Tell me something i don't know

what is it about you that makes you you?

» PERSONALITY

kind hearted and friendly, people may think of jessica as a sweet girl with a heart of gold. they arent wrong but they aint exactly right either. yes, shes always willing to help and she carries that smile on her face when shes talking to you, however, theres another side to it. people presume that shes insecure about her teeth as she never shows them when she smile,thats not true. she herself cant remember the last time she smiled with her teeth, it has always been that small smile at raises her cheeks slightly. thats all, done. its not that she doesnt want to, but just that she doesnt see a reason to smile that widely anymore. people admire her for her strength and determination, but what if shes just as broken as them on the inside.

that was the good, now for the bad. i mean, no one is perfect. there are people out there at dislike jessica. they think jessica has a ' face ' when shes not smiling. they think that shes pround and too full of herself. but truth to be told, she just think thos epoeple aint worthy of her time. why must she entertain people who judge others without even getting to know them first? how you treat her, how she treats you. shes stubborn, once she has her mind set on something, she'll go all out to get it. she doesnt take no for an answer and will stop at nothing to protect the people she cares for. hence, her nickname, ice princess

» Background

the only thing jessica can remember of her childhood, is her mom yelling at her to walk with her back straight, head up and eyes forward. telling her that she must be a woman of beauty, grace and elegance before she can have a good future. when she hits her teen years, al those teenage drama kicks in. believe it or not, jessica useed to be loud and cheerful, she used to be one of those popular girls in school. admit it, she got the looks. girls envied her, guys wanted her. but her world came crashind down at 18 and thats when her bright smile faded. her family got into a car accident and she was the only one that survive. she remember crying at the hospital every night, falling into the state of depression. she started self-harming herself. she felt her pain dripping away like her blood when she sliced her wrist. once, she even passed out from the loss of blood, luckily she was saved by this one doctor.

this doctor, is also tha doctor that inspired her to be a caretaker. she watched him pull her out of her depression hole and took care of her till she was strong enough to stand on her own again. but she remembers going back to look for that doctor but he was nowhere to be found. but thanks to him, she was able to stand infront of people agian. she was able to have confidence on herself, it was thanks to him, shes even alive today. 

Yay Or Nay

the traits that define you

 what is love

we spend our lives searching for it

» run devil run // male // angst, sad

she cares and love for you unconditionally. no matter how you treated her, she stayed and she beared with every single yout threw in her way, back then that is. she finally gave up and said good bye to you with out even looking back. probably the most heart breaking desicion she ever made, but you guys were breaking each other. destroying each other. she believes that you were better off apart. but now, you meet her again. and hell is going to break loose. 

» time machine // female/male // ANGST

she did you injustice. she has let you down, not on purpose but does it matter? no. it doesnt change the fact taht it happened. she feels guilty no matter how much time has passed. she hasnt seen you since that incident happned but your fates cross again and she has totally no idea how to react. you have every rights to hate her and every rights to slap her and she doesnt plan on fighting back.

 

» all my love is for you // MALE // fluff, romance

you are the only one that she opens up to, the only one that have seen her true smile. when you're together everything just seem perfect. all her love is for you and she trust you with her life. you're different from anyone else she has met. yes, you're relationship isnt all sugar coated with sprinkles, sometimes there are a little cracks but together, nothing can beat you.

» day by day // anyone //

day by say, she's gonna break down that barrier of yours that you have built around yourself. you're her paitent and she will stop at nothing to cure you no matter what you say. she'll work her off and annoy the hell out of you so that you'll talk to her. her  goal is to cure you, but first you need to tell her whats actually wrong with you before she can help you. shes not a doctor but shes a caretaker. care- taker. hses needs to take care of you, how would sh edo that if you aint opening up to her?

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thank you

 

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