Personal Message



	

		 

	

		

			 

		

			 

	

	

		

			

	

	

		 

	

		

			 

		

			

				

					

						Xiumin

					

						Xiumin

				

			

		

		

			 

		

			

				

					

						

							Xiumin

					

				

				

					

						

							What is love?

					

				

				

					

						

							GAY

					

				

				

					

						

							single

					

				

				

					

						

							eyegasm: No one

					

				

				

					

						

							Give me a reason

					

				

			

			

				

					

			

		

	

	

		

			 

		

			

				

					When Xiumin was born his parents were outraged. He was born without a leg, his parents found him to be an embarrassment. They wanted a normal child, a child in which they could teach to be amazing. They were an active pair and they wanted that to be reflected in their child. However Xiumin was an outcast. His parents could barely bare to set their eyes on him. When Xiumin was four he was sent to the orphanage by his parents. They had told him that he was worthless and no one would be able to love someone like him. He was a sad child who was too afraid to face others. He would try to hide the fact that he was missing a limb. Often during the nights at the orphanage he would lay in his bed and silently cry not wanting to wake up the other children. He had no friends there, all the other kids were afraid of him, and did not want to let him take part in their activities. It truly hurt Xiumin's feelings. He just wanted someone to love him. 

			

		

		

			

				

					

						I've found a reason to show

					

						a side of me you didn't know

					

						a reason for all that I do

				

			

		

		

			

				

					

				

					

						 

					

						

							

								And the reason is you

						

					

					

						

							

								I'm not a perfect person. There's many things I wish I didn't do but I continue learning. I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new and the reason is you. I'm sorry that I hurt you. It's something I must live with everyday. And all the pain I put you through. I wish that I could take it all away and be the one who catches all your tears that's why I need you to hear. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new and the reason is you. I'm not a perfect person. I never meant to do those things to you and so I have to say before I go that I just want you to know. I've found a reason for me to change who I used to be. A reason to start over new and the reason is you. I've found a reason to show, a side of me you didn't know, a reason for all that I do, and the reason is you.