Description
eunhye
let dreams be my reality
Background: Supportive and receptive, her single father and older sister had been open-minded and tolerant throughout her youth, respecting her decisions and encouraging her to develop an identity, stimulating her growth and facilitating her maturity at an advanced age. She'd become comfortable in herself and unabashedly expressed herself and her opinions, her aspirations and her shortcomings, yielding her tender heart for consideration and shielding herself from accusations and insults, demeaned and despised. Objectified and trivialized, she became a symbol of mindless beauty, skin-deep aesthetics and pretentious obligations, falsely labeled for decades of an industry's mistakes. Her nose held high and head dipped despicably low, Eunhye complied to the guidance and expectations of society, gradually losing her self-importance and becoming disillusioned to the beauty inherent in this world of the vacant living. She became a shadow of herself, defining and representing an entire era of aesthetics through blind eyes, trapped and glorified beneath misconceptions.
[ under co. ]
Personality: Lethargic – Eunhye is neither dedicated nor motivated, persistent nor reliable, competent nor consistent. She does not perceive a distinct purpose to her life and does not construct boundaries or statements to defend against scathing remarks or criticism, does not adhere to societal expectations of perfection. She does not represent the ideal and does not strive to change herself, shuffling forward aimlessly, purposelessly, searching for her abandoned conviction through enchanting attractions and ebullient evenings, enraptured through splendor and opulence and astonishment. She sought for entertainment and captivation, hopes sharing in forgotten emotion and vivacious influences as her simple mind drifted languorously through a dreamless reality, numbed into compliance and despair. Saddened, her expression mirrors her internalized conflicts, somber eyes hopeless for understanding and hopeful for expression, apathetic to sympathy and empathetic to misfortune. She's bound by her mind's limitations and society's instructions, remaining servile and pathetic to the oppressive compulsions of many, unable (afraid) to rebel for the needs of herself.
melody: return
dream: you.
mood:●○○○○
dreamer
multi-para
oct. 9 (28)
utc-07
fashion designer
status: active
biual
infrequent replies
[ plots under co. ]
the enigma [ 0/1 ; m ; performer ]: shrouded in ominous shadow and elusive encounters, his presence is alluringly addictive, temperament callous and inconsiderate and oracular, rudimentary and riotous mannerisms enthralling in their audacity. he represents orderly chaos and controlled confusion, lacking comprehension and compassion and eunhye desires the same uninhibited disregard. once her disillusionment resurged and intensified, his enigmatic persona replaced the sensational exuberance and false exhileration of the circus through artificial emotions and a tentative courage to approach her. comparable to infatuation, her admiration arose from her desire for impression and completion – two halves to the singular whole she'd dreamed could accomplish any feat, simply if she could believe.
the taciturn [ 0/1 ; f ; dreamer ]:
the option [ 0/1 ; m ; dreamer ]:
the patience [ 0/1 ; f ; any ]:
the nightmare [ 0/1 ; m/f ; any ]:
the rapture [ 0/3 ; m/f ; performers ]:
the solicitous [ 0/? ; m/f ; workers ]: