i do what i want so dont tell me what to do

i hoped that you would hold my hand. when i saw your lips, my heart pounded. my diary was filled with stories of you every day. when doodling with my friends, i wrote your name. i don’t want to forget that feeling, your eyes i take out the memories of you from inside my heart when night comes. i'll remember you. i couldn’t tell you how i felt back then because i was so shy. i want you to know