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hi ...

don't forget me ...

because i'll most likely forget you and i'd need you to remind me who the you are ; moving on.

so you would like to know about me, hm?

my name is linh and i'm not very ing kind.

if i give you short replies ooc it's either i'm ing tired, or i dont care for you at all.

but i am capable of caring. at least for the people i can remember.

i have been diagnosed with a few mental health issues.

i don't know if insomnia is a mental health issue, but it's one of the issues i have. it's just not a very full on kind of thing.

i sleep, just very little hours in a day, if at all.

add is another disorder i've been told i have.

i am unable to pay attention for more than five minutes and i forget names and events more than i should.

my memory gets worse every year along with my attention span so soon i wont even be listening to half of the things any of you say.

another disorder is minor ocd.

i only have ocd when it comes to certain things.

like if something's not exactly in the middle or exactly on the dot it would be noticable to me and only me.

therefore i get this little body shiver and i have to cling onto something to stop myself from going over to fix it.

aaaaand the last one is actually not a massive thing but i got a really low score on my borderline personality test.

i've never past it before. lol i also have anger management but shh no one needs to know.

the first disorder i got diagnosed with is add.

It started with forgetting names occasionally, forgetting birthdays and events.

and all the normal things.

but i everntually started to forget more significant things ; short attention span.

so i find sticky notes really usefull. but i dont use them often.

the insomnia started a while after.

i was and still am afriad of waking up and forgetting absolutely everything.

Time stops for someone who can't remember, and runs from someone who can't miss the last train home ... - lucy tran.

heh ...

so now that i've written a whole ing novel about myself ...

real name (s) | my linh le, charmaine le, le xiǎoyā.

nick names (s) | akari, linh, linhie the poo, linh linh, linhyoumothering. /shrugs.

character (s) | yonghwa and your mum

age | 14 motherer.

birthday | 29th janu-ing-ary 1999.

location | brisbane, qld, australia. no. not austria. australia.

hobby (s) | being a , cosplaying, rping, performing art , being a psychopathic yonghwa and making layouts. ifyouwantalayoutforanythingjustask.

like (s) | asian music except for vietnamese and inidan music because i hear those every saturday ing asian karaoke, asia, pho, dancing, rapping, military training, sketching in my sketch book, story writing, actually remembering things lol.

dislike (s) | most people in general, school, teachers, life at times. everyone has their days, ya' know.

fandom (s) | unless you want a whole scroll filled with fandoms, dont even start.

bias (s) | oh. ho. ho. don't. just dont do this to me.

so that is me. i've probably just made myself sound like a psycho ...

im not

tumblr | twitter

farewell ...

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♚The name's Yonghwa

{It's all about me} andclbecauseshe'stheingbest/cough
I come from Jull-In Do Boarding School for delinquents, the most infamous school in Seoul. It was a horrible school, but I survived there because that's all i could afford. I was apart of a rebel gang named C.N. Blue. We were the top dogs of the school. We were the ones who gave Jull-In Do a bad reputation. Jull-In Do eventually shut down, and I got transfered to Millenium for free. The rest of C.N. Blue got moved to somewhere else together, but they seperated me from them so I could learn discipline, even though they all know that this whole thing won't change me at all. I lived on the streets and fought for my life and my sister's life. I've killed many times, I've been beaten up countless times, I've stolen and I still do all those things. I'm proud of it. I've never attended a class here, and will never even step foot inside a classroom. I'll never change into a studious, perfect or rich student like the rest of you. My broken personality will remain throughout my life.

I admit, though.

I am a dreamer. Times are tough for dreamers.

I'm a lost dreamer. They don't accept broken kids like me.

They don't understand, broken families like mine.

Don't kid yourself ; you're just as broken as me.

“ – songchanho ☁

Never leave me alone, okay? Just like you promised.. Right?

I love you, more than a mother loves it's own child.

And my love for you grows each day.

I want to grow old with you. Have a family with you and die next to you.

Just like you said, huh?

I love you, Song Chanho.

I love how you protect me, and make me feel as if I'm the most special and lucky person alive.

I'm lucky to have you.

To have someone who's gone through the same troubles.

Thank you for being there, at that music block.

Thank you for never giving up on me.

Thank you for benig mine, and for never loosing hope in us.

iloveyousongchanho.

♦The Basics♦

more about me| i wish this planet was more child friendly. i've seen and done things no child should be forced to do. things are going smoothly now, but i know that my fight for happiness is far from over.

i'm a fighter.

my memories are clear, and the future is grey and dull.

for now, i'll just shut up and run. to the time ahead of me.

because time is the only thing i have lots of.

( let's turn back time )

it's crueler than a fairytale.