Personal Message

✧˚ b. wooseok 
i wouldn't mind waking up at the funeral home with jong standing over me 

✧˚ k. sunwoo
I'm okay with jongs balls only

Description
 
no church in the wild.

 

   what's a god to a non-believer,
   WHO DON'T BELIEVE IN ANYTHING?

    played by yours truly, nihilist

 
the skin.
第一の.

01.

  • Name: Park "Jay" Jongseong.
  • Date of Birth: 27 March 1999 (25).
  • Place of Birth: Boston, United States.
  • Nationality: Korean-American.
  • Spoken Languages:
    • English (native)
    • Korean (conversational)
  • Orientation: Panual, Antiromantic.
  • Relationship Status: Single.
  • Love Language: Words of affirmation.

02.

  • Occupation:
    Boston Uni. School of Medicine, Med. Student
    (3 years, inactive).
    Tufts Medical Center, Surgical Resident
    (3 years, inactive).
    Serenity Memorial Services, Funeral Director
    (5 years, active).
  • Years Active: 2014 - Present.
  • SNS
    • @boygrim (personal, private)
      - instagram.

03.

  • Faceclaim: Enhypen's Park Jongseong, Jay.
  • Height: 5"11, 182 cm.
  • Hair Color: Naturally kept black.
  • Eye Color: Dark brown.
  • Piercings: Both lobes, and conch (left ear) with a former lip ring (bottom-right side).
  • Scars: (trigger warning: self-harm) Several self-inflicted small cuts all over his hands.
  • Tattoos: None.
  • Health issues: Clinical-diagnosed Depression.
    (easily irritable even over small matters, may suffer from feelings of hopelessness at times.)
the bones.
第二の.

Shrouded in the affluence of a wealthy family from the United States, Jongseong's life was marked by a relentless pursuit of respect and identity amid the shadows of his two brothers. As the middle child, he faced the challenge of distinguishing himself, leading him to immerse himself in academics, where he excelled. Choosing a path in medicine, despite its reputation for mundanity, allowed him to earn his parents' approval, and he graduated with honors, eventually becoming a surgical resident.

However, his promising career took a devastating turn when the senior surgeon he trained under set him up, blaming Jongseong for a tragic error that resulted in a patient's death. Branded as a scapegoat, he was stripped of his position and ostracized, prompting a sudden departure to haepung without a word to his family.

Finding refuge with his uncle, Jongseong took on the role of his prodigal son, becoming involved in the family funeral service business, Serenity Memorial services. Yet, as he uncovered the dark truths behind this business, he discovered its sinister connections to the underworld—specifically, its ties to the black market trade with human organs. This revelation plunged him into a morally ambiguous world, where the lines between the living and the dead blurred. 

Pushing past the thick walls of doubt over his own skills and experience, Jongseong inevitably resumed his surgical practice, growing increasingly numb to the ethical dilemmas around him. Drawn by the allure of financial gain and the protection and prestige that his operations offered, he navigated this treacherous path, forever changed by the dualities of his past and present.


 

Tears on the mausoleum floor,
Blood stains the Colosseum doors.

  • Zodiac Sign: Taurus.
  • MBTI: ISTJ-A (logistician).
  • Temperament: Melancholic.
  • Moral Alignment: Neutral Evil.
  • Pros: Loyal. Rational. Perceptive. Independent.
  • Cons: Stubborn. Resentful. Impatient. Irritable. 
  • Life Motto:
    "If I can't move heaven, I will raise hell." Originally in Latin, 'Flectere si nequeo superos, Acheronta movebo.' Despite any previous setbacks in his life, he refuses to be hindered and further more, defined by them.
  • Influences:
    Who he listens to: Nirvana, Guns N' Roses, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Oasis, Radiohead.
the veins.
第三の.

Positives:

Likes: Candlelit spaces. Coffee. Whiskey. Dark Humor. Authenticity. Art. Psychological thriller, horror, and crime genres. Dior Sauvage Cologne.

Hobbies: Billiards. Martial Arts. Journalling. Reading. Watching documentaries. Cooking (Italian cuisine). Visting Art Galleries. Attending Car shows. People Watching.

Good Habits: Listening before speaking. Offering advice when asked and deemed necessary.

Negatives:

Dislikes: Superficiality. Hypocrisy. Gossip. Wasting time. Unkempt Spaces. Lack of personal space (with people he doesn't know well).

Fears: Being a failure. Being vulnerable.

Bad Habits: Self-isolating. Overthinking. Smoking (frequently). Drinking (occasionally). Leg unconsciously shaking while sitting (more often due to stress).

Trivia:

Despite his inclination of listening to 90s Rock classics, when it comes to concentration especially with surgical procedures, he tends to gravitate towards listening to Classical music instead.

He has a penchant for wearing leather gloves, often fingerless, which he claims are a fashion statement. However, they primarily serve to conceal the scars that cover his hands.

He owns a Black E40 BMW, a gift from his uncle father upon reaching the milestone of staying for a year in the family funeral business.

He once aimed to become a cardiothoracic surgeon, but due to unfortunate circumstances settled on becoming a general surgeon.

He keeps 3 separate phones: the first one made to focus on funeral home services, the second one made to keep in contact with black market affiliates, and the third being a personal phone for himself.

the heart.
第四の.
 
uNKNOWN.
n/a
 
n/a

                     Might see you in my nightmares;
                           Oh, how'd you get there?

the mind.
第五の.

Before You Approach Me

Important. Please try to have something in mind and read my profile before actually talking to me about roleplaying. If you'd like, feel free to send me a random starter! The more unique or out of the box, the better.

Mun's timezone is GMT +8 with a sporadic sleep schedule, so you will easily catch me on and off. I'd like to think I'm relatively chill, so don't hesitate to approach me for anything.

01.

Writing style. I do script and para, whilst being fairly flexible with povs. Lengthwise, I try my best to adjust and mirror with whatever my writing partner is most comfortable with.

Plotting style. I prefer mostly plotting over winging, but do not mind both. My favourite genres can fluctuate from a variety of themes depending on my mood and the dynamic of characters but overall, I'm chill with most topics and I do like meshing ideas together whilst letting there be enough room for the plot to flow.

Should you be curious, however, my favourite genres tend to gravitate more towards slice of life, angst and drama. I'm capable of diving into NSFW themes as I am of age, although may only be included so long as it contributes to character development and/or the plot itself. Anything otherwise may easily burn me out.

I'm also fine with writing starters and will do so most times if I have enough of base to work with and if it makes sense for me to do it.

I would appreciate it if you do not poke me. I'm able to keep track of most, if not, all threads I've got and will most likely get to them in an adequate amount of time (rarely later than 4-5 days) because I'd genuinely want to push out quality replies, especially if my muse is on the rise. Communication is key, so please do feel free to tell me whether you'd like to add to the plot, start another one or simply drop a thread.

02.

Location preferences. Honestly speaking, I tend to go and roleplay anywhere I can. I like using rooms for the most part just for the sake of keeping up with activity, walls when I'm busy, and I'm okay with PMs as well. Most plots I do are public friendly too with or without trigger warnings included, and when they aren't, I take them to PMs.

the soul.
第六の.

Plotting.

  • Kang Hara.
  • Baek Songmin.
  • Kim Sunwoo.

Pending.

  • Kim Bona, SFS - starter to post.

Ongoing.

  • Yeh Shuhua, Clinic - replied.
  • Go Minsi, Calls - replied.

Updated on 11/14.
Currently accepting plots, and connections.