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✶ FOR PLOTTING. plotting takes place strictly in pms. i rather keep my wall clean, like to rp in rooms specifically. if you like my muse's profile and wish to plot, don't be scared or hesitant, shoot me a pm and we can discuss different ideas. genre wise - I like majority of all genres, especially drama, angst, mature themes depending, a little spice is nice, however, romance and fluff are never plotted beforehand, my muse isn't anyone's endgame, I rather that happen naturally if our muses vibe together and they got that chemistry, then sure. this character is pretty triggering maybe for some, since it have a lot of paranormal activity background laced behind who she is, with entities and spiritual and paranormal encounters, if it triggers you, don't read further down, thank you. i wanted to try something new so I say, why tf not.
✶ TIME ZONE & PACE. gmt-4 is my timezone and my pace for replies vary. but really I rather slower paced replies, so I take my time and give out a good reply rather than something half-
✶ OOC AGE & MATURE THREADS. I'm a 96 liner and I'm perfectly fine with rated threads, gore and horror and the likes, I'm pretty much open to any and everything, so please feel free to ask. nsfw [] stuff, i rather take to gpms.
✶ WRITING STYLE. 3rd detailed, multi-para, length varies, sometimes I may get carried away but I try to refrain from the novella lengths due to burn-out. as of late I just rather short paras like 3 max.
✶ GENRE LIMITS. romance and fluff, I rather happen naturally for chemistry to really be built between the muses. i'm pretty much open to any genre, just run it by me first, i'd love to hear your ideas.
✶ TAGGING. tag me in all replies please, in case I miss anything, if it's general chatroom, I would check it and be there now and again but again - slow replier in general.
✶ BIG NO-NOS. I'm open to any and everything, just no and golden showers pls, thanks.
✶ TIME ZONE & PACE. gmt-4 is my timezone and my pace for replies vary. but really I rather slower paced replies, so I take my time and give out a good reply rather than something half-
✶ OOC AGE & MATURE THREADS. I'm a 96 liner and I'm perfectly fine with rated threads, gore and horror and the likes, I'm pretty much open to any and everything, so please feel free to ask. nsfw [] stuff, i rather take to gpms.
✶ WRITING STYLE. 3rd detailed, multi-para, length varies, sometimes I may get carried away but I try to refrain from the novella lengths due to burn-out. as of late I just rather short paras like 3 max.
✶ GENRE LIMITS. romance and fluff, I rather happen naturally for chemistry to really be built between the muses. i'm pretty much open to any genre, just run it by me first, i'd love to hear your ideas.
✶ TAGGING. tag me in all replies please, in case I miss anything, if it's general chatroom, I would check it and be there now and again but again - slow replier in general.
✶ BIG NO-NOS. I'm open to any and everything, just no and golden showers pls, thanks.
The Basics
General Trivia
- Alias(es): Bella (job's name)
- Date of Birth: 22nd August, 1994 (Age 30).
- Zodiac Sign: Leo.
- Place of Birth: Daejeon, Seoul, SK.
- Nationality: Korean.
- Current Location: Haepung.
- Known Languages: Korean, English, Spanish.
- Occupation: Parapsychologist (in training).
- Romatic Orientation: Heteroromantic.
- ual Orientation: Heteroual.
- Relationship Status: Divorced — Single.
- SNS: @xxmoon.ig.
Appearance Trivia
- Height: 169 cm (5’7").
- Blood Type: A.
- Hair Color: black at the moment.
- Eye Color: dark brown.
- Piercings: 7 ear piercings, tongue piercing and a navel piercing.
- Tattoos: 4
- rose on the right side of her chest/cleavage, tramp stamp of a she devil, rainbow colored feather on her ankle, dreamcatcher on her left thigh.
- Scars: forehead from an incident when she was a kid.
- Personal Aesthetic: flamboyant and chic.
The Story
Part I
life
Looking at Gayoung, people may think that she was born with a silver spoon in , frankly that was not the case. Gayoung was born in a single parent home, her father leaving her mother for a younger woman, abandoning them when she was only just one year old. Never wishing to meet the man who donated his - she had nothing to do with him, not even when he died of cancer, he was long dead to her anyways. Over the years of growing up, she has sacrificed, watch her mother toil and give up a lot just for her happiness, being an only child was quite lonely. It's how she ended up becoming a target for manifestations in the night - but it wasn't becoming on her randomly.
In fact, Gayoung went to spend a weekend by her cousins and they had something called a "Ouija Board," one may see it in many horror films, so what's the harm right? First of all, young and dumb kids, following zero rules. Apparently you gotta do so many different things when handling spirits and talking to them, however, the kids thought it was just for kicks, who would've known that reaching out into another realm - there's actually another side? A dangerous side and when something negative, a spirit, an entity, get a whiff of your pure innocent soul, that's it. They latch on and cross right back over. The temptation is real and prominent as day.
That is what ed up her entire life, it's how Gayoung ended up in this predicament. If asked why her life took a turn for hell, she would give this story. It's sort of how she ended up with a demonic entity latched onto her for the remainder of her childhood, teenage and part of her adulthood years.
In fact, Gayoung went to spend a weekend by her cousins and they had something called a "Ouija Board," one may see it in many horror films, so what's the harm right? First of all, young and dumb kids, following zero rules. Apparently you gotta do so many different things when handling spirits and talking to them, however, the kids thought it was just for kicks, who would've known that reaching out into another realm - there's actually another side? A dangerous side and when something negative, a spirit, an entity, get a whiff of your pure innocent soul, that's it. They latch on and cross right back over. The temptation is real and prominent as day.
That is what ed up her entire life, it's how Gayoung ended up in this predicament. If asked why her life took a turn for hell, she would give this story. It's sort of how she ended up with a demonic entity latched onto her for the remainder of her childhood, teenage and part of her adulthood years.
"Nothing lasts forever..."
anguish
✶ ⁞ important。 For tws: paralysis demon/ual abuse/trauama/ self-harm/ ual activities/ heavy drinking & drugs.
Ever heard about a demon latching onto you, ever heard about paralysis demons? They may sound fake, but are so very real, more than you would ever know. Gayoung has first hand experience with this and hence, she became a parapsychologist apprentice in training, in order to help others with such things. At age 18 is when it all started, the insomnia, bad dreams, nightmares that feels too vivid to count as just a mere dream, how could it be? Why does she feel this thing, this being, a heavy force pushing her body down against the bed? Choking her, strangling her, she can't move or even shift a bit. Nor could she scream to her mother for help. It was a nightly occurrence, she slipped into a major headstead of depressive episodes, sending her insane to the point where she simply wanted to harm herself so badly that she would be long gone, nonexistent in this world. What kept her trying and going was her loving mother, how could she leave her precious lifeline and ruin her life?
Her mother was her driving force, by the time it got to be physically abusive with marks around from being strangled, added to bite marks on her inner thighs, by her s and on her arms, even one on her cheek one night, she specifically felt the way the entity violated her. Screaming - but her voice never once coming out - it was tragic and one of the worst experiences she ever had to go through. What makes it worse was that Gayoung was a at the time and she felt violated from head to toe - no longer pure or worthy of finding a man to settle down with and have after marriage. After all, she grew up in a steadfast, religious home and believed in her morals of finding the love of your life, marrying him and then having .
Times surely have changed because with years of this suffering, time and time again- no one can seem to help her, she partied, smoked, did drugs, any quick fix that could her out of her mind so bad that she can pass out and not feel the way the demon messed with her mind, body and soul. Gayoung turned to the darker side of life, always exposing herself to danger, being depressed majority of her life, never holding a job, never bothering to focus on achieving any goals in life, studies be damned. Her mother was broken seeing her daughter become this person, until, one day, there was an advertisement and program of a parapsychologist and exorcist. Many people voiced and vouched their wholehearted thanks to this man, her mother thought it may be best to try.
What was a very long process, at age 22 she finally became a bit more of herself, it took a matter of two years of work in progress, the man working with her, helping her, healing her and cleansing their home, banishing the entities bothering her, more than one indeed, yes. When he did a read on her, he could've instantly tell that this young woman was special, what people call "being born with a veil over your eye" giving you the "gift", clarity and skill to see beyond the border that separates our world from the other side, the unknown, the paranormal. It's how she ended up becoming his apprentice when she was in her late year of being 24 years old. Becoming who she is today.
Starting her education late was better than never - studying psychology, still doing her psychology degree whereas training under the man who guided her into being who she is today, at age 30 years of age - she's a certified, well-trained, and professional parapsychologist.
Her mother was her driving force, by the time it got to be physically abusive with marks around from being strangled, added to bite marks on her inner thighs, by her s and on her arms, even one on her cheek one night, she specifically felt the way the entity violated her. Screaming - but her voice never once coming out - it was tragic and one of the worst experiences she ever had to go through. What makes it worse was that Gayoung was a at the time and she felt violated from head to toe - no longer pure or worthy of finding a man to settle down with and have after marriage. After all, she grew up in a steadfast, religious home and believed in her morals of finding the love of your life, marrying him and then having .
Times surely have changed because with years of this suffering, time and time again- no one can seem to help her, she partied, smoked, did drugs, any quick fix that could her out of her mind so bad that she can pass out and not feel the way the demon messed with her mind, body and soul. Gayoung turned to the darker side of life, always exposing herself to danger, being depressed majority of her life, never holding a job, never bothering to focus on achieving any goals in life, studies be damned. Her mother was broken seeing her daughter become this person, until, one day, there was an advertisement and program of a parapsychologist and exorcist. Many people voiced and vouched their wholehearted thanks to this man, her mother thought it may be best to try.
What was a very long process, at age 22 she finally became a bit more of herself, it took a matter of two years of work in progress, the man working with her, helping her, healing her and cleansing their home, banishing the entities bothering her, more than one indeed, yes. When he did a read on her, he could've instantly tell that this young woman was special, what people call "being born with a veil over your eye" giving you the "gift", clarity and skill to see beyond the border that separates our world from the other side, the unknown, the paranormal. It's how she ended up becoming his apprentice when she was in her late year of being 24 years old. Becoming who she is today.
Starting her education late was better than never - studying psychology, still doing her psychology degree whereas training under the man who guided her into being who she is today, at age 30 years of age - she's a certified, well-trained, and professional parapsychologist.
Throwback to when Gayoung was 26 years old, she wanted to start a new, fresh life and she met the man to do that with, young, rich, tall, handsome, well-mannered to her mother and even to her. the first year was ideal and perfect with him. She figured now, that she rushed into the engagement and marriage, because it was that which was needed by this monstrous man to tie her down and torture her in ways she never thought would've been possible with him. She always saw her ex-husband as someone in a perfect light. He was enigmatic and charming to others, at home? Rowdy, abusive, possessive, jealous, and very controlling. He manipulated her in many ways, verbal, emotional and mental abuse came at her. Even a couple of bruises showed on her skin to support the claim.
Later down the line, at age 28 Gayoung managed to get out the marriage, filed a divorce, put him in court and won the case. She was grateful to her mentor for aiding her in these trying times. Gayoung solely believed that she would be able to 'change' him for the better. He can be saved, fixed, just like the broken homes she fixes when helping families who are in need of spiritual guidance. Wrong! The man would never change and Gayoung knew she had to get out.
Leading to where she is now, Gayoung started a brand new life at Haepung. Her mother is still in their hometown, which she visits often, her pillar and backbone truly. She's currently trying to make a life here, it has been three years since she moved to Haepung for something new, helping people along the way even in the niche, little seabreeze community. Without the looming danger of her ex-husband, hopefully he would never show his face to her, just maybe this would be her ticket to becoming the best version of herself and helping people as how she wished she could've been helped back then. Currently she's working under her mentor with helping people in the paranormal aspect, and psychologically, she works in the local clinic as a clinical psychologist tending to patients in need. she currently works there four days of the week - the days vary.
Part II
Parapsychology
What is a parapsychologist you may ask? Parapsychology is a field of study that investigates paranormal or “psychic" phenomena, including purported mental abilities such as telepathy and telekinesis. Parapsychologists aim to test the existence and explore the nature of experiences and abilities in the paranormal realm. Parapsychology involves the study of a variety of proposed psychic phenomena by scientists and scholars, including the search for evidence of their existence. Among these phenomena are:
- Precognition: perceiving information the future, such as in a vision or dream.
- Clairvoyance: perceiving information about distant locations.
- Telepathy: communicating mind-to-mind (without the use of normal senses).
- Extrasensory perception (ESP): perception that seems to transcend the five senses, encompassing the above terms.
- Psychokinesis or telekinesis: manipulating objects with the power of the mind.
- Out-of-body experiences (OBEs) (such as perceiving one’s own body from above).
- Apparitions and hauntings.
The Vibes
MBTI (infj)
INFJ characters like Gayoung are known for their ability to understand others' emotions and their strong desire to make a positive difference in the world. As the rarest MBTI personality type actually, it is often associated with those who are idealistic, organized, and value meaningful relationships. She understands and empathizes a lot and creates harmony wherever she goes.
Moral Alignment
Chaotic Neutral:
A chaotic neutral character follows their whims. They're an individualist first and last. They value their own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. They avoid authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral character does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, they would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others) or evil (and a desire to make those different from himself suffer).
A chaotic neutral character may be unpredictable, but their behavior is not totally random. They're not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it. Chaotic neutral is the best alignment you can be because it represents true freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal. Chaotic neutral can be a dangerous alignment when it seeks to eliminate all authority, harmony, and order in society.
A chaotic neutral character follows their whims. They're an individualist first and last. They value their own liberty but doesn't strive to protect others' freedom. They avoid authority, resents restrictions, and challenges traditions. A chaotic neutral character does not intentionally disrupt organizations as part of a campaign of anarchy. To do so, they would have to be motivated either by good (and a desire to liberate others) or evil (and a desire to make those different from himself suffer).
A chaotic neutral character may be unpredictable, but their behavior is not totally random. They're not as likely to jump off a bridge as to cross it. Chaotic neutral is the best alignment you can be because it represents true freedom from both society's restrictions and a do-gooder's zeal. Chaotic neutral can be a dangerous alignment when it seeks to eliminate all authority, harmony, and order in society.
Positives
Strengths: commanding when need to be, a driven leader, empathetic and understanding, very in tune with her emotions and others, willing to help anyone once it's in her power.
Likes: anything to do with the paranormal and psychology to be frank. working with others, helping others. her mom is her entire world. animals, especially dogs, although, she has a pet squirrel that she adores just as much. reading, dancing in her free time, posting on social media such as tiktok and Instagram reels. she has a work instagram account detailing paranormal findings and mild triggering findings in her jobs, if you wish for it you can simply ask. [pls don't bc not like i made one for her zzz]
Likes: anything to do with the paranormal and psychology to be frank. working with others, helping others. her mom is her entire world. animals, especially dogs, although, she has a pet squirrel that she adores just as much. reading, dancing in her free time, posting on social media such as tiktok and Instagram reels. she has a work instagram account detailing paranormal findings and mild triggering findings in her jobs, if you wish for it you can simply ask. [pls don't bc not like i made one for her zzz]
Negatives
Weaknesses: trusting too easily, being a bit too bossy at times, not able to take criticism sometimes, depending... jumping into decisions too quickly and instantly regretting.
Dislikes: anyone with an almighty attitude, anything that's on the other side, coming over to cause harm and mischief to others, animal abusers and overly loud people, even if it's amusing since she's quite loud herself.
Dislikes: anyone with an almighty attitude, anything that's on the other side, coming over to cause harm and mischief to others, animal abusers and overly loud people, even if it's amusing since she's quite loud herself.
Hobbies & Habits
Hobbies: dancing, reading, drinking tea and just thinking about life, she procastinates a lot, doodling mindlessly but at it, volunteering and helping others while also seeking out adventures with extreme sports or any outdoor activity.
Good Habits: she works hard no matter what, giving her all and never giving up, she's a fighter, not a quitter.
Bad Habits: trust people too easily, she's a psychology major, yet gets chained up far too easily.
Good Habits: she works hard no matter what, giving her all and never giving up, she's a fighter, not a quitter.
Bad Habits: trust people too easily, she's a psychology major, yet gets chained up far too easily.
Secrets & Fears
Secrets They'll Share: she's not as brave as she comes off. some of the things she sees since her eyes are truly open - kills her on the inside.
Secrets Kept to Themself: since a demon was attached to her, it never wanted Gayoung to find love or happiness, deep down? she may look and seem happy, but she wishes for that fairytale ending with a prince charming. definitely not the tragic horror story she had with her ex-husband. as a divorcee, she thinks this may be quite impossible.
Known Fears: the dark.
Unrecognized Fears: her job (even if she loves doing what she does, she enjoys helping others, it scares the out of her.)
Secrets Kept to Themself: since a demon was attached to her, it never wanted Gayoung to find love or happiness, deep down? she may look and seem happy, but she wishes for that fairytale ending with a prince charming. definitely not the tragic horror story she had with her ex-husband. as a divorcee, she thinks this may be quite impossible.
Known Fears: the dark.
Unrecognized Fears: her job (even if she loves doing what she does, she enjoys helping others, it scares the out of her.)
Other Personality Info
Gayoung is a sweet, mature and wise woman, don't be shy, come and say hello and dabble within a parapsychologist's mind.
Relationships wanted
name here
Relationship Level
Platonic [m/f - 01] ✦ someone from her past. perhaps they met in her hometown via vacation of your muse or she went to vacation in your homelands. or perhaps it's because of studies, camp, we could play around with different ideas, in case if your muse isn't from daejeon. someone she confided in about her dark, messy past, her childhood, the trauma. .you're her confidant, someone who never looked at her funnily, as if she was crazy, delusional and making things up for clout.
you always supported her just as her mother did. you're a best friend, soulmate, someone she holds dear and would never give up for the world. you both parted ways when she got married, due to her restricted, controlling husband. she wasn't even allowed to continue training under her mentor for long as well, she took a break. so this wasn't a surprise when you weren't able to even see her anymore. you both lost touch - gayoung assumed or felt like it was pathetic coming back to you and reaching out. you may judge her for her allowing a man to come in and control her choices and life. she wasn't sure how you'd react to her seeking you out once more.
you always supported her just as her mother did. you're a best friend, soulmate, someone she holds dear and would never give up for the world. you both parted ways when she got married, due to her restricted, controlling husband. she wasn't even allowed to continue training under her mentor for long as well, she took a break. so this wasn't a surprise when you weren't able to even see her anymore. you both lost touch - gayoung assumed or felt like it was pathetic coming back to you and reaching out. you may judge her for her allowing a man to come in and control her choices and life. she wasn't sure how you'd react to her seeking you out once more.
at haepung it was pretty easy when you two meet. could be random in the town chat, could be reached out via connections, could be via social media. we can discuss this and the dynamic of how their friendship would be.
name here
Relationship Level
Antagonistic [m - 0/2] ✦ so i can go two ways with this. really want to try and find an ex-husband for her. maybe currently he's actually a changed man etc. we can discuss accordingly. but he had a ed up past and he treated gayoung like absolute . he was the biggest red flag she ever met. traumatized her to no end, up until today, she has scars and baggage from what was done to her thanks to you. this prevents gayoung from even actively seeking out relationships that come her way. you did a number on her and meeting you in haepung - her safe haven of all places, worse yet, it was on a job?! you're having paranormal problems at home OR it could psychological issues, since she's a also a clinical psychologist and she works at the local clinic aiding patients in need. this meet up would bring her back down a tragic memory lane, which she rather not visit, but you insist you're a changed man and just wish to make ammends to get that guilt off of your chest. karma and all. does she forgive you or not?
the second way this connection can go is with someone in her work. perhaps it's someone working at the clinic and they know about gayoung paranormal aspect, they despise that and call it shenanigans, thinking she's just another shaman pretending to do god's work when she's nothing but a fraud. however, all that belief and distaste simmer down eventually. she still hate your guts and you do her - but what happens when you needed her help because something from the clinic - or wherever [doesn't need to be someone working at the clinic] died or maybe you even was involved in a hit or run - something tragic, caused a lost soul, angry and volatile to latch onto you and create complications and put you in harm's way. and who do you turn to for help? no other than gayoung.
the second way this connection can go is with someone in her work. perhaps it's someone working at the clinic and they know about gayoung paranormal aspect, they despise that and call it shenanigans, thinking she's just another shaman pretending to do god's work when she's nothing but a fraud. however, all that belief and distaste simmer down eventually. she still hate your guts and you do her - but what happens when you needed her help because something from the clinic - or wherever [doesn't need to be someone working at the clinic] died or maybe you even was involved in a hit or run - something tragic, caused a lost soul, angry and volatile to latch onto you and create complications and put you in harm's way. and who do you turn to for help? no other than gayoung.
NB: the ex-husband would be for male strictly. but the second option could be male or female!
name here
Relationship Level
Romantic possibly [m ] ✦ so this would be with someone that i feel vibe well with her, maybe they hit it off in the town chat, or via a plot even or threading etc. we can see how this goes, but it would be basically going with the natural vibe and feeling and seeing how things turn out. maybe she found her prince charming? who knows. this connection would most-definitely need to be played by air. because it's something i don't wish to do with any and anyone of course, i want it to happen naturally while doing a connection with someone or if it's with someone who ends up talking to her a lot in the town chat and they could try a couple of dates if they hit it off and see how things flow from there.
NB: i would leave it as any amount - since this could go with trial and error like blind dates with anyone who hit it off with her or vibe with this muse and want to trial and error some blind dates. it does not have to end with end game, because i rather that come naturally. if the blind dates pop off well and it naturally leads down that road, then okay!
name here
Relationship Level
Professional [m/f - 0/3] ✦ this would be in the work environment, whether it's paranormal or psychological. it can be neutral, good or very bad. it could be competitive, friends in the making, already established friendship, possibly even someone whom she sneaks around with in the clinic and have fun with. it can lead to numerous possibilities. it would be fun to have her having some co-workers in the mix, having people who either hate her for what she is about or like how unique and special she seems to be. admiration can come about in the form of how professional and steadfast and strong she is while completing a job as well. so this as well is a connection that can be played by air, since there are too many possibilities. but it would have to definitely be someone who's in the same line of work - whether it's paranormal stuff or psychological/clinic related [doctor, nurse, staff member, someone in the psychological department, etc.]
name here
Relationship Level
Familial [m/f - 2/4] brothers found ✦ looking for something along the lines of her having maybe a long-lost sibling? half-sibling at that. since her father did run off on her mother and her and left them for a younger woman. so it would be someone younger of course. perhaps, you knew of her and her mother, and always took notice of her on social media, and eventually reached out. she never cared for much of her father's family honestly. so you reaching out would be a bit of a wary thing for her, she would be hesitant, but also would be a little curious to see what you really are about. i personally would rather a younger half-brother. but even a sister would be fine also.
for another part of this connection, you could be one of the cousins she dabbled with the ouija board when you guys were kids. but nothing ever bothered you like it did to her. because you didn't have the sight like she did. but perhaps you guys grew distant over the years and maybe met back at haepung. when she married she lost contact with everyone - but her mother, thankfully. so this is a reuinion between you both. it could be tense, or it can be lighthearted and nice. either way, i think it would be fun having a cousin or two who took part in the seance back then, and understand her a little bit or at least try to understand her as time goes on.
for another part of this connection, you could be one of the cousins she dabbled with the ouija board when you guys were kids. but nothing ever bothered you like it did to her. because you didn't have the sight like she did. but perhaps you guys grew distant over the years and maybe met back at haepung. when she married she lost contact with everyone - but her mother, thankfully. so this is a reuinion between you both. it could be tense, or it can be lighthearted and nice. either way, i think it would be fun having a cousin or two who took part in the seance back then, and understand her a little bit or at least try to understand her as time goes on.
They pick me down to the bone, without a glance I go. I keep my cool way, don't ignore my voice. Call me a , maybe I want to be one. I'm more than just your pretty face, you have no idea, do you?
#tag something here
♡ 123,456,789
in this ugly world where the color is fading. you're beautiful in every color&shade
07
november
