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` ( to you my, snowy man ) chapter one : my hope, my dream, my wish
Hmm well, just how can i explain this? Dear you.. oh, wait wait wait. /taps lips/ hmm I just hope you know that this horrible and silly message is just specially directed to you. /nods;takes a breath/ hmm okay. from which side do i have to start first? oh, right. of course the first one /lekickedtoexoplanet/So, /smiles sofly/ i think this is our end huh, mister? /chuckles/ okay, okay. of course, not! i was just joking.. but really, for me, i think our moments together is about to its end, its about to over. well, i dont know why.. dont ask me. but, like i always say, my sense just says so; so.. /chuckles/ yeah, there's no point even if i try hard to deny it cause it somehow seems true to me. /smiles/ just call me stubborn, im getting used to it already these days.. /laughs/ hmm it reminds me.. that i didnt smile or laugh for a quite a long time, right? /eyesmiles/ but thanks to you, even it only survive for another minutes or maybe a seconds or days that nobody will knows.. but im just glad that you're there.. you make me smile, you make me laugh, you make me feel the happiness once again. /smiles softly/ i appreciate it. i appreciate everything that you had did for me. you had sacrified so much just to make me feel the joy again. once again, /bows/ thank you so much, my dear. But hey hey, who knows? /laughs/ we're actually are not destinied together, huh? /smiles slightly/ ahh.. this may sounds bad to me, and even, maybe to you, but.. /looks down;nods/ yeah, you know what i mean. what i want from you is you to be very very and very happy with the someone you love.. the someone you like. remember by that time that we used to listen a song together about your loved one? yes, i hope you'll still be like that even till now and forever. /takes a deep breath/ okay, before i end off this oh-i-know-this-sounds-just-too-crappy message, i just want to tell you that.. I like you.. /smiles/ no, even more than that. not a crush, but.. oh i dont know how to explain this.. /facepalms/ just like you said, i dont know what is in my mind.. its just uncontrollable. ah! and one more thing, /eyesmiles/ dear you, /chuckles/ please dont mess up your mind with problems that occured by the bad bad and horribly bad girl me, okay? i give you a super super simple advice. first, closes your eyes. ask your heart, who do you choose? and when you see the first person that pops out from your mind, well thats is your destiny.. she's the one. pretty simple, right? /chuckles softly/ hmm.. well then i think, thats the only think i wanna say for now /nods/ so.. lets meet again later? yah! we didnt talk to each other for a long time, okay? /laughs/ i just hope our bonds wont disappear just like that. even though we may not be in a boyfriend-girlfriend status, but we still can be bestfriends, right? well, thats for now. oh! and before i forgot again, /smiles/ just wanna let you know that, your happiness is 10000000 times more important than mine to me. to cut it simple, its precious to me.. so please make a wise choice, ara? dont make me feel worried about you, for being a such foolish, choosing a wrong person one day! ah well, its not like i hate you or what, but.. im just respecting your decision /nods/ just believe in yourself. whatever option you choose now, just believe that its the right and the best choice you made. but i hope, you choose me in the end /slapped so.. yeah. thats the only thing for now and i hope, you'lll be happier than me when im with a mountain of sweets around me or even more than when im spazzing with sweet things /laughs;throws a big sweet heart/ bye bye for now~ /waves
SINCERELY YOURS : son snow white naeun red things can bring luck, right? /chuckles/ there's someone who told me like that. well i just hope that once i wear it, i too can feel the luck one day credits to fallen angel |
` ( from the best snowy buddy ) chapter two : farewell Naeun FOREVER, A DATE TO REMEMBER: 130602 ps. hey, he didnt hurt me, okay. seriously. im the only one who live with my pessimistic mind and keep thinking that he wont like me back. thats all ~ and forever, you're my best listener and attention stealer ever -snow white- |