✧. ┊choi san ʰʸᵇʳᶦᵈ⁻ᵃᵘ

Personal Message

choi san.

vampire

175 yrs old

biual/taken

mated to felix

all about me.

beautiful

dangerous

As a child of the night, Choi San's life has been a complicated one, to say the very least. Having dealt with some of the most heartbreaking moments that a being could endure, including love and loss, betrayal, and torture, San had given up hope of a brighter future. That is, until one day, a young boy with soft ears and a furry tail stumbled his way into the vampire's cold arms and gave him something worth living for.

But the past never dies...

San cannot remember his humanity. The earliest year he remembers is 1847 as a Purebred vampire. He tries to forget his youth since he was rumored to be part of lost royalty. He grew under the lights of Busan in a tight-knit coven but he was lured in by the joys of human life. He would often dance under the lights and run away to explore but that would soon lead to the catalyst of his life changing. A beautiful human girl would be his first love and the first heartbreak. As much as he admired the sweet lass, the coven was slowly showing their colours and cursed him; no noble shall ever tarnish their kind with a dirty human. In despiration, he tried to cast the coven aside and run away with her but they were steps ahead. Forced to watch, San saw the life drain away from her eyes as the innocent love was slaughtered among many others. The massacre would live in history but the crimes unsolved. By humans that is. San made it his life's mission to avenge the coven who destroyed him by doing the same; saving his first taste of blood to be theirs as a form of deadly revenge. Since that day, San could rewrite his story and soon travelled the world over the years; witnessing history unfold; the Moulin Rouge, the Fires of London and the long journey to modern day. Returning to Seoul, San planned to take his stories and forge them into fiction but with nowhere to go, he relied on an old friend, Seonghwa, to stay. That was where he realised that love was more than he expected... in the most wonderful of ways...

my beloved.

precious

mine

My darling Lixie,

It still amazes me that someone like me can meet you. You bring such a wonder to my life; as if I'm experiencing everything again for the first time. I thought I was doomed to be alone until fate found you. Now, Eternity is nothing without you. Thank you for being my Sunlight... I love you.

trivia.

traits

introvert

wise

child at heart

hopeless romantic

nurturer

chivalrous

likes

plushies

chocolate

my kitten

desserts

coffee

winter

storytelling

dislikes

my loved ones getting hurt

strong sunlight

vegetables

seeing my kitten cry

writer's block

kinks

aftercare

breeding

slow

marking

crossdressing

deprivation

cockwarming

limits

spitting

c/b torture

objectification

humiliation

come closer ... ~~if you dare~~.

memories.

You and me... to the end of the world.

I will never let anyone hurt us.

"Moonlight" by Kitten ♡

Sweetheart, how you bring me life.
You take away my pain and strife.
Darling, how you bring me love.
It's like you're sent from up above.
Baby, how you bring me joy.
You never play me like a toy.
Lover, how you bring me tears.
The good ones cuz you chase my fears.
Honey, how you bring me peace
My love for you will never cease.
Moonlight, how you bring me laughter.
You're my happy ever after ♡