Personal Message
Name: Lee sungjong
Age: 16
Worker/flawed : flawed (mentally unstable)
Orientation: gay
Description
sungjong is mantally unstable ..
he is a selfharmer but would never hurt anyone else because he thinks that no one else deserves the pain ..
he's really nice to everyone but himself ..
And this started after he came out to his friends about being gay and he told them that he had a crush on someone
The friends he trusted with his deepest secret
they went and told his crush all about it
it started the bullying in school
Kids would beat him up everyday
And some of them would touch him
And when he'd try to push them away
"You're gay .. you like this .. dont lie"
Was all that they said
He started to get nervous when anyone would touch him or even get close to him
He started to get anxiety attacks
And getting back home was a whole other story
He'd get beat up by his parents
because his parents didnt want a gay son and they thought they can beat the homouality out if him ..
He felt like he had no where to be safe
And all the insults and names he got called made him hate himself more and more everyday
So he turned to the only thing that made him feel at peace
The silver shining razor he found laying around the house
"No I'd never do that .. it would hurt" thats what he thought at first
But now all he thinks about is
"I need to cut now .. I cant take it .. I need it now"
"You'll fit in " they said
" You'll get better " they said
But no one asked if thats what he wanted
Maybe he didnt want to get better
Maybe he liked it like that
He has no reason to get better
But he was glad that he's get away from his parents and school ..
he thinks that this place is really what they say it is