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GIRLSTILLDREAMING.
she was born in district ten - the district of livestock. she was born into a poor family, with her mother as the only actual 'family' she knew of -- her father hadn't been a parental figure since the start. from little, she had only been able to see her father for a whopping total of two times. the first time had been purely accidental; happening she was only seven. the next time had been when her mother died, the year that she turned fourteen. seohee was taught to not hate, rather love. but it was hard to do when her own father didn't even bother visiting them. when times were tough, only seohee was there for her mother. no one else had bothered. but when her mother passed away, her father - whom she hadn't seen since she was seven - took her in. she was introduced as a relative's daughter, a relative read closely, not lover or wife. just a relative. resentment grew inside her as she resided with the family. she hated everyone in the family. she hated being part of them. but their son, junhong, she couldn't bring to dislike. he was so innocent and young. he thought of her as a cousin hence called her seohee noona. the last thing she would have wanted was to scar junhong of his purity.
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she cannot stand the cold. her mother and herself used to live in an area where it would be mostly sunny. the cold to her would unbearable under any low temperature. seohee is impulsive and rash when it comes to making decisions. she does not think about the consequences. /seohee has a scar which runs from the top of her right shoulder to her right . a thief had snuck into the barn to steal but was nearly caught, as a last attempt he had thrown the butcher knife sitting on the wooden table.
junhong's parents were socialites, while the boy himself was not. so seohee had to act on his and her behalf. she did her best to bring the reputation of the choi family up. it was the least she could do seeing as how without them, she would have been long dead under the conditions of the district. as she grew, so did her knowledge of the world, however still remained ignorant of the choi family. she hated the capitol with a grand passion. she hated the very thought of being a mere pawn on the board, easy to move, easy to destory. seohee grew up to be the type of girl to be ruthless, not thinking twice when it came to her actions. arrogance weaved in with over confidence was a bad combination and she had just that. she does not think about consequences rather belittles them for she always thought that what she does is always right. her actions might seem forceful and intimidating at times and yes, but that is what she goes for. the reason is to make her seem less of a weakling. she has absolutely no tolerance for irritating people therefore only befriends those worth her time. one could say that she is bold with words. introducing herself to someone was nothing seeing as how she did that as a daily job.
growing up with the choi family on a farm, she learned how to chase animals alongside junhong. but unlike him, she wasn't exactly graced with long legs. but gradually, she was able to catch up to him in a race...well kind of. her 'father' had also taught her how to skin animals, and to cut them apart. her ability to fight with a knife is much higher than her ability at hand to hand combat. as a kid, seohee always enjoyed dancing to the radio when it worked - mostly to herself though. that was why when she fights, her movements always seemed graceful like a performer, and as smooth as a dancer. this is what makes her footsteps light and delicate.
"i'd rather be feared than looked down upon. fear always triumphs love."