- Teru

 

 

"I've always wondered what it would be if i was happy.... What it meant to really be loved without regrets.... What it meant not to suffer... But ill just keep wondering til i find my happiness.... Though good things come to those who wait"

Story: Coming from china, his parents were never around to notice him. His mother always being busy and his father was always working. One night at the age of 5; when he came back home from practice at school he found his mother bleeding to death with a bullet wound though her skull. Tao's father stood there with a gun in his hand shaking violently looking over at his son. Thinking and knowing and saw Tao. The last words his father spoke to him were 'goodbye' and he pulled the trigger on himself.

After the funeral, Tao had to live in a foster home because no relatives or family friends would take him in. Hopping from foster family to another, he was finally shipped to a korean family. It was no different from his real family in China, but this time they made him do all the chores and work. Once they found out he was gay they kicked him out at the age of 15. Not knowing where to go he lived in the library an continued to go to school. Graduating with full honors and a scholarship to any school of his choice. He choose one for pre-med to become a nurse. Passing each course with flying colors. But that all turned for the worst once his bestfriend tricked him into malpractice, because he was jealous about the fact that tao got along with his boyfriend.

Sent to court.

Charged

and

Had his liecense taken away; he lost everything. His boyfriend  left because he no longer could be with a jobless man.

The landlord for his apartment kicked him out once he missed the first month rent.

And his car; it was stolen 

Now he lives day by day on the streets. Finding jobs here and there hoping to make enough to survie each day.Even though he struggles with life, Tao always puts his friends and others before himself. When they offer him things to help him out he refuses if there taken. If he ever does he returns it in the next second. He never wants to go though the pain of losing everything again.

Because he has nothing left.

Leaving him ending up hurt mostly. But he loves to see the one he loves smile the most..... Even if its not because of him... 

 

Heart: It hangs like a necklace; its a small heart made out of glass; it can be easily broken an its even harder to repair. Even though its small, it carries a great deal of warm. The blue coloring of the cracks is a liquid only he can produce from his love over time. When used it causes him a great pain but it can heal any broken heart when its shattered... Many have harmed it; but it still stays strong. It was broken once; he doesnt want it to be again..

Love entries:

Daehyun; My first friend and love here an the only person who feels the same pain as me. Went though the time i had lost everything i own. Always there when i need a shoulder to cry on. I dont know what made him wanna be my friend of all people, but im glad he did. Im never alone when im near Dae...He is always being hurt by mean men and horrible liars. I wish he would find someone to love him. Thats all he needs... That person is me.. Ill heal his heart one day at a time... Thank you for giving me a chance to be by you more than a friend. Ive always been so blind when my lover i wanted was always there.. But now i am for you and only you ..... But why did you leave....-left....-

Minhyun; Such a quite person... I wish i could speak with him more but his replies are so late.... The endless waiting.... But he's soo cold...  but so warm when you dont know it.. I wanna play with him to see him smile again.. -single-

Hoonie; my first blind date; didnt go so well; gave him a panda plushie with the money i made from bar tendering. Didnt have enough that day for food but the smile on his face was priceless. -Taken-

Teru; A broken gem that needs to be taken care of. Fell for him the moment i realized he needed someone to hold him and care for him. I tried to fix his heart but all i was seen as was a friend. As the days go by i miss him each day... My heart fell for him.... but his eye was always on someone else... But even when he gave me the chance to love him i couldnt...(tbc)

Suho;  His tear filled face made my heart sink and i had to cheer him up once i saw him. He is one of the most kindest people ive meet; even offered me a home. But it was all to good to be true... The mention that he had a boyfriend made tears come to my face but i kept them in. Inside i just smile and hope for the best that he'll be treated right and be happy. -???-

Kim Hyun Joong; Is a very silent person... But he takes care of me for some reason... Im very curious about him. He seems nice, but there's something missing about him.... Gave him a rose made of glass from my hearts warmth, one day he will be healed but not health wise more emotionally...-single-

Soohyun;  A cheerful light to my dark and empty filled life... He wants to be apart of my life... But i dont know if i can let anyone in anymore... Soo tired of being sad over others.... He's actually rather caring and just needs someone to help him. A rare person you would find -single-

Aron; My cousin. . .-taken-

            

 

 

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