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AndIn the endAll I learnedWas howTo Be StrongAlone.
— Insert Name of Quoter
Background
TW/// Abuse/child loss/neglect/violence
Bayi never had the perfect family. His parents struggled to get pregnant, and every time they managed to do so, they found out they were going to have a girl, but their joy was quickly taken away. They give it one more try, and it was a miracle, Bayi was born.
His father thought differently; when he found out his wife was to have a baby boy, he was outraged by the news and attempted to make his wife terminate the pregnancy. The wife managed to convince and beg him for them to keep the baby, a first step in the father's hatred for his own son. His wife wanted a son, another male betta fish in their home.
Bayi's father was cold and disconnected, he never once hold their only child, didn't care if the baby was wailing for something. This made it hard for the mother, being a single parent proved to be difficult so she had to hire a second hand, a full time nanny to care of Bayi.
Each year that went by, his father got jealous, and his rage grew. Seeing his son become close to his wife made him snap without hesitation. Anytime Bayi made a mistake, spoke up, cried or did anything not "alpha' like, he was punished. Eventually he would grow up with a mask, no emotions and a fear of messing up, especially in front of other alphas.
At the age of ten, he was forced to be adopted by his nanny, his mother feared that one day she would wake up to her son dead and by the hands of her own husband. It hurt her so much to give away her only child, she couldn't leave her husband unless she wanted them both to be dead.
Bayi was only able to visit his parents, they were short trips just to make sure nothing would arise between the father's hatred. It seemed to work most of the time, once in a while Bayi left the home emotionless and bruised up.
At the age of 18, this chapter would come to an end. During a terrible visit, Bayi snapped, he caved in to his own hatred, he fought his father till the mother had to peel them away....and by his own mother, tears in her eyes, she begged for him to never return, to leave them alone.
His new story began, he became an actor, he became a person unaware of what all the emotions felt like. He became terrified of alphas, though he knew how to be civil and polite with them, though you would never see him become friends with a single alpha.
He took a hobby in drawing, either detailed mandalas or unsettling therapeutical art. He only ever show the first type of art, he was rather afraid of what others would say about his twisted, dark drawings, his emotions and thoughts that wish to be free in some way. Till this day, Bayi sometimes wishes he was a girl because then he wouldn't be like this, he would be loved by his parents.
All that matters to Bayi, is that one day his parents will see him on tv and maybe they will love him for his talent and passions. Maybe they will want him back.
Future plans: Bayi will kill his dad during a fight so just a heads up if that ain't your cup of tea. And he might...become delirious for a bit afterward.
Personality
Traits
Masked Version: Calm, Reserved, Polite, Soft-Spoken, Doesn't know what he likes in bed or in romantic situations, Is a switch because he'll be whatever people want him to be, A doormat that pleases everyone and anyone, no matter what.
True Self: Error?????
True Self: Error?????
Likes
Art, Reading, Musesums, Hot Cocoa, Sweets, People watching, Going for walk
Dislikes
Alphas, Messing up, His dad, Getting caught in his mistakes
Hobbies
Art, drawing, watching people
Fears
Alphas, His Dad
Lover???? Error???
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To my dear [insert nickname],
Disclaimer: Bayi doesn't understand nor has never experienced what it means to fall in love. He will say yes to being asked out, but doesn't realize you should only say yes if you have feelings. It will be a long journey and growth for Bayi to figure out his feelings and to find out what love is. Bayi is emotionally unavailable. Ooc if your fc likes Bayi, please approach me ooc so no feelings will get hurt, and we can discuss if a romantic future is possible for Bayi and your character.
Disclaimer: Bayi doesn't understand nor has never experienced what it means to fall in love. He will say yes to being asked out, but doesn't realize you should only say yes if you have feelings. It will be a long journey and growth for Bayi to figure out his feelings and to find out what love is. Bayi is emotionally unavailable. Ooc if your fc likes Bayi, please approach me ooc so no feelings will get hurt, and we can discuss if a romantic future is possible for Bayi and your character.
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To my dear [insert nickname],
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Ooc
- I'm a very anxious bean; I may check up on your well-being often when rping. If your character likes any of mine, please reach out to me ooc, and maybe we can discuss if our characters will mingle or connect in a romantic matter, or if not at least we know ooc.
- Always up for plotting, so let me know
- Dec-March is my off season from work so I will be active, if I am still working at the same job, summer time I am less active as I am working a lot more....lol sometimes 6-12 days in a row, customers sometimes zap my energy to write.
- Lets have fun and know you are loved, Drink some water you stinker
Xue Bayi
25 years old
Alpha/Switch
Ylang Ylang & Patchouli
Betta Fish
Single
Actor/Model
Trigger Warning FC
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