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DEAR DIARY
20 DEC 2009 When it all went downhill
Everything was quiet until the silence was broken with a sudden gun shot. Everything remained silent. There she laid on the cold blood stained floor. Her lifeless figure sprawled out across the wooden floors, eyes shot open, and mouth gaped open. Of all the human beings that inhabited this earth, why did the purest of 'em all have to cut her life short? I never understood what caused her to pull the trigger. All I could do was gaze at the empty shell that once held a beautiful soul. Not once have I cried since that day. Silence was broken that day with my screams of pain, feeling my heart being completely ripped out of my chest. Tears streamed from my face, landing on her porcelain skin. Why is the world so insane? Living here by myself without her gives my life no more meaning, but I'd rather be killed than kill myself.
02 DEC 2011 Almost that time again
It's going on two years since you've been gone, and I still feel as lost as ever. I decided to just lock my heart and throw away the key because no matter how many girls I met, no one could ever compare to you. I also got out not too long ago for serving some time in the army. It was okay. I didn't make too many friends though since I mainly kept to myself. I also picked up a habit of smoking. Funny, right? You always said that you never wanted me to pick up such a nasty habit, but I did. Sorry.
27 SEP 2013 Turning a new leaf
Okay, it's been a while since I've written in here, but each time I do, it's always my little way of communicating with you, so let me tell you what's been going on these past years. I finally achieved my life long dream of becoming a model. The people I work with are really nice to me. They even get a laugh from me at times. Y'know, I almost forgot the feeling of being happy while laughing my head off at some lame joke. I'm glad I have a few friends at the moment. Aren't you proud of me? Though, I haven't told anyone about you yet. Is that a bad thing? I also decided that I'm going to try and move on, but I don't want to forget you. I still hold our memories close to my heart, so don't worry that I'll never have a single thought of you ever again because in reality, my head is always filled with thouts of you. I really don't want to remember. It hurts. Why did you have to do this? If you only knew how much of a wreck I was. Forget it. Maybe I should just forget about you. Erase every single memory away. It's my time to be happy. I want that happy ending that we were supposed to have, but I guess it's going to be with someone else.
my little umbrella
MY MOOD : Tranquil
MY HEATLH : Alive
EYECANDY : Nothing
EARGASM : The sound of rain
THOUGHTS : Why..
CRAVING : a cigarette
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daily quote from me to you.
