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slytherin.
student id.
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information
full name
lilith hwang yaxley
year level
sixth year
patronus
n/a
companion
bengal cat
wand
hazel with unicorn hair core, 11", slightly yielding 
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classes
core classes
care for magical creatures (adv.), muggle studies (adv., herbology (adv.), charms (intro.), potions (adv.)
ELECTIVE CLASSES
shadowing care for magical creatures professor, charms
EXTRA CURRICULARS
magical theory
Description
lilith hwang yaxley.

dear me,
it's okay.

Dear younger me. You did your best and everything you could, scared and wounded as you were. You never wanted anybody to get hurt. And that is okay, you know? Sometimes all we can do is say "I tried" because it will keep you alive. Don't be angry at yourself. It will all be okay again. I promise.

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trivial information.
basics.

basic information.

  • Nickname(s): Leeleeth.
  • Date of Birth: May 26.
  • Zodiac Sign: Gemini.
  • Place of Birth: tba
  • Current Residence: Hogwarts.
  • Occupation: Student.
  • Spoken Languages: English, Korean.
  • ual Orientation: Heteroual.
  • Romantic Orientation: Demiromantic.
  • Relationship Status: Single.
how far they've come.
their history.
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adness grows in waves. It's slow, at first, after the first impact. And then, it trickles down the spine, steadily and slowy at first. When the nightmares came, of blood and terror, Lilith was not prepared for it. She was not prepared for the onslaught of hatred, fear, the despair she felt whenever she entered the living room that had been dripping with her father's blood. She became a ghost, wandering their own house, a ghost like her father, like the brother she had adored and lost the exact same day. They say sadness is easy to let go. It's not.

Not when letting go means accepting that the person you trusted most in life, was the one casting a spell so gruesome, it made Lilith sick to the stomach to even think about. What kind of fury must have possessed her brother to lift his wand against their own father?

Losing someone is never about the loss of an individual. It is also losing the person you were while they were still around. She just hasn't decided yet, who left the bigger, more gaping hole in her life. Her father? Her brother? The person she used to be, before?

After her third year, her mother decided to move them out of their family home and into a modest flat in London. Closer to Lilith's friends, closer to her work. But most importantly, away from the place they lost everything that had meant something to them. 

But loss festers like an open wound.

And Lilith was rotting from the inside out. Who was she, now? Even her own wand started to refuse her the usage of proper magic. Was it because she was forcing herself to go against her own nature? Perhaps. Was it because she was scared to death her brother might have lost his mind and would come for her and her mother, next? Or... was it because all she wanted was an explanation? She didn't even know it herself.

who they are.
their personality.

basic summary.

She used to be very open and talkative, loved to ramble about her latest obession with whatever had caught her interest this time. She would ramble on and on at the dinner table about this and that, for hours on end. Now, she tends to be the one listening, doesn't know what to really say around people, doesn't know if the girl who used to be so passionate about so many things, got buried with her father。

their likes.

Books. She'll read about anything, as long as it keeps her interested. Dragons, who she's literally obsessed with. Charmwork, because it's simply her favorite subject of all time. Anything peach flavored。

their dislikes.

Snakes. They remind her of someone she's trying to forget. Anything with more than four legs. Open water。

their hobbies.

Reading, studying, ballet. That's about it. She doesn't really think she's all that interesting to bother listing anything to anybody。

their secrets.

Her father didn't simply die of a heart attack。

their fears.

She's deathly afraid of Inferi. It's almost one of those irrational fears, but still. Anything related to the undead scares her。

their bad habits.

She bites her nails when  she's bored or deeply in thought。

the light of their life.
their beloved.
 
00 month 2020
dating
 
married

I haven't met you yet. I don't even know if I want to. Maybe I need to learn how to be okay on my own, first, before I can meet someone and give away a piece of my heart. 

the mun behind them.
about their typist.

Before You Approach Me

•.*★ importantTry to have something in mind and read my profile before actually talking to me about roleplaying. If you'd like, we can plot together or pick up a plot found under the "Hogwarts" tab.

Writing & Plotting Style

•.*★ writing style。 My wiring style depends heavily on the plot and the amount of time I have for a reply. I swing back and forth between really long posts and shorter ones. If asked to keep my posts shorter, I can try, but I can't promise anything.  I don't reply to long posts on mobile, so these take longer for me, unless I'm at home.

•.*★ plotting style。 I can wing plots, especially if they start by simply talking in an IC room. I NEVER plot romance, although I don't have anything against "ex lovers" plots. If we plot together, please put some effort into plotting. It is very tedious for me to come of with a plot on my own, without any input from my partner.

•.*★ overall。 I'm very flexible about how we actually rp and will work at your pace if possible. 

Activity & Reply Speed

•.*★ important。 Please don't poke me, unless I owe you a reply for longer than two (2) weeks and I didn't give you a notice that I'll be absent / I'm not on hiatus. I basically have an allergic reaction to getting poked, since I keep a very obsessive tracker of all my plots. 

My reply speed depends on my muse, my stress level and my schedule. On days where I don't have work (vacation, weekends etc) I will be a lot faster. If you see me hanging out in a chat room, or replying to shorter posts, I am on mobile. So please don't think I forgot about you. I keep a tracker :)  Please don't poke me after three days. If I haven't replied to you for konger than a week without giving you notice of a reason, you can ask me about it, but please don't pressure me for a reply. As I said, my reply speed depends on my muse, as I don't want to give ty replies, ever. I put a lot of throught into what I write and send back to my partners, but if you ever feel like you can't work with my reply, just let me know. I won't eat you!

Location Preferences

I don't do walls. Ever. And that is basically it. I do prefer rooms, simply because I like keeping the places I joined active. 

who they know.
their connections.

Connection lucian

  • connection: older brother
  • relationship: estranged
  • status: plotting
  • room: tba
  • trivia: left hogwarts

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Connection timothée

  • connection: best friend
  • relationship: friends
  • status: tba
  • room: tba
  • trivia: the energetic one

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Connection emerald

  • connection: cousin
  • relationship: tba
  • status: tba
  • room: tba
  • trivia: their mothers are sisters

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