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main profile image of park seonghwa in a white ruffle shirt with a black buttoned corset and black slacks. he's in front of a bar with glasses on shelves behind him.
basics.
no identity theft
Please!
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full name.
park seonghwa
birthdate.
april 3rd, 1998
orientation.
panual, greyromantic
parent.
aphrodite, unclaimed.
pronouns.
he/they
occupation
stylist
Other basics
height.   5'10" (178cm)
sign.   aries
mbti.   isfj
at the camp. part time
languages. korean (fluent), english (native, with a hint of a "valley girl" accent), french (innate), italian (innate).
physical appearance. 
 naturally:
- black hair, grown out to barely touch his shoulders
- dark brown eyes
- no blemishes
- pierced ears
- one tattoo of a very basic heart behind his right ear
typically transforms to:
- hazel eyes (blue and brown instead of green)
- freckles over his nose and cheeks
- two moles under his left eye
- wavier hair than he was born with. second color of choice: tie between pink and blonde
- keep his tattoo and piercings
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@mars.
posted on 10.24
4.20k notes.
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history.
Mother may I?
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It was really quite fitting of his mother to have a brief stay in California in the late 90s nearing early 2000s. Though he never met her, he only heard from his father that she was the embodiment of beauty during that time. Of course she was, she was the goddess of love and beauty, after all. Pictures of her that were only just starting to turn yellow at the edges could have been mistaken for rare pictures of some of the biggest name supermodels of the time. She was one, up-and-coming in a rather short time, according to his father. And, tale as old as time, he was... well, Seonghwa kind of forgot over the years, but he was connected to her in a business sense. Manager, fellow model, stylist, it really didn't matter when whatever it was brought them in contact frequent enough for Seonghwa to come along.
According to his father, she took one look at
him and walked out as soon as she could.
His father swore he could see her appearance change as she faded into the distance.
His father doted over him, and still does to this day. There's a part of Seonghwa that always wanted it to be true, but ever since he himself learned he could shift his own appearance at will and could play matchmaker with his friends in school a little too well, he knew who his mom had to be, though she had not claimed him, and he had made peace that she had probably used her powers to make his father love him. Why else would he love the child of the woman who walked out on him? 

Being rejected by his mother and "loved" by an enchanted father only made him grow distant and further in on himself. He grew unattentive and spacey, and very picky, but to most people he knew in his later school years, that didn't matter, they still wanted to be his friend (he was pretty, after all, they'd put up with a lot). Seonghwa knew not even those relationships were real.

During his early time at CHB, he really didn't change much; he wasn't social, but he wasn't a troublemaker, maybe just a bit standoffish, awkward, or icy cold to any other kid that wanted to speak to him. But he did hone the powers he did have, and that was one of the few things he actually cared about. He grew jealous of his half-siblings, he wanted what they had. All he wanted was his mother's approval and love, so the desire grew even deeper once he started visiting CHB.

As a full-blown adult, and still unnoticed by his mother, he's only ever strived to achieve things that he figured his mother would notice or approve of. Just as he's nearly mastered the powers he does possess, he also has nearly mastered his skills to be a jack-of-all-trades stylist (and an elite one at that, thanks to his father's prior connections). Though beautiful, he still struggles to accept it, and he tries to a point of obsession to be worth his mother's gaze for even a fraction of a second. 
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connections.
+ plots too!
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best friends (0/??).
congratulations, you managed to crack through that fragile icy shell and convince him you actually like him for him and not because he's good-looking. he's by no means warm to you, but he has warmed up to you.
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quirks.
beige
flags.
likes.
clothing, makeup, jewelry, shopping, skin-care, pretty much everything a beauty influencer would. coffee, animals, perfumes.
dislikes.
feeling gross/unclean, being unclaimed, and also being reminded that he is, waking up early.
hobbies.
experimenting with fashion and makeup, he actually really likes practicing archery, hair-dying (even though he doesn't have to do that), reading, painting his nails.
habits.
showering multiple times a day, cracking his knuckles, generally fidgeting with his fingers, bouncing his leg when sitting, chewing the inside of his cheek or chewing the side of his tongue, staring off into space.
fears.
rejection, abandonment, failure, aging poorly (irrational, he knows).
personality
seonghwa tends to be rather cold. colder than most, but you'll have to thank his mother for that one. he turns everything off to focus on pretty much every task at hand no matter the magnitude of it. it's what makes him so good at, well, pretty much everything he does, but at the cost of seeming like a human being. he can't lie though, even though it's meant as an insult, he likes being compared to a doll. it also comes at the cost of coming off incredibly vain and self-centered. he isn't self-centered, but in vying for his mother's attention and approval, he has become rather vain unintentionally. he doesn't project it outwardly, though (other than maybe an abnormal amount of times checking himself in his phone camera or the closest reflective surface), and in fact he does get rather shy when complimented due to an underlying, raging, inferiority complex, again, gifted to him by his mother.
now playing.
untied
by viviz
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@mars.
posted on 11.17
6.9k notes.
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lover.
name.
name here
date.
date here
status.
status here
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On the other hand, we denounce with righteous indignation and dislike men who are so beguiled and demoralized by the charms of pleasure of the moment, so blinded by desire, that they cannot foresee the pain and trouble that are bound to ensue; and equal blame belongs to those who fail in their duty through weakness of will, which is the same as saying through shrinking from toil and pain. These cases are perfectly simple and easy to distinguish.

In a free hour, when our power of choice is untrammelled and when nothing prevents our being able to do what we like best, every pleasure is to be welcomed and every pain avoided. But in certain circumstances and owing to the claims of duty or the obligations of business it will frequently occur that pleasures have to be repudiated and annoyances accepted.
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ooc.
a little bit about mun: i'm 25 years old, so i'm employed full time. My hours are both normal and wonky, it's a long story, but that means i could be on at literally anytime, there's no real schedule. because of being full-time, my brain melts a lot, so please don't poke me too early.
tl;dr, please only poke me after like 7+ days! 3rd
pov, i tend to mirror. not huge into wall posting.
3rd pov passive preferred. i like to write a lot; it's been a while, so i'm rusty, but i'd like to start again. that being said, i still tend to get carried away and may write a lot, so don't try to mirror me if i do. i'll usually try to mirror you first, anyway. we can rp in group pms, but main pms are for plotting, but i'm definitely not much of a wall rper. if our characters are texting out of the text/call room, though, that's fine on walls.