❛⠀basics.

• Nickname(s): ningning, ningbao.
• Age: 22 yo.
• Zodiac Sign(s): scorpio.
• Place of Birth: harbin, china.
• Occupation: criminology student (bachelors degree — 2nd year), street racer at night (on weekends mostly).
• Car model: ferrari sf90 stradale. hot pink​ (ref: suki in fast and furious pink car's design)
• ual Orientation: biual.
• Romantic Orientation: heteroual.
• Relationship Status: single.

❛⠀appearance.

• Height: 1.61M.
• Weight: 43KG.
• Hair Color: black (colors vary).
• Eye Color: dark brown.
• Piercing(s): tongue piercing, belly button piercing, a helix piercing  and 2 lobes piercing on her left ear and two lobe piercings on her right ear.
• Tattoo(s): butterfly on her lower stomach, just above her [beep], a rose behind the nape of her neck, a dreamcatcher on her thigh and a trampstamp of a half angel and devil.
• Clothing Style: punk, grunge, dark and y, chic and flamboyant depending on her moods.

•.*★ chapter one。 introducing ning [tw: ual abuse, drug use, depression, self harm]

But I had never realized that the beautiful ones were mine too. I had a right to them. And the right to embrace them, regardless of what happened before and after.

Ning Yizhuo grew up in a single father household, her real father? Nope, her step father, oh yes. It was never a smooth ride with that man, her mother died from a heartattack at quite an early age, leading ning to be very suspicious. after all, the young girl in her mere teens was always curious about true crime documentaries, always wishing to be someone to take down the bad people, so she found it weird when her mother showed no signs and a massive heartattack hit. it can happen yes, but what made it even more suspicious was when all her shares went to her newly wedded husband of just under a year. they haven't even been dating that long and she rushed to marry the idiot and now here they are. 

Genuinely ning never liked him whatsoever and her blood never take him, it proved over the years of being under his roof, being her sole guardian at the age of 15 when her mother passed. she would be asleep and in he would walk into her room, feet light as a feather and you know how the story goes. she lost her ity to the hands of a monster, vile and ruthless. he plotted and toyed, used her body in ways no young woman should ever have to go through and experience. leading her to hangout with the bad company in school or around the block at home. she got into  petty crimes like stealing alcohol from convenience stores or even packets of condoms to around with, she even got into street racing at a tender age. Of course, without a license she couldn't partake fully and china was quite strict with that, however, she accompanied many of her older "men" in her life on their races and drags. Looking on and supporting while having a semi-full experience. She reveled in and pleasure ever since she got a taste for it from her wicked step-father. he never stopped using her filthy body (her way of seeing herself). 

When she turned age 18, she left home, never looked back and moved to haepung, it was hard, since she didn't know anyone, but a childhood friend (who moved to haepung with her) who offered their assistance in taking her with them back home (at their family's residence). they knew everything she went through and stood by her side through thick and thin. they even hooked up a lot of the times, but she never dated him. deciding that it's best to remain buddies. when she got to korea, she took some odd jobs to get by, to start saving up so she can find a place for herself, and move on to studying in college properly as she always wanted to.

Even with being a stoner, drunk, addict, street racing fanatic, getting into fights back in highschool and beating up anyone who bullies other kids - ning took her education very seriously and she still had that long-lasting dream of hers to get into criminology and put bad men and women behind bars. she wanted to help people, since she never got help herself. Ning always seeked out trouble, she's a bit of a red flag that way, she would venture into trouble and never run away from it. this was her way of escaping all the pain she went through, she was close to offing herself one night when her friend met her the same instance and stopped her. he introduced her to a pill to take the edge off, she started using, always being hooked because it helps her to numb away the pain when the big bad man comes into her room at night...

•.*★ chapter two。 ambitions, strength, courage & ruthlessness.

Ning was a great fighter, she got her beaten in many fights, against both genders but that never stopped her from standing up to the ones who are wrong and giving them a taste of their medicine. so when she moved to korea with her friend, ventured out into her own life, doing her own things, growing into the person she is today - she decided to take up kickboxing, martial arts and kungfu. all three making her into the tough cookie she is today. life is a pain but when she gives pain and receives it, it makes it a little more bearable. she even got a black belt in martial arts and become a part-time trainer at the studio where she does kick boxing, helping out the new women who come by, teaching them defense training and kickboxing combined. toughening them up for the scary world that's out there. 

Due to her tragic past, ning still relies on weed to take the edge off, she used numerous types of drugs in the past - not something she's too proud off, but it made her into who she is today. she tends to stick to weed majority of the times, it calms her and helps her with the darkness trying to cloud over her eyes, it's a scary thought when she looks back and wonders if she really took that jump - what would be her life now? heaven or hell? she enjoys going to parties and getting drunk, getting laid is a huge thing for her, since she's so dependent on . however, since attending university, ning has been linked with a group of kids known as the "outcasts", which she humbly accepts. Ning tends to get rowdy, she's a no nonsense person and she hates people on the whole, hence she picks fights, always getting into trouble and slapping around s if need be. she's not someone who sticks around with a friend for too long - since her level of trust is a bit low coming to people in general. The people she give some semblance of trust to her fellow street racers, that tight-knit crew she belongs to, they're like family— a new family found.

With a dark past and a lot of baggage on her back, ning tends to stick to herself, smoking a blunt and observing everything around her. one may even call her a - since she tends to act like a punk around groupies that call themselves 'the high and might chaebol'. she despises them no doubt. She's very much a party animal and enjoy having fun through and through, but still, ning keeps herself at arms length, always guarded, never trusting. Ning is a pile of complicated mess and if you wish to venture into her cold, demeaning persona, then you can try, but it won't be an easy ride. it's either you're disgusting to her, or beneficial to her. good luck. 

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ likes。
weed, vice, alcohol, , always looking for a way to find someone and get that relief from getting laid, street racing (taking part and watching). Street racing is a huge part of her life and the crew is where she finds herself belonging to — her calling of some sorts, along with criminology. 

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ dislikes。
obnoxious people in general, her step father, she's praying for his death day and night, if she wasn't too hell-bent on being focused on school, she would've done the deed herself. She can't stand rich and snobby people who wave their fortune before everyone.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ hobbies。
smoking, chilling with other outcasts at uni or her crew, watching true crime and any other crime documentaries, listening to podcasts, listening to music, especially heavy metal and rock, kickboxing, fighting, anything that gets her hands dirty and builds up a sweat, drag racing and street races which mind you she's pretty great at— one of the best female racers there is.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ secrets。
deep down, even though ning keeps pushing people away, all she wants is to be loved one day,  by someone special. with that being said, it's not going to be an easy task because she's not losing her pride and ego to let someone get that close to her easily.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ fears。
she's scared of losing hindsight of her studies with the overwhelming rage that's pestering her constantly to go back to her homeland and kill the man who ruined her life. she's scared that she would be locked up for life and never get where she wants to be.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ vices/bad habits。
Racing, drags, weed, ecstasy— liquid (occasionally) alcohol, , she has a tendency of looking for trouble, she picks fights a lot and wants to cause a ruckus, it's in her DNA. she also has a habit of sweet-talking people and pretending she genuinely likes them, when she simply wishes to use them for her pleasure or gain. she doesn't know how to take anyone seriously and has a huge issue with commitment. so just to have someone giving her what she needs, she acts a bit too nice which leads them to falling and that's when she pulls away and act like they never existed. A red flag through and through, she's the bad habit herself. 

•.*★ important。 hi my name is roza or you can call me ning either way I'm gmt-4 and before approaching me or before rping with me, i want you to know I'm a very slow rper and i take my time to reply, so you might get reply every few days or so bc this isn't my only rp and i don't just have here where i reply people and owe stuff to. make sure to read my profile, i know it's a lot, but take your time and skim through at least, just above here, you can hover over the pics for connections listed, it's not detailed for I wish for us to develop each to suit both our muses. Snag any you'd like, I don't mind. Some would be only ONE person or could be multiple. Just ask. 

•.*★ writing style。 I do 3rd pov multi para (although, I refrain from too many as of late due to irl and muse burn out but 3 paras would be a given!) Although, sometimes i may get carried away, especially if i enjoy the plot immensely but don't worry, i dont expect to be mirrored, just dont give me something i can't work with — lengthwise, i do try to mirror. in the ic chat room i tend to do a mix of second and first, depending...

•.*★ plotting style。 I prefer plotting over winging, unless our muses are in the ic room and they're hitting it off or something, then we can branch off from that and wing easily, but either way, i do like plotting and i tend to go in depth at times with the start up, build up/connection and wing it from there with discussing limits and do's and dont's with my partner.

To be honest, I also like writing starters and will most times if I know what I'm doing and if it makes sense for me to do it, but don't shove them on me. I get burned out doing so at times.

•.*★ overall。 I'm flexible with writing and willing to do whatever length and preference you do (just not novella or like 5+ paras mostlikely), i am fine with you doing first pov if that's your preference, once you don't mind me doing third. i am very slow like i said above, i prefer slow partners too, it helps me from being burnt out or pressured, but once you don't pressure me for replies, we'd be good even if you're a fast replier. Replies might come to each person I rp with once a week or two weeks tbh.

•.*★ important。 I will never poke you. Never poke me or I will ragequit/ignore you. You also don't need to remind me about me owing you a reply. I usually remember who I'm roleplaying with. Also refrain from using my activity or lack of it as an excuse to pester me about a reply. Doing like that will just annoy me and make me prolong sending something if I send something at all.

I'm usually very slow with my replies, sometimes because of the length, but sometimes because I'm just slow to do them. We can always drop/pick up our thread(s), but make sure you communicate with me. Also know that I might be active in the chat infrequently or a lot. 

Honestly, I prefer rping in rooms! i love making rps active and it's just a bit less cluster on my wall, i rather no wallposts until my muse has a s/o then that 's reserved for them. gpms are fine if you don't wish to do anything spicy in a rated room. but i don't do major rps in pms period. pms are strictly for ooc chat/plotting. gpms can be used for rated or triggering plots and other rps shall be done in rooms.

•.*★ ride or die。 0/1. 

friendship, fwb, hurt/comfort, unrequited love maybe?,  male, age 22-25..

you're that friend that's mentioned in her background. you know everything she went through, stood by her through thick and thin, you both hooked up a lot, you helped her cope by introducing her to ecstasy since she was already into weed. you're her ride or die and you have a very special place in her heart. you're the ONLY person who gets to see the real ning. you both tumble in the sheets when you need to relieve stress, but maybe for you it's a bit more? we'd discuss further...this could turn out to be unrequited love or unrequited affections.

•.*★ blind who?!。 0/1.

comedy, possible fwb or friendship, male, ages 22+

you and ning got set up on a blind date, how did this even happen? maybe you're an outcast such as herself at school or you're someone from the crew (street racer) perhaps your friend set it up, having an acquaintance with someone in her major, she's not the type to join clubs or much activities at uni (info for student if a student takes this) and she's very cold and mysterious which draws you in further, so how can you say no? you decided to give it a try, ning on the other hand was beyond annoyed and miserable. she wanted to get out quickly, however, you knew of her tendency to around and smoke weed and drink, so you offered to get a hooker at a pub for you two, go there, have fun and see how it goes... now this is a 'date' she can enjoy... do you guys go on more 'dates' or do you guys just remain friends? maybe you'd become a booty call who knows...

•.*★ mixed feels。 0/1

rivalry, frenemy, angst, hurt, female, ages 23+

you know ning since you've started school or since you've joined the crew (street racer) you both never got along, not that ning even gave you half a chance to try and get along with her, that would've been too kind of her of course, and she's not merciful. not like you can give her anything, unless you were willing to play along with her antics and give her a good one-night stand, maybe party it up with her a bit, then she can say you're useful. you never liked how ning tends to look for fights and get in trouble a lot, nor did you like that she's always always a thrill seeker on races— always winning but at what cost (for steet racer) you always saw her as some lost soul, always trying to reach out and HELP her in some way. and that's the one thing ning HATES more than anything else, is gaining pity from someone and them wanting to barge in and help her, it disgusts her, you disgust her and she glowers at you any chance she gets. she even tries to start a fight with you at one point because you're simply annoying as heck...