Personal Message
About Me
⠀⊹ Kwon Jiyong
⠀⊹ apartment 128
⠀⊹ 36 yrs old/ August 18 1988
⠀⊹ Bigbang/ Rapper/Songwriter
⠀⊹ Omega/ Switch, for now, only tops. "No way I'm giving my to you, 병신."
⠀⊹ Hybrid Hint: cold-blooded 
⠀⊹ Bergamot, Vanilla, Sandalwood
⠀⊹ cycle: 11-13
⠀⊹ Romance is off the table till I'm 50, so bye~
Interests
Princess Zoa Kwon
 
Lye
Chanel
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connection
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trivia
⊹ likes:  Fashion(Chanel), his collection of scarves, accessories, producing music/songs, his pets, taking ice baths(yes, its painful for a cold-blooded hybrid)
⊹ dislikes:  romance (for now), stupid people, media and paparazzi.
⊹ hobbies:  Sleeping, staying home with his cats, anything fashion-related, songwriting.
⊹ quirks:  Bites his nails, always wearing sunglasses or a scarf on his head, checking his surroundings randomly, when embarrassed, he cringes with his whole body and throws his head down into his hands, laughing with a gummy smile. He appears cold at first but is rather quick to warm up, he is a shy but reserved guy off the stage. 
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Why are you still here?
Maybe I'll  think about romance again when I'm  50 and everyone around my age can get their together.  Sure, I'll  sleep around but don't get attach to me, and don't  think I'll  be a bottom for you unless you're asking to be punched. 

 TW:/// Relationship Abuse/ Child loss/ anxiety/ drugs

 Everything went south when the military service came up. Jiyong was slowly losing his sanity as he tried his best. Time tickled, and it became harder; he always felt watched by his roommates, he never felt at peace, and, so his anxiety started to cripple him.
 
During showers he was  stalked and he swore he heard the sound of cameras, and then there was the book that his roommate used to keep notes on Jiyong, observing and writing everything he did. Jiyong hated it, wanted out, wished to be a nobody and to live without the weight of everyone's eyes on him like some animal in a circus.

The news of his sick days in the military didn't help; it made everything worse; people started speculating the special treatment, and there was no winning for him. He had to face the music, and eventually, he would be out of this hell.
 
Once he was out, he took time away from the spotlight and ended up falling deeply in love with someone. It was rainbows and butterflies for a year, it healed Jiyong from the recent pain he had endured. He was even ready to leave his career behind to be with this person.
 
Just as bad times come and go, so did the good. The relationship quickly took a turn, it became a ground of toxicity, fighting, arguing, accusing one another of cheating, drugs and so on. It was a cycle of happy, honeymoon phases and straight into a hell of tearing each other apart. 
 
Jiyong wasn't the type to share his pain and struggles, he preferred to keep it behind doors or with his therapist and doctors. Some of his close friends and family weren't oblivious to the new bruises or the man's heavy smoking/drinking whenever a fight occurred back home. 
 
And then it seemed okay again, it was peaceful for a year, there was no fighting or arguing, just that love that Jiyong desired from the beginning. 
 
It all changed for good, permanently. Jiyong got pregnant, he was beyond delighted by the news, it was his dream to have a child. Nothing mattered to him but to cherish this child till his last breath. 
 
His partner, on the other hand, wasn't too happy about them having a kid but still stuck around for Jiyong. Halfway through the pregnancy, the omega was dealing with issues and extreme pain. The cause; his hybrid traits was attacking the baby, assuming it was a threat in his body, and due to his regenerative ability his body was put under a lot of stress and energy. Constant breaking down only to heal and go through it again. 
 
His doctor recommended that they deliver the baby early, though risk losing them in the process for the sake of Jiyong's wellbeing. He was stubborn and hopeful, he went through the other half of the pregnancy in constant pain, tired and weak. 
 
His partner became helpless and fed up with Jiyong's decision and left him to deal with it by himself. Unfortunately, even though he held on to the end, he gave birth to a stillborn. His world came crashing on him, and he locked himself away for a year, coping and dealing with this loss.
 
Current Jiyong:
He decided it was time to rise from the shadows, to go back to making music despite the crippling anxiety hanging on his shoulders. Or that constant pain in his abdomen, still refusing to get the recommended surgery if it meant taking away his chances of ever getting pregnant again. 

Jiyong is working on trying to get pregnant sometime this year and has been able to stop drinking and smoking. It's the painkillers and sleeping pills that seem to be a more challenging issue to cut off.
 
And action

 
 
Description

PLOTS:

1. Hey you dropped your..... Looking for: alpha or beta TAKEN
tw;//blood and injury

While you were out and about at night, a hooded figure dropped their wallet, and as a samaritan, you retrieved the dropped item and followed the figure. Eventually, the figure walks into an alley, and once you are close enough, you shout out to the man, only to be halted mid-sentence. A foreign object pierces into your stomach, the pain of the knife soon coming to your senses. You make eye contact with the man, Jiyong; wide-eyed when he comes to realize the mistakes of his actions; he had stabbed an innocent person returning his wallet.

2. You Want To Be Mine, huh? Looking for:anyone 
Theme: masterxpet, hardcore stuff 

One day, bored out of his mind, he stumbled onto a master x pet website. Ten minutes later, he made an account due to his curiosity and said boredom. "Huh, wonder why people like this stuff..." Then he discovered your page, and was intrigued by the bio, despite not seeing your face with your mask. He sends a text immediately, "Looking for a master tonight?" 
(Both parties won't know who they are, will wear masks, cover up anything that would distinguish their identities, and have secret names for one another. And looking to play around with the power dynamic, Jiyong will only top in this duo will discuss ooc what we are comfortable doing)

 

3. I swear, that's my kid. Looking for: alpha or beta
Theme: Friends, pregnancy.

It had been a long time since you had forgotten about the fact you donated ; assuming you wouldn't be having a kid in the future, why not benefit someone/couple who was looking to have a child? Over time, you have gained a connection with Jiyong as friends, aware of him wanting to get pregnant sometime this year. Out of urgency and not giving much observation over who his donor would be, besides a healthy specimen, he ends up using your donation.  And only till he gives birth, that you see the resemblance of yourself in the baby, where you just going crazy? 

() I don't plan on jiyong getting pregnant so soon, but in a month or two maybe, so we could focus on building a friendship between our characters first. This plot could lead to just a strong friendship, parenthood between the two, maybe romance <_< but I don't plan romance, if it happens naturally we can discuss it ooc.)

4. Just A Part Time Job Looking for Omega or Beta
Theme; Job gig, drama,angst

This would be the last time you were picking a shift from your secret side job. You needed money to buy the collectible item(or anything you wish for your character; it doesn't matter), and this job paid well. Your duties were doing care package deliveries to omegas/betas who were experiencing their heats and had run out of something urgently. For those who didn't want to come out or bother their family/friends, this was a safe way to ensure that those in their heats would be cared for. Jiyong had ordered a care package, and you were responsible for delivering it. Waiting at his villa door, you are surprised to see the man behind it, disheveled in his robe. Clearly, he stepped out of a shower(ice bath) the way he was still dripping with water and exchanging goods; he ended up fainting before you from the shock of his ice bath and his pain. Leaving you in a state of panic, god what will you do? 

(can discuss if you want your character to nurse Jiyong till he wakes up, or take him to the hospital, either way Jiyong may wake up to be a cranky boi but will beyond grateful for your help after his heat, probably shower you with gifts afterwards. Sugar daddy, am I right? lmao)