(05/08/2007; 12 years old)

Today was a good day. I only got picked on 18 times, which was ten times lesser than yesterday. i got Trix back and it was only missing a ear. it's luckier than plue, who got his head torn off. the teacher ignored me and i managed to avoid everybody. mummy and daddy didn't let me sleep with them but i got the basement. it's dark but now it's better after daddy fixed the light. 

(13/01/2008; 13 years old)

my teacher told me it was my birthday today. my classmates threw cakes at me and i think cakes are supposed to make me feel good but i didn't feel so well. i started breathing heavily and my teacher told me i had a panic attack. i don't know what that means and it sounds funny. mummy and daddy didn't tell me what's wrong either. they just looked at each other funny and whisper a lot. i hope there's nothing wrong with me. i don't think it's my birthday after all. good things happen to people on their birthdays. today wasn't good at all. 

(15/04/2009; 14 years old)

school was fun today. we had a show and tell and i presented trix, my bunny. the kids like her because they keep wanting to play with her, although her eyes got pulled out. i was sad but mummy sewed it back and said it must be an accident. they must have liked it so much they were too excited. mummy must be right. 

(24/09/2010; 15 years old) 

i hate them. i hate them all. i hate them for poking at my legs, for spilling food all over me, for pushing me off my chair. i hate them for laughing at me, for not helping me when i need them. I hate them!!! i want to go back to my old school but mummy says it's not possible because i have grown older. why do i have to grow up? i don't feel older!

(06/06/2011; 16 years old)

i've been taken out from school. there are a lot of whispering between mummy and daddy now. we don't go out any more. the curtains are always closed and when i ask why, they don't tell me. crowds make me scared but now, daddy doesn't let me switch on the lights as often. he doesn't want people to find out, he said. find out about what? what is it?

(13/01/2012; 17 years old)

there are no birthday cakes this year. everything is orange and the room is plain, so plain. they took away my toys but a kind lady told me they will return me after some tests. she said i have to be a good girl and listen to instructions. they will take good care of me here. who are they? i want mummy and daddy back but the old lady told me they are not my real mummy and daddy. she is wrong. she is not that kind any more. i don't like it here. can i go back to school?
 

NAME: GOO HARA
D.O.B: JAN 13 1994
AGE: 20
ORIENTATION: DEMIUAL
FLAWS:
- BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER
- SOCIAL ANXIETY DISORDER
- WHEELCHAIR BOUND

{ The Nightingale - Mute }

The only voice that's pure enough to strike a chord in her heart. She heard him once when she was younger and she didn't know it then but it had lodged itself in her brain. This voice is a trigger for her memories and when the Nightingale sings. she can feel the pieces of her sanity coming together. Her moment of sanity only lasts as long as the song does but she enjoys the clarity that the moment presents her with. He is her nightingale, the one that sings only for her.

{ The Eagle - older, male }

A natural predator. The Eagle looks noble and gentlemanly enough but Hara stays away from him. She is weak and therefore at the bottom of the food chain. It is better for her to stay away until a meeting becomes inevitable. He may or may not turn out to be the way she imagined him to be.

{ The Sparrow - flawed }

One who is similar to her, unable to live on her own and dependent on her surroundings. The Sparrow and Hara find comfort in both of their melancholies and Hara views this person as the sibling she never had. It gives her a sense of responsibility and utility, as though by helping the Sparrow she is helping herself.

{ The Raven - older, male }

He's handsome, smooth and a bully. Hara knew him from before and she used to have a crush on him... Until he found out and turned the tables against her. Humiliated and betrayed, the Raven is a large contribution to her anxiety disorder and discomfort in front of crowds. He was the mastermind behind her bullying. Tall, dark and handsome, he is by far the most intimidating character Hara knows. He instills fear in Hara. He may or may not have changed for the better.

{ The Dove - worker }

The Dove is a person of gentle demeanor and plays the role of Hara's caretaker and guardian angel. Often going out of his way to help her, he makes sure that Hara is being taken care of and shields her from tauntings occassionally at the risk of incurring wrath from the rest. Hara is fiercely protective of her own Dove.

{ The Hummingbird }

Seemingly happy-go-lucky majority of the time, Hara accidentally antagonises the Hummingbird with her ways which thus results in a long standing feud. The two of them had been in the asylum for quite some time but they never resolved their differences. Hara is adamand that she didn't do anything wrong. Although typically reserved, Hara feels a need to stand up to the Hummingbird to drive home her point. They eventually reconcile and become fast friends. 

{ The Mockingbird }

Hara's nightmare in the place. Where the Raven instills fear, the Mockingbird paralyses her. He lies in wait for her at every turn and terrorises her for his own pleasure. He exists to make her life a living hell just because he has the power to and is smart enough to not get caught for it. 

{ The Magpie - female }

Hara mistakenly believes that this person is her friend. The Magpie pretends to be friendly to Hara but deep down, she despises the wheelchair-bound girl just like the rest of them. She bothers with Hara just because Hara amuses her and having earned Hara's trust, she can make Hara do things for her. Although Hara dislikes being treated as such sometimes, she keeps quiet because this is what friends do, right? They do things for each other? Things come to a head after Hara finds out about the Magpie's true nature.

{ The Swan - female }

The Swan is singular in her beauty. The Swan is bespelling and so are the things that she does. She is of artistic inclination and has an eye for aesthetics. Hara admires the Swan from afar until one fateful encounter brings them together,