C WAS AWARE OF THIS.
KNOWING ABOUT JUNHOE WANTING TO EXPERIMENT WITH GUYS AND HIM BEING INTO UAL EXPERIENCES WITH MORE THAN ONE PARTNER, MUSE B AND MUSE C GOT THE IDEA OF HAVING HIM JOIN THEM ONCE. AFTER TALKING IT OVER WITH JUN THEY DECIDED TO PICK UP SLOW TO SEE IF THEY WERE ALL ACTUALLY INTERESTED AND WHETHER IT WOULD WORK. IT STARTED OUT WITH SOME KISSES AND MAKE-OUT SESSIONS AT PARTIES AND HANGOUTS, AND IT EVENTUALLY EVOLVED INTO STRIP-POKER AND PRACTICES. THAT MADE THEIR BOND EVEN DEEPER AND JUNHOE FELT CLOSER TO THEM THAN HE EVER FELT TO ANYONE AND HE KNEW IT WAS MUTUAL. FOR A LONG WHILE, NO JEALOUSY WAS INVOLVED, ALL WENT SMOOTHLY AND THEY ALL FELT INCREDIBLY COMFORTABLE AND TRUSTED EACH OTHER DEEPLY. OF COURSE, NOTHING IS EVER PERFECT FOR TOO LONG.
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basic info
full name
Koo junhoe (aka jun)
date of birth
March 31, 2000
age
twenty-three years old
orientation
biual (closeted)
love interest
single
year
3rd year (junior)
major
sports
minor
literature
sports
basketball