❖⣿it doesn't hurt, i promise. 
 

   eye-candy ↷ you   eargasm↷ shinhwa - hurts  thoughts↷ i hate you. i hate everyone. sorry, i'm not sorry. craving↷ death. 

amber's the name. i don't really want to talk to anybody, thanks. just leave me here to rot and die. that's all i'm good for, anyways. you want to bully me? go ahead. want to use me as a shoulder to cry on? i can't say that i'll help, but use me until you're satisfied. i can't muster up enough energy to care anymore. can you even call me a person? probably not. nothing you can even think about saying can hurt me. i'm already dead on the inside. now i just have to wait until the real thing comes and takes me away. until then.. i'm nothing. just an empty shell of a person. life isn't worth living anymore. never was. sorry for letting you down; i'm not good enough to even live. it hurts to breathe. hurts to wake up; to open my eyes and look at the sun. it's not worth it. nothing's worth it anymore. i'm gone. snapped. broken. you think you know the real me, the real-life amber liu? think again. i'm done putting on a show for you all. this is the real me. nothingness. i'm tired of the pain. tired of the loss. tired of everything i thought i cared about being taken away from me. i can't bring myself to "love". or even care about anything. everybody is the same. i'm so sick, so tired.. someone please take it all away. that's all i ask for, is relief. it hurts.

 fire manipulation ↷ organic constructs  ↷ destruction magic ↷ junior ↷ nerd clique

relationship status- not interested.

orientation- aual.

ideal type- nobody.

my love, my everything- - - - -

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