tw: mentions of suic!de

jisung grew up the youngest of two siblings, having followed in his brothers footsteps trying his best to please his parents. his parents golden child had always been his older brother, and jisung had felt like he was always living in the shadow. his brother popular and outgoing and the life of the party meanwhile jisung had always been introverted and kept to himself and his small group of friends that he did have.

despite the differences in the two, the two brothers had got along seemingly well, and his brother had always made sure to include jisung in anyway that he could that he knew was comfortable with the other, and never forced him to do anything that he didn't want to do. his brother had been caring in all the ways that jisung wasn't, and all that he had hoped he could be.

he was 16 years old when the incident happened, and he head heard news that his brother had ended his own life. the news had come to a shock to everyone as it hadn't seemed that he had been struggling in any kind of way. though the signs were there.

this news had caused jisung to recluse into himself more, and made it even harder to talk to his friends. shutting himself out from the rest of the world.

when jisung had finally started college, he had decided to lean himself towards a degree in journalism, he figured it would be a good job for him, he would be able to interact with people, but never around them for too long, he could hide out in the crowd and keep an eye on all the current events.

when jisung had finally gotten a job in journalism, he had decided to write under the pseudo name, J.One.

cheesecake, music, scary movies, iced coffee.

large crowds, spicy foods, silence.

being useless or forgotten. trypophobia.

watching movies / animes, playing guitar, writing (creative).

istp :: action oriented, logical, analytical, spontaneous, reserved, independent. enjoy adventure, skilled at knowing how mechanicl things work.

(+) affectionate, empathetic, patient, loyal, whimsical. (-) anti social, flaky, nervous, pessimistic, impulsive. 

chaotic neutral :: an individual who follows their own heart and shirks rules + traditions

type 5 (the investigator) :: fives are alert, insightful, and curious. they are able to concentrate and focus on developing complex ideas and skills. independent, innovative, and inventive, they can also become preoccupied with their thoughts and imaginary constructs. they become detached, yet high-strung and intense. they typically have problems with eccentricity, nihilism, and isolation. at their best: visionary pioneers, often ahead of their time, and able to see the world in an entirely new way.

please pm to plot! i prefer third over first, but dont mind either! if you loose muse in a plot or want to do something else please do let me know, i don't ind changing it!